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According to people, I've been fighting something in my dreams and stating no to whatever I'm fighting and for it to go away. It's to the point that I'm starting to growl at it in anger and getting angry by punching the place I sleep on. It's not adding up to me what this dream is about or nightmare. I'm fighting something or someone ...
What am I fighting? I don't know...
What am I growling at ? I don't know...
What is the dream regarding ? I don't know...
Why am I punching the place I sleep in ? I don't know...
To the point i'm getting deep scratches on my back which i'm not sure how they are getting there.
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id be a little concerned because either something deep inside you is bothering you and ur body so chooses to act on it in your sleep or you never know u might be dreaming of something or someone bad coming to you
Well....as I first read this I thought it could be a nightmare however, what concerns me is the deep scratches on your back. That's usually associated with evil entities. Of course I could be wrong but however you go about this...waking up with scratches (especially deep ones) is NEVER a good thing.
Perhaps you should try DreamScaping and kick this thing's ass on the same level it's bothering you at.
Well I can explain away the scratches Fizzy......You need to put something protective in the crack of the couch you sleep on. That thing's bit me more than once Just sitting out there talking to mom. As for the dreams I wish I knew hun. I haven't noticed it as much lately but then I've not been moving from my bed the last few nights. Thirst is the last thing on your mind with a concussion. Have you tried asking AP? Maybe he noticed something.
The forum.
Why is it barley anything of interests is ever posted in the forum. I'm tiered of threads that were log ago posted reemerging. Seems to me no one has any really good ideas for me to post on or something that can really hold my interest.
Someone come up with something please.
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Even if someone does its just a matter of time before its removed, that is unless your names on the cool list.
personally, i usually stay out of the forums... there isn't that much there that even remotely interests me
virtual streak parties are great fun....
Errrmmm, tackle parties and tickle parties are great crowd pleasers....(for me I guess lol).
Seeing the same people in and out of the Rave, makes me wonder if it's still got what it used to. Seems that it maybe fading off into dust with the same 380 people that are always on are on. New people end up deleting and pouting cuz they can't get in the coven or house that the were promised to even though the promises ARE NOT guaranteed. Yes it's nice if other respected it. But the supposed vampire way isn't respected on the Rave, the supposed Ultimate resource and Directory.
Fact covens, or houses usually always respected members that were held in promise to another coven or house. But reality a system like that wouldn't work here because any house or coven would have to do is tell the person here stick this on your profile to anyone who signed up right away and than no house or coven other then maybe a few would have members. Well maybe more than a few.
There are far too many covens for the average members that log onto vampire rave, out of 12887. 380-400 maybe 500 sign on to the rave, Yes maybe more people visit anoyomously. Not log on. This is in regards to those that actually log on.
So I'm wondering is Vampire Rave loseing intrest when the flux of new people out of maybe 16 that join 1 or 3 stay and 2 of those end up deleting cuz of the non respect given to members.
Makes you wonder.
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I agree alot of the same people who are on are the ones that are on the most not much of the new people stay
As for the coven/houses alot of people now just really dont seem to care if you ask me some say yes they really wanna be in a certain coven or house but when they get there its a whole new story
Vr is not the same as it use to be
BlackMasquerade's Journal entry to any one else that wishes to read my comment.
QUOTE " OMG! well I have been online like 15 min and 2 people who wanted in my coven got forced inducted to other covens and self deleted, this is why it is so nice to actually ASK* a person if they want to be in your House or Coven OMG! that is so sad well I see No one wants to respect teh wishes of others and force induct. Sad.
I know it was how we had always doen it back in the beginning yet, now I figured the Masters would respect members and their choices and well I guess I am wrong I do not force induct anyone why get amamber that does not want in your Coven, is beyond me.
Well 2 members gone from self deletion and that is sad with all the work one puts into a profile and 1 was a premium wow...
Life on VR keeps trucking along . LOL"
My comment below.
Fact, No member has a choice where they go, No matter what someone may always snatch them up first they really need to read the FAQ.
Seems people forget to read this tidbit of information. No member can choose where they go period. With the exception of sires. You have to realize that even if they say they want to go into yours that may not happen.
Other masters like myself usually a bit more lenient about trading members that don't wish to be in our coven. Not all of them do that. FACT remains YOU DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE WHERE YOU GO....
If your going to be on VR you really need to learn that.
No offence was meant in the writing of this comment. Just pointing it out to you.
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Again it falls back to a issue of lack of respect among VR members and of VR coven leaders...
-Shrugs- and people wonder why VR is slowly dying, why we only see the same people on here day in and day out and why even they are leaving.
If someone blocks you because you pointing out the truth than forget them. If they cant go and read then thats their own stupidity.
Some people do not understand. I myself did not know the exisitance of covens until you had Force-Inducted me into Stone Guardians. I was a little....unhappy about it, but eventually found myself a home else where and was traded as I asked. I do not think newer members understand that.
Vampires use FORCE. That is also why there is no choice as to who adds you to their friends lists and who bites you. (except when it comes to Premium Members who can block biting and stalking).
I don't feel very intelligent lately. I recently been on a downfall of not thinking I'm as intelligent as I assumed I was. I don't know what's wrong with my brain as of lately just seems not to be firing on all cylinders. I feel that my lack of articulate words are escaping me. I used to be far better at certain things and or events now I just suck. Maybe to be contributed to the lack of anything that really requires the full use of my brain. Someone tell me I'm smart. I really need that right now. And yes I just failed the acolyte test yet again. I really want to be something more than I am here on the rave. I don't know if Cancer will see fit to place me anywhere after I just basically gave up on the database management. I just didn't have the time to focus on it. I'd rather just watch the box constantly at least I'm on there enough to watch it.
I'm more Geek I guess than a Nerd, My knowledge of comprises off of Star Trek. It's what I know very well. So how was I even intelligent in the first place makes me wonder.
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You are very intelligent. Believe me you are smart ^^
Everyone has something they excel at,something they are better at then others.Never put yourself down when it comes to how you think.Today's world makes us work our minds over time and sometimes we stress ourselves thin.Take a break from the minor things and concentrate on the important things.
aww fizzles you are smart,VERY smart,you dont suck :)
no wonder,when you watch the box the IQ drops by 40% lmao jk
geeks are awsome :D
Alright Fiz, Come on here...YOU KNOW full well that YOU ARE VERY intelligent! A BRILLIANT mind you have!
It's just that sometimes you have so much already going on in your brain, other things aren't gonna fit....or work they way you know they can, let alone NEED them too. You know your potential...this wave will pass and you still kick ass and take names in the intelligence department!
Now...an example of somebody who imagines her intelligence..*points at self and just laughs heartily*
Intelligence is overrated
I see you as the next Procurator bro. With your Sci fi knowledge you would make a great addition to the team. Don't Give Up!
You are smart...and even smart people need a break!
Well It's March... Took damn long enough, winter seems to be drifting away. Knock on wood. It's been really decent despite the few storms and wind-chills we had here. Got new plates for the car, it still needs work, I think I should be able to get the car down and in prime again. It decently needs a tune up.
I really need a break from school, I'm going nuts and everyone's at each others level of tollerence. I'm guessing the administration doesn't give a rats ass about burn out. Most of the classes didn't go all the way to 11 pm thank god though there were times it had to due to the holidays.
Final Grades will be posted as soon as possible. I need to learn to draw again. Hopefully my friend will be able to assist me with that. Need some supplies as well from Michaels to get from there.
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TLDG
07:10 Mar 25 2010
Ha been there done that long time ago but congrats
ThothLestat
14:18 Mar 25 2010
awesome!
I'll be there around July or August!