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💀🌹🌶️ Getting Organised & getting Registered-from bottom-up 💀 Writing Practise-mundane

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So here it all begins again.....Starting off from nothing-just emptyness
Empty page-empty profile empty Journal-files empty everything.....
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Being on a website as a beginner from the very bottom-its just awful different and strange ☹️
Like starting off on any newer place would be kinda awkward feeling & exposed a bit
Thought a new project was a good idea but I started to have my douphts & just got a sudden-downer
from all the unexpected stress it looked like I'd not get my new name choice through the system but it
was just some basic computer errors with not knowing what was what & what was where 😲
I just didn't feel reaDy properly I felt ready till I actually started on the registration page I hadn't picked a 2nd choice name-in case it didn't fit!!! Or someone else had the same name-bit unlikely but still it's
not impossible I guess though I did get a feel for the name types on here I felt like a jar of pickles with not enough juice in it
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Figured I'd be stuck on number 1 for about a week but no I'm going up in the numbers without
being ready to write anything yet 🧑‍🏫 just it seems from fiddling around with this & that....
Which is cool as it's a numbers based-site & I want a better name than parasite Lol
Guess I'm aiming to get to No-10 which is called Shadow) 💀 that seems possible atmo
Not off to the most smooth start I forgot that computer names can't
have any gaps-in never retain anything much that's techno sadly ☹️ but at least I know the term white-space now......Your name has to be all one big word with no gaps-in or you just get stuck
on the basic registration part trying to fill that in it worked fine after I realised that's what it was
Also didn't understand what was with the premium & what wasn't eXactly thought I knew but I was wrong yet again trying to guess stuff for myself & I got told off for that a bit I don't have a problem with paying for stuff in fact I think it's a good idea with the site being so complex and full of graphics & funky-features it's just being sure what I've actually paid for & what I havnt ffs 😆 trust me I get it wrong again
Think if your getting membership might as well do it from the start-so that it's already been paid for
Thought my new name was too long but on some places it looks too short 🤪
Whatever I chose I'll think of something better later-on that's sods law in life
Some logistical issues with starting new-profile got stressful for sure but it was worth it to have
Writing spaces that's awesome plus you can adjust your own files and stuff too 🧑‍🏫 because I've paid
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Making very basic newbie computer errors but my allergy is verging on a cold-coming on so my brain feels like cotton-wool hardly helps with a crystal-clear registration process slight temperature also dosnt help with that back on my allergy-meds so hope they kick-in soon I'm hoping bit remiss but that's life 🙈 with so much home-managements being overdue alredy a head-cold seems to drain-away so much energys it's just shocking & painfull too it's always sucked so much
The man on the moon who cares?!? I'm all for space it's really cool but curing colds would
save a lot of suffering too I reckon......space exploration is very expensive for not a lot that's very tangible or useful or practical really plus it's all sterile up there there's nothing much but space rocks ect and a desert type landscape that money could go into curing diseases and illness
It's awesome for the space folks and NASA but mind you were here back on earth being ill 🧑‍💻
It's selfish but that's me with the head-cold I'm miserable and can't think straight either a writer with a head-cold that's a great start mind you it is still summer season so.....it all gets in your sinuses stays in there likes it and makes you sneeze and wheez and have itchy eyes
We've just lost the cool-clear weather from warm sun hope that's not gonna be a totally
dry-spell for long I'm just not strong enough for much real sun atmo which is very sucking
Thank god the weather god's want to rain a lot-theres just too much going on for hot weather on top of my messed-up life 🌻🌻
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Feels rather hair raising starting a new profile here 😬 like any site does you feel a bit eXposed
And also feels quite disphoric & unsettling hope that won't last social anxietys won't matter once I'm up and writing properly in my journal spaces-files but it's very tentative at the moment
I'm doing writing practise by trying to write on mundane topics and putting poetrys on the privacy setting because I'm feeling very private at the moment about art
Definitely feel like keeping to myself so far.....while I spend time seeing what's what and where)
It took ages to think of a newer name that noone else would be likely to have and then I didn't
think I could get it through on the page ☹️
Got stuck on the mobile part of the site before I'd really got anywhere much I freaked a bit
& I just couldn't see anything properly there is no reverse off mobile-app button I managed to get onto the main site somehow?!? That was a long time it felt like when everything's mostly black & sparse in
real-time it probably wasn't very long atall less than half an hour maybe or less?!? But it's tough to try to set-up stuff via that part for sure
Seriously sparse looking website that way obviously tons when you get onto the main part
then you can see all colours and lots and lots of bars which are click-on links and it's all visible
and very live feeling-thank god 🧑‍🏫 very clever and very complex looking stuff 💡Plus an entire themed thematics based site so cool can't imagine how many hours of grafting it'd take to add all those things it's totally mental to be that clever with technology's 🧠
Although the fonts are very big for sure on mobile app part my typing looked huge
everything is huge looking on
the mobile app part it's all looks blown-up for some reason to be simple I guess?!?
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But nobody wants to be a computer dodo-bird user🦤 but some are being raised by techno phobics ☹️ luckily I'm not as techno-phobical as my original relatives were because I have to survive in the modern times where you often can't just avoid technology's like they did or you might just die or do nothing much atall which is the same thing really 💀everything's getting automated more & more nowdays it's very scary they didn't have to be in new environments doing stuff independent like me
I will try some new stuff and new technologies now and then unlike them but then it's a practical-questions of how much use was it to try the newer stuff?!?
Like how much I actually can remember after my exposure?!? Not much or nothing at times sadly 🦤
With not much visible to see it's just awful dark 😆 try to avoid getting stuck on the mobile part again
Managed to get my new Journal kicked-off.....think the mobile part would maybe be helpful with writing poetrys though with big-fat fonts very visible?!? (these awful gaps) from adding more words to the lines I'm trying to adjust the lines again back to be more tidy "in line" or whatever it's called?!?
It's a very free-range or freeform writing space with no menu or templates for writing like it would
be doing an essay on a college computer for example
But it's not working it's just making more messy parts-too bad it looks adhd already and without
me missing out words already just from the bad spacing ect Lol 😆💡

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It's optional to have that part the journal which I didn't realise so I had to find out how to add-it I thought it was already on my profile-page as everyone has one it looks like but no-its not there on your page until you add-it on and of course I couldn't find it 😆 to get it going & get it kick-started
Seeing as you can re-name it no idea what to call the new sections yet?!? Be deciding next few days
Obviously new writing-space here is pretty awesome......empty empty empty space-all for me 🧑‍🏫
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If I can work out some stuff to put in it-that is 🔏......
Got some ideas for the future poetrys but I'll have to just do writing-practise 1st.....I can hardly type proper lines on the pages ☹️ adding in new thoughts causes chaos
To get used to having a new profile & having new files & everything else here 💀
So much empty space is cool but also somewhat intimidating too.....
But we'll have to see.....what ideas I have to try to start-off using the new files

The Dodo Bird-Writer🦤Technophobe💙🧑‍🏫🔏