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lol...this is not me...but i guess it reflects a mood or a snapshot of me...okay maybe it is...i have taken it 5 times! same each time!
07:40 Nov 13 2008
Times Read: 669

What is your demon type?

FALLEN ANGELFormally a servant in the kingdom of heaven, your search for answers beyond your conventional teachings has brought onto you a loss of innocence. enlightened, you strike back and defect, turning your white wings black in exchange for moral freedom. your thirst for individuality and power is what drives you most. your motto: "better to reign in hell than to serve in heaven". remember, black is not a color of evil,but a color of protection...you are probably hard to get close to.

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The Gift...
06:59 Nov 12 2008
Times Read: 675






Seether~~The Gift~~

Hold me now I need to feel relief

Like I never wanted anything

I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to

I'm so ashamed of defeat

And I'm out of reason to believe in me

I'm out of trying to get by



I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

Right on the wrong side of it all



I can't face myself when I wake up

And look inside a mirror

I'm so ashamed of that thing

I suppose I'll let it go

Untill I have something more to say for me

I'm so afraid of defeat

And I'm out of reason to believe in me

I'm out of trying to defy



I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

Right on the wrong side of it all



Hold me now I need to feel complete

Like I matter to the one I need



I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

Right on the wrong side of it all



Now I'm ashamed of this

I am so ashamed of this

Now I'm so ashamed of me

I am so ashamed of me...

PRIVATE ENTRY
02:55 Nov 10 2008
Times Read: 683


• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

What have you done?
20:10 Nov 09 2008
Times Read: 688


Within Temptation~~What Have You Done~~







Would you mind if I hurt you

Understand that I need to

Wish that I had other choices

Than to hurt the one I love



What have you done now?



I know I'd better stop trying

You know that there's no denying

I won't show mercy on you now



I know I should stop believing

I know that there's no retrieving

It's over now

What have you done?



What have you done now?



I, I've been waiting for someone like you

But now you are slipping away

What have you done now?

Why? Why does Fate make us suffer?

There's a curse between us

Between me and you



What have you done (x4)

What have you done now

What have you done (x4)

What have you done now



Would you mind if I killed you?

Would you mind if I tried to?

Cause you have turned into my worst enemy

You carry hate that I don't feel

It's over now

What have you done?



What have you done now?



I, I've been waiting for someone like you

But now you are slipping away

What have you done now?

Why? Why does Fate make us suffer?

There's a curse between us

Between me and you



What have you done (x4)

What have you done now

What have you done (x4)

What have you done now



I will not fall

Won't let it go

We will be free

When it ends



I, I've been waiting for someone like you

But now you are slipping away

What have you done now?

Why? Why does Fate make us suffer?

There's a curse between us

Between me and you

(x2)

Who have you left behind?
04:11 Nov 04 2008
Times Read: 696


Dropkick Murphy's~~Walk Away









The Song Walk Away by Dropkick Murphys

Album Blackout

Lyrics~~

So you say you fell in love

And you're gonna get married

Raise yourself a family

How simple life can be

Somewhere it all went wrong

And your plan just fell apart

And you aint got the heart

to finish what you started



Yeah you fell in love

And you went and got married

Had yourself a family

How simple life can be

Somewhere it all went wrong

And your plan just fell apart

And you aint got the heart

to finish what you started



The ones that you loved

The ones that you left behind

The ones you said you'd try to find

Are they tryin' to find you?

[x2]



Somewhere it all went wrong

And your plan just fell apart

And you ain't got the heart

to finish what you started

You walked out that door

To find out where you belong

To fulfill your own selfish dreams

I think you might have forgotten



The ones that you loved

The ones that you left behind

The ones you said you'd try to find

Are they tryin' to find you?

[x2]