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Deep inner thoughts.



Some things i really don't like to discuss out in the open nor in open public.



In life, things are really not looking good for me.

I just took my last unemployment, I have what I have in my bank to hopefully make it until I can get a job. The fustrating thing about that is that I need a vehicle, I've had to turn down now eight more jobs.



My inner selfs fighting my outerself for domination, I've been really quick to anger lately, and lashing out at people because of how stressed I am.



Also I've been so busy, with school codding C# is really difficult I really wish someone here could help me out with it. My game is of cricket isn't comming along as I want it to.



I know i shouldn't be jellous but when walking to the store to get some nessary items for the house. I get jellous of people drivign their cars around.



Other then that I feel this really negitive engery eminating around me and it's really getting annoying. I don't know if there's static around me or what not just know nothing good is going to come from it.



Sorry I posted this here I have a special entry in my normal Fizbop's Life section.



More to come to a screen near you. So beprepared.

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Zihauna
01:53 Apr 30 2009

this happens to everyone I think. We all get jealous of people in cars at times. I can't explain why other then the fact life gets a little easier with a car. But think about it, without a car, you are saving money. By not spending it on gas, car insurance, car repairs, ect cars take a lot of money up. I have driven a few and have had a few myself during my marriage.

Negative energy is not good, as we all know, usually drama comes from it. And if you are lashing at people because of the stress, try to calm down. talk a walk, do something ""normal"" it helps me at times just trust me hun. Things will start looking up.

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