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If the love I hold inside caused my skin to blister would you touch it??

If blood dripped from my finger tips, would you taste it?

If the razors in my heart cut it open would you feel it?

If I cried out in pain would you hear it?



If I fell to my knees in agony

Would you touch me,

Would you hear me,

Would you see me,

Would you love me?

Just another day in my hell. Finally got a little sleep but seems to have no effect on anything. My mind is still full of cobews instead of answers, my heart is still numb in stead of burting with feelings and emotions and all of my limbs and muscles feel like jello. I want so badly to understand the things happening. And why so many asthma ataacks here lately????

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Oceanne
21:12 May 14 2010

Its spring and the pollen might be getting to you? Try to relax and let things go if you can.You will find peace with this someday.Time has a way of healing us,even the deepest of wounds.I sure hope thigs start looking better through your eyes soon.You're in my thoughts.

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I live with mind wide open

I love with wings spread wide.

I judge with mind and eyes closed.

I accept with an open heart and feelings.

Outside I wear a smile

but inside my heart is breaking and I cry.

The pain I feel is so cold

that icicles hang heavy on my heart.

Memories lay heavy on my heart.

Of a great friend that more than did his part.

Away he soared on angels wings.

Greeted by love and sunlight he went.

No longer surrounded by the dark clouds

Of doubt and frustration that life always brought.

It shows us once again that life is truly unfair.

The great big heart he had in his chest will continue to beat in our memories.

The light that he carried everywhere he went will still shine on each and every soul he touched.

As he goes to rest peacefully I hope he knows how much he is loved and missed.

I have been through hell

Come out on the other side burned, singed, torn and scratched but still alive.