YES!!! I got a job interview this weekend! It's at a daycare. I luv kids! I really hope this works out. Wish me luck!
i've finally had enough. i can't stand living here another minute! i've got to get out on my own NOW!!! here i am controlled and suppressed. no1 accepts who i am or let's me be myself. i am treated like a child when i am an ADULT!!! b/c of these things i am angry and frustrated all the time! i'm ready to commit suicide or homicide for that matter. if i had hair i'd be pulling it out! the ppl i live with r no better then the fake ppl i encounter every where else. i used to think i didn't want to/couldn't move out b/c i'd have no human contact except for coworkers. i thought i needed to have contact w/friends and family to survive. now i'm seeing that i, in fact, do not. my friends and family have shown themselves fake and untrustworthy. thus i dont need ppl like that arund me. i can handle life alone. i will be a loner b/c that's how i want it.
I've always been fascinated by mythological creatures and legends. I love vampires most. They amaze me. I desperately want to be a vampire. There are some things that make me wonder if I may already be 1. I prefer to avoid ppl and stay isolate. I would rather be up and active at night then during the day. I don't feel I fit in with those around me or any1 for that matter. I have a wonderful and expansive imagination. I dream and fantasize quite often. It makes me happy :)
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