When you open your heart to someone you wish all the best things that life has to offer for them, but how can you tell them how you really feel when your so scared of hurting them?
You wish you were the person in their heart, but when your not what do you do? You make a promise to yourself that you will not hurt them, but when they ask you you can't not tell them.
You open up again and it all pours out with the tears, but the fear of losing them in all ways is tearing you apart inside.
Not knowing what they are thinking, worried you ended your talk on a bad note, what can you do now?
Waiting to hear they don't hate you, or they never want to hear from you again, knowing that they care . . . . can it be enough?
The love you have is so deep it has become your air, knowing how you feel and yet wondering what are they thinking about.
So scared that you have hurt the one person you didn't want to hurt ever, is opening your heart again the right thing to do?
I don't know anymore, but i have and now i wait . . . . . and i wonder did i do the right thing, or have i ruined it all?
I didn't want to hurt you, i swear i didn't, i love you too much to do that, knowing it was real . . . . and you do still care, it helps me feel something again.
I said if you ask i would not lie, and none of it was a lie, I promise. I wonder if you will ever want me back, back like i want you?
Will you ever believe me when i say how much i care, how much i love you? Hearing the words you miss me . . i hope they are true, not a day goes by that i don't think about you.
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