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I worked closing shift and I was cleaning when my managers were talking about relationships....Apparently, he likes someone and when my other manager asks about the girl he was with right now, he said, "she is too fat. She is just my friend." Right then and there, I felt like punching him. He has no right to be so judgemental.....the bastard....I don't give a shit if she was. 1. You are probably giving her false hope.. 2. If she is your friend, why are you talking about her like that behind your fucking back.... I wanted to punch him, but calmed myself down by listening to music.....I wish just for one day, there was a system where you are matched based on genes or something. And that they can't see each other but talk on the phone UNTIL they are both ready.....then bam, it is someone they would never expect....mphm......

I don't know why, but the moon sometimes just makes me want to stare....Like its calling me. Its beautiful glowing essance, just makes it illuminate everything ....

Lately, I haven't seen a lot of posts of new journals or anything. I think that is....sad. I like to read what people have wrote; good or bad. I like to write my own as well....

I haven't seen my nieces for like1-3 years....I just got to see them last Christmas. They are growing up fast. And I hope they turn out well. I miss them everyday. I helped raise them when there parents were in jail and prison. They are like my kids. But now, I don't see them everyday and there having a hard time.

The older one is acting out, being rude and mean to her sister. She wants to be popular. A friend she has, seems nice. But you never know....

The other one is in depression. She will be like me when she gets older. I hope she gets better. I am so far away, but I love them dearly.

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Yes, I work at McDonald's. I mean, Mcdicks. People are such assholes, especially a manager named, Teresa. Example: me and her were on cod 2, and I took an order. A lady ordered 5 mcdoubles and 5 small french fries. I retold her order and it was correct. It got busy after that, and suddenly, I hear Teresa say my name. I couldn't see the women at that time, because a glass barrier. I went over and the women lies. "I ordered 5 double cheeseburgers, plain." I didn't know what was going on, she was being a bitch too. She gave me a snotty look, and Teresa starts to hound me. Right there and then, in front of everyone. She had no right. Why? Because after the customer left, I told Teresa, she did order the mcdoubles. "I know." ......Really? Fcking really??? She had no right to do that then. She could have handled it way better.....

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Amenthewick
13:04 Jan 24 2016

Im sorry. At least you have a job. I got so many social issues, its hard for me to work with anyone. let alone mcdonalds. Props for you not leaving right then and there.

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wolfmoon
17:01 Jan 24 2016

Yep exactly why i dont work there anymore i speak my mind even to a higher rank than me and i hated being coned.

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EriRein
00:29 Jan 25 2016

Thank you for the comments, I do understand what you are saying. My husband has a speech problem. Also, I do speak my mind. Probably too much. Lol.

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cr8054
08:52 Jan 27 2016

A boss should never counsel an employee in public. That is just wrong, no matter where you work. And people wonder why fast food employees want to organize and join a union?? Working conditions all over have been at the same point that gave rise to the unions back in the 30's yet people are unwilling to organize. I guess they got people be thankful they have a job and things keep getting worse and worse. There will be a revolt at some point and when it happens, its going to be ugly.

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