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"SOMETHING CLOSE TO PANIC"
02:37 Jun 24 2010
Times Read: 660
Lillies beg to go to bed indoors for a nap and to play dead,
A shadow of mercy bending at my feet
Fuck, Laugh, Kiss, Cry and smile each time we meet
That girl looks a little bit like you
BUT she doesn't talk about the things that you do
Roses bleed all over pages and cry
Leaving me with a feeling that it will become that much harder to explain why
A cold darkness at the corner of the room over to the right -
So many different and chaotic things that happen somewhere in the middle of the night
That girl looks like you do, You both even have the same smile in a way
But the wounds get harder to heal after a while and a part of you just slips further away
The Sky, The Earth, The Fires and even the Floods become one with Gods and monsters
And the old demon who sees red and is the Prince of tricksters
I do not who she is or why you feel that we're the same
Unless she's falling apart, falling away and falling through her own name
Lillies sigh and give up as they do...They just wither after what they have to go through
Taking one more panic breath before they cross over and haunt somebody like you
I dont know who this girl is or what letter starts her name
But im without a doubt confident that we aren't anywhere near the same...
"Actions/Reactions"
08:42 Jun 08 2010
Times Read: 685
Tear her apart and leave some shreds to scatter as the wind carries those parts of her away
Put your claws into her and rip apart whats left of that until she doesn't even trust enough in God to want to pray
She'll drown
She'll hear laughter
She'll die
She come back, after
Tell her that she's adorable on some afternoon in late May
That she's something beyond precious and with you, she's got to stay
Tell her that you looked out for her when you never even knew her name
That she's forever changed the way you looked at things in your life, That those things could never be the same...
She'll scream
She'll pack a bag in the middle of the night
She'll look over her shoulder
She'll never confess what wasn't right
She had the front room for a time that overlooked the street from that old house that they stayed
And in the summer when the windows were open, she could hear every engine coming from every enemy he ever made
She'd feel the gentle breeze roll in past the velvet curtains as her naked body cooled down and tried to rest
Awakened suddenly by the sound of several engines and his commands to lock the door, hide and find something that was the sharpest...
She'll feel her heart race
Before she see's an unfamiliar face
She'll wish to god she wasn't there
Before she becomes fed up and before she doesn't care...
"I promise you wont get hurt, and I promise you're always protected while I breathe..."He told her this with a hug and a smile, all the while she was making plans to leave
She kept thinking it could take a while..."But what if you aren't there sometime when it happens? What if im not strong enough?" she nervously said
His reply, "Quit worrying so much already, here's a Xanax, relax, lay down and try to go to bed."
She'll feel nothing for a few hours
She'll hear thunder in the distant desert showers
Awake to something she never before imagined
She'll take a deep breath and wish she would have had her head examined...
A stranger made a fist and turned that shade of red
She was already pretty badly bruised, already wished she was dead
That stranger kept on swearing and kept on being what he thought was tough
She was pissed off, spitting out her own blood, She'd already tapped out and screamed she'd had enough...
After everything started to settle down and things had finally started to heal
Nothing was special enough, every bond was broken and life there lost it's appeal
She's already on her way
One more minute was too long to have to stay
She left every single thing she had behind
Somehow lucky enough to have a new life where she'd be sort of fine...
She took a deep breath, tried to focus, steady her hands and just stay strong
And the last thing she wrote at the bottom of the wallboard she had
"Down in the dirt where I onced belonged, but if I remain here it won't be long..."
She'll have nobody
Nobody she can see
She'll have her life alone
Alone in her thoughts and actions
But alone is safe for all eternity...
What's your name?
Say it again
What's your name?
Because it never sounds the same...
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COMMENTS
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SuicideDoll
14:45 Jun 24 2010
Wow - terrific.
captainglobehead
04:06 Jun 26 2010
Read, re-read and re-re-read. Marvelous.
Dragonrouge
00:05 Aug 07 2010
Strange incantation with ancient rhythm but brutal modern imagery! Lyrical yet distant! Fascinating and terrifying! Naively stubborn in rhyming and Gothic until the very bone. Suggestive and metaphorical enough to be considered one great POEm!
Thank you!