The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I expect nothing from 2017 that I did not expect from 2016.

It is only time. Things that happen will happen in their own time and I will either remain to be or disappear.

This is the way of life.

Quick update on the kitty attacked by the neighbor's dogs. She showed up this morning eating food I put out for the feral kitties. Being feral, as soon as she saw me she jumped down and hid under the house but came out again a minute later. She is walking carefully so she probably is hurt a little but she is eating food and probably drinking water too. I expect the little booger to recover.

My son's best friend lives with us. Recently his car broke down and he found himself having to borrow my son's car to get to work and other things. My son complained a bit that he doesn't mind loaning the car but he has to go and ask the guy for his keys back.



Just lately my son has been using my PS4 in his room. This evening he is at work so I could use it but he left it in his room. Now I don't mind loaning it but why do i have to ask him to return it when he isn't using it?

Yesterday morning I was enjoying my solitude and wondering if I could get away with not going outside at all for a little while longer when my neighbor's dogs barking became a little too much. I looked out the window and they were focused on something near to the ground(really, God help the small animal other than a bird who goes into their fence). I was about to ignore it and let them have their fun when they flung the creature into the air. It appeared to maybe be a cat.



Ah FUCK!



I have ferals around my house. If I don't put out food they sit outside my door and stare at me. They are annoying but they have a right to live so whatever. I went out to see who it could be and if I could help.

It appeared to be a small tabby, how small I wasn't sure because they were pretty far from me. For a few moments I was looking frantically for my husbands precious little Jeep; yeah he named a kitten Jeep.

I went back in for a blanket in case I could rescue the cat and in case it was injured. I would have to trespass one way or the other and I wasn't looking forward to it. Another neighbor came out to yell at the dogs and ended up helping me out.

We did rescue the cat from death by being ripped to shreds. It was treed most of the day outside of the fence. At some point the dogs stopped barking at the tree and started barking at the ground under it. The cat being feral, I couldn't really do much once she got out of the fence. I guess I will see today if she shows up to eat or not.

I have a fangirl confession.

I watched so much Boy Love drama this year that now every time I see 2 men standing face to face I whisper to myself, "are they gonna kiss now?"

This is awkward when I say it around real people.

I got Kitty Ear headphones for Christmas!

I love them! I think I may be embarrassing my husband a little when I wear them in public but it doesn't bother me at all after the crazy looks I got from my actual cats!



I also pre-ordered the BigBang full Made album(First Press LE)

it is the last thing they are releasing together as a full group.

There won't be another album including all of the members for another 5 or 6 years (*cries!).

I am also expecting some surprise Kpop merchandise in the next month or so.

Tomorrow I will catch up the last 2 episodes of Legend of the Blue Sea.

I will also stare at the checkout page for my prospective preorder of BigBang's new full album. I will stare and go through the purchase motions then back out and stare some more.



My goals are really few. I like to keep things simple.

I got through paying bills without having a nervous breakdown.

Every now and then I have this moment when nothing in life is appealing.

Do housework? No.

Play video games? No.

Watch videos? No

Watch cats play?.. No.

Lay my head on the desk and stare at the way to close to my face woodgrain until I think of something to do? After I post this entry.

I glanced at the IG recommendations in my email.

A post about Bigbang's new album, some lovely and absurd pics of GDragon and then somehow a terrifying picture of Dwayne Johnson.

What the fuck! How did he even get into my recommendations? I don't even know.

Last night I was surprised by a message. A woman I haven't spoken to in nearly 2 decades. At one time she was my everything and I have missed her so much.

My son logged out of my husbands youtube account and I don't know the password. That just ruined my whole day.

Someone on a horror movie list asked for a list of movies they probably haven't seen yet.

My fingers almost cramped but I think I suggested a few good ones.