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why am i here? what is the point? i dont see what i am fighting for...maybe becuz i am fighting for nothing..no one..i am bound to be alone for all eternity....everyone i have trusted or even tried to trust has either betrayed me or turned away...or i just lost them....pain is all i kno..it is the only thing i feel...if only i could live life with a smile...which isnt possable... i give up ..call it quits..i am fighting and working for nothing..nothing at all...i only fail there is no more to it....nothing...that is what i am ...no one...

i freaking dont care any more i give up..i mean what the hell am i fighting for? wats the point..i kno i cant win this war i am fighting......why try when u kno ur going to fail...i am all alone un my room of stone..i am crying out but i am so unheard.....i dont care i give up....i am filled with nothing ness...empty ness i give up......