The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Alot of people most certainly pose as fans of the occult or are more than willing to give themselves to any ritual or service which would turn them to a vampire. Only a fool would choose a life of eternity based on a movie or book series. To choose a life of solitude and eternity means to make the choice to dedicate your life to preserving a balance as well as learning the true secrets and ironies of the world. To understand where and how every connection of life and time interact with each other. For most this is simply a phase or a desperate call out because of being misunderstood and most are faint of heart and do not think about what a life of loneliness can do to a person's soul. My purpose is to understand all that entails of this tempered life of patience as well as understanding and gain a view of the world that shows what most people miss. My purpose is to stand strong through time in order to learn and understand.



Some Information about me:

I do not like protection stamps, for the simple reason that I do not really care what happens either way. If you attack me you will find I do not go down easily. Plus where is the fun in being protected. I believe in the power of my own mind and my strength and will to protect me. Not that I always choose to fight.


I am 6'3, 230 lbs. I enjoy a number of activities some which are physical others which are not for example:

Volleyball
Rugby
Chess
Reading
Writing in my VR journal
Getting swept up in thought
Drives in the middle of the night
Walks in the pitch black. For some reason everything is more beautiful when they lay peaceful at night. I listen to a large range of music from classical to rock to alternative. My goal in life is to protect other people at any cost. I have lived a full life so far and I believe in destiny. I do enjoy some company be it friends or otherwise :P. Although I primarily prefer to be alone. I have loved and lost and it hurts but shapes who I am. I do not enjoy dealing with the day to day world and I constantly search at night for something I cannot put a name on. I have some regrets but they stay with me forever to guide my choices in the future.

I was raised in a traditional setting, I do not have any tattoos or piercings simply because I cannot be bothered. I think about the bad things I have done alot more than the good things. I am honest but will tell lies to make people feel better or to protect their feelings. I believe that vampires exist, not because some people think they are "cool" or because of a book or tv series, but because there is too much evil and darkness in this world for them not to exist. So if you have sent me messages telling me how rediculous I am, keep in mind you are on the same site I am. So if you are interested send me a message.

The one thing that truly amazes me is the perseverance of ignorance and bliss in a world that has been fooled into wanting and needing the chains that society peddles, to keep you so focused on bills and marriage and love that you would simply never have time to contemplate the workings of sinister beings or the manipulative world elite. Every day is a sad attempt at pretending to fit into a world that is superficial. I want to see whats hidden behind the smiling faces and pretentious thoughts and laws that manipulate us like cattle walking to the chopping block. I have nothing to lose. Nothing to fear. Come at me head on. I want answers.