I been going though a lot lately and I just don't know what to do ? my job my family and my boyfriend and trying to pay bills I am ready to jump in front of a bus a lot better then deal with this stuff my world is caving in on me I know i.m not the only one but I have had a bad few weeks and I am so all done I am depressed and don't want to do anything my leg still has not healed and I feel like crap everyday my mom says you need to get out of thing your in oh sounds so easy but it's not and she is part of my problem everyone wants me to listen to them and i,m not a kid how about my self can I do what I want to or what they want me to do ?? I see to much light in my eyes i don't see the real picture so I can say at this time I want out and I won't deal with this shit anymore I will take care of it not sure how but I will think it out not for long I need to disapear ....
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veauclin
00:12 Aug 12 2012
life often throws up curveballs ive suffered some hard things recently too. but everything you deal with you learn more about yourself. you will come out of this stronger