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My thoughts right now are bothering me. they are good but tsky to say the least..they are frisky to say the least..I hate when i think like that..lol..But it happens

I hurt right now. Physically. My body is in pain. My back mainly. On top of that I am going through some emotional things that are over whealming. But in a good way. i dont know how to deal with it. I want to cry. I just don't know. I am confussed. i wish the pain to go away. i need some pain pills. i am lost. I dont know where to go. What to do. I am kind of tired. I am just ranting..I think I might go try to sleep.

I am just writing to write..Fill people who might actually read this in on life for me..I am happy. I have someone that makes me tI miss her. shat way. he is at work right now. Yet I fear where things are going. i fear that one day love will creep up on me again. i don't know if I can handle that. But i care for her deeply and everything seem right with her. i don't know I just just let things go where they do. but I don't know. I am confussed..Just rambling..Eh

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MystressDarkAngel
01:21 Jan 26 2008

My dear best friend... just let things flow and if it all creeps up too fast.. find a way to slow down...Dont be scared of love just try to find the right time to share and enjoy it.. you'll figure it out... and if need be.. Im always here to talk to.. *hugs*

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