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Shrouded in Darkness
08:06 Jan 29 2009
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At night when it is quiet, I put on my coat and stroll through the park in my area. The darkness comforts me and I feel a strange sense of peace. Of belonging. I wait in a familar setting overlooking the place I first went to school. Seems fitting that I should choose to look for my destiny in a place that holds the past. I look at the moon and the stars, praying that I will be swept away. I wonder exactly when my destiny will confront me, and when I can finally stop living a lie. Pretending to be consumed in relationships with friends only distracts me for so long until i lay awake at night and feel my sorrow.

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mysoulisbared
08:15 Jan 29 2009

The darkness is comforting, but please remember that you are never alone.

Firedrake
08:46 Jan 29 2009

sounds like a familiar setting...

brileybeauford666
00:33 Dec 02 2010

I think all of here find peace in darkness. I know I do.

Conflict
09:30 Jan 27 2009
Times Read: 603

I feel as though I am floating. Stuck in limbo with my life. Every day I wake up to the realization that I am merely treading water. My days are long and tedious. My nights are longer still, as I restlessly search for something which is present in a dream i keep having. When i wake up I cannot clearly see what I am searching for night after night, although I know that it is my destiny. I know that things lurk in the darkness yet night after night i stroll through it endlessly. I am looking for a release from the normal daytime world which is plagued with distractions. I know that the daytime world has a mirror image which is plagued in shadow yet all my attempts to break through have failed. I feel as though I am staring through an hourglass. Peering in from light into dark, all the while my life drains into the basin like grains of sand. So I work from day to day only to continue my true search which plagues my sleepless nights like a hunter stalking its prey.

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