Thoughts03:58 Jul 29 2021
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It's been another chaotic day of many as of the last few months. Logging in to clear my mind, and do the usual posting and rating I ran across a entry that struck me as really sad. After the fall out and the state of shock I found myself in. I took a long look around at those around me, and the situations I have been placed in . The past two years have been a roller coaster ride of twists and turns, taking me thru the most shocking of situations. A few betrayals later, and time to reflect to learn from the hard life lessons that were a crash course for the direction my life is taking.
I have always been one to look for the good in every person. I have never had alot in a material sense, but have always helped others in anyway that I could. My word is my bond, so I foolishly took others at there word. Needless to say, not everyone is a friend that claims to be one.
Sadly I have to wonder now, when someone wants friendship, I have to wonder if that is truly the case, or is there a benefit a personal gain , by gaining friendship from me, and that is a very sad place to be. I have been betrayed by those I would have never doubted or suspected, betrayed by the very ones that should love and protect me the most.
I became apart of the VC in 2007 because someone decided to take me under their wing, they gave me acceptance and they gave me a family. Since that time, I have been fortunate to learn and be apart of a family that taught me how to be the most enlightened self. Support and guidance as I learned and walked my own path. I am a very spiritual person.
I have high standards and traditional morals. Not once have I ever been placed in a situation that would go against my beliefs, or my Morals. If anything I was pushed to uphold laws and traditions.
Now with any group or family there is always arguments and difference of points of view, but what matters is how you handle a argument with family. It should always be handled privately and with respect.
As I was reading this entry, I felt a sense of sadness. A long term of time, and chances, and love and acceptance was given to this person, it's truly sad that things happened the way they did.
A part of your soul is very lost and seeking. Coming from someone that was connected to your soul for the long period of time that I was, "Things may seem to have closed to you" " Time has a way of healing your soul"
"yes, you are at war within yourself" " I sincerely hope that you find your peace"
"deep inside you know, you were never asked to disregard your beliefs or your morals"
I do hope you continue your healing with your family, as well as I hope your path leads you to balance, happiness, and peace.
"Although our journey together has ended, may you have Many Blessing on your Path
COMMENTS
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KatriannexVeldonxDrakul
23:16 Jul 29 2021
Like sands through the hourglass, so are the days gone by. May they find peace and love wherever it may be on the path laid before them with the fates ever watching a tugging on strings to put them back on track.