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This morning, as I sat with my coffee, I took a moment to look back over the past couple of years, amazed by how fast time has flown. It feels like just yesterday I took an unexpected step by joining a Kismet game, a step that brought me further and further out of my comfort zone. Slowly but surely, I found myself welcomed into a small space that helped me open up in ways I hadn’t before. And here I am now... while much still remains the same, I feel like I’m standing in a completely different place. This past year especially has been one of profound change and growth, filled with experiences that have reshaped how I see myself.

At the start of the year, I wasn’t sure what was ahead.
I could feel things shifting - people drifted in and out of my life, and some relationships evolved in surprising ways. There was a mix of hope and nervousness, that strange blend of excitement and apprehension that comes with stepping into the unknown. At times, it all felt overwhelming, and I doubted myself more often than I’d like to admit. If I’m honest, I still do. I’m still waiting for that old, familiar shoe to drop. But I’m learning, slowly, to see those moments of uncertainty as opportunities to grow.

As I looked back on this journey, I couldn't help but feel grateful. So, if you’re reading this, thank you. I don’t need to name names - you’ll know if this message is meant for you. I want you to know that your friendship, your support, and the time you’ve spent with me, was and still is appreciated. You’ve helped me find joy in simple, everyday moments, and shown me how meaningful it is to just be present with others.

My relationships this year have still been a bit of a struggle. I’ve been slow to pick up on certain signals, and I’ve let some important people drift away. But I’ve also tried harder to reach out, to show up, and to let myself be vulnerable. I’ve come to cherish those heartfelt conversations that brought us closer together.

Looking forward, I feel that same mix of excitement and curiosity about what’s next. This year has been a vivid reminder of how quickly time passes and how essential it is to embrace each moment.

So, to all of you who have been a part of this journey... thank you.

You know who you are.