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I don't often have the Monday blues, but today I do. I hate it when someone expects me to help them do their job, without supplying me with the resources to do so. I was meant to help someone submit cover art to their publisher by a certain deadline, but I was never given specifications. Now I have to rush a project in one of my least favorite adobe programs.

This is the last weekend I'll be able to spend a lot of time here. In fact, I don't think I'll hardly be able to be here at all this week. I was just beginning to immensely enjoy myself here too.

Then again, with the way the full time employees are acting, I might get my hours cut again. Thus is the life of a high school student. So if you guys DO see a lot of me, it means things aren't going well.



I'm honestly torn between wanting free time to be here and what not, and more hours so I can make money.

Today has been incredibly quiet for me, and this is the best I've felt all month. I don't know why but I haven't felt as anxious recently. It makes me kind of nervous though, I don't want this to be a "calm before the storm" type deal. I hope things continue to go this well, at least until I can get another foothold in my life, the last thing I want is for my life to start going backwards, and all of the progress I've made to be just another waste.

I am too ambitious to be stuck in the same spot for as long as I have been. It sucks being accepted into a college, with a pretty good scholarship, and being unable to attend until after all these mundane ceremonies and obligations. It's funny, I hear people told that they'll go nowhere in life unless they take initiative, and those same people are wasting my time. I've been lucky enough to find very good employment opportunities, so I've been able to make (and save) good money, and not be miserable while I do it. I'm ready to begin a career, something meaningful I can do for the rest of my life, I don't want to be an idle hand any longer.



But, while I'm caught in this god-awful transition stage, I guess I'll just devote some energy to this site.

I don't keep a personal journal, but I do a lot of creative writing. I think I'll make this a little bit of both. I see no reason why not to, so far I've felt relatively safe on this site, which is, quite honestly, refreshing. So I'll definitely make this a habit, and at try to write at least 3 times a week, or whenever I log on.

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xSelfxDestructivexWhorex
03:06 Apr 24 2014

Welcome to the Rave! Sounds like a good idea. Now all you gotta do is keep up with it. I've been writing in mine for four and a half years. I love it because you're able to look back on your life. Good luck with everything...!! :-)

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