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Spent yesterday on the phone for 2 hours to get info on how to change my name with my bank and credit card. I do not understand why it took that long but it did. The customer service at both places had thick accents so It was hard to understand them.

My body has been in a state of aches and pains very and stiff joints. Guess I haven't been sleeping properly or in the right position. I just know everything hurts. Could use a long massage. Had some massive nightmares the past few nights, been waking up around 3 to 4 am. They just keep getting worse where I feel like I'm back in my past trapped in a cage and having all sorts of bad shit happen to me.

Last thing, I might lose my good insurance and lose my HRT and everything else. I'm scared and need help, and can't seem to get it.

Also needing a lot of attention that I'm not getting.
Sigh.... Just so much going on lately.