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Gah! I need to get my sex drive in control. I just wanna go around fucking everyone it seems like

So... MasterInfection and I have a common enemy... AND SHE'S SITTING RIGHT BEHIND ME IN THE LIBRARY!



Oh... my.... God....



Wonder if anyone would notice me yelling at her in sign language... though she doesn't understand it, it would be entertaining.

My Friday the 13th.

Great Grandmother died on Valentine's Day

And now lost a friendship.

I think I've got strep again.. What is this?! The third time in less than a year!

Why must the female body hate me so much? Why must I have pain every month!? WHY!?

Ok, so this would be easier than texting so you can get the whole message.



I get you not feeling "right," or feeling "off." We both have had those days before. I was just getting the feeling that you were going to come down and hang with me, or hopefully spend the night. From the sounds of your texts, that was the feeling I was getting. I never meant to annoy you after, or make it sound like I was annoyed. I wasn't annoyed with you, just Jamila cause of the confusion that has now been cleared up.



If it seems like lately I've been pushing for sex a lot, it's because I've been horny a lot lately. I will not apologize for that. I will apologize for the fact that I seem to be annoying you with it. I get that you have to be in the mood, believe me, I get that. I just feel like you haven't been in the mood a lot, and that's fine, but it also makes me wonder if you're ok? If it becomes too much for you, just tell me to lay off the sex for a while and I will. I'll wait until you bring it up. I don't want that to be a strain on our relationship.



It had seemed like our relationship was going well with the communication, and so I'm curious as to what you were thinking today when you're feeling off. I won't ask if you don't want me to, but I would like to know what you're thinking just as you want to know what I'm thinking. I love you, and I want to be there for you just as you're there for me.



I'm sorry if this is harassing, I don't mean it to be. I am simply trying to communicate what I have been thinking and feeling in a manner that if you don't want to deal with it right now, you can deal with it when you're ready.



I miss you. I miss us. I miss our time together. We don't get to see each other a lot and I sometimes worry about what that is doing to our relationship.



I do love you, and I do hope to spend the rest of our lives together... I want to be that old lady Walter makes fun of... "Was it good for you?" "I don't remember." "Who are you?" I want that... well... not the forgetting part, but you know what I mean.



If you would like time away from me, just tell me and I'll leave you alone until you contact me. I will freak out, I won't lie, but I would rather have you tell me to leave you alone rather than my pestering you. I don't mean to pester, I just want to know what is going on and see if I can help.



I think that's it. I'll stop now.

Ever felt like you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, but it doesn't really seem like the other person wants to spend the rest of their life with you?