my heart sinks and beats like hell when he sez we need to talk.
he tells me that he and HER are somewhat dating. i knew it! i knew somewhere in my soul that it was true.
but it doesn't make sense. he said he didn't wanna date just one person.
he said he couldn't date me cause he didn't know if he could be faithful.
my heart feels torn i feel as if i had been lied to on purpose so he could date someone else.
my heart feels the pain and my mind tries to tell me that there is nothing that i can do.
my heart is torn in two and i can't help but wonder if i will ever be "fixed".
my scars are torn open everytime i see him and tells me more and more about HER.
our friendship is more to me than anything but i hate being lied too.
its torn my hearts scars open over and over.
the pain no matter what just seems to stay and won't go away.
the scars are open and the heart is torn. what else must i endure?
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