Don't you just love when someone walks into your life, turns it upside down, and professes undying love, and devotion? Then the second life gets hard or real, they are out the door faster than the fuck you spoken as they slam the door?
Im Done.... with allowing another soul close to me, im done allowing myself to feel, to do so only brings pain... To Love is to feel pain... im done with all..
No one truly gives a fuck!!! No one even tries to see or accept the true being that you are, its all bullshit and lies to use you for the emotion of the moment... Never again.. Fuck that!!! Im staying numb and alone... fuck anything else.. always left in the end
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LORDMOGY
20:44 Mar 08 2019
Being numb to BS and Pain (depending on how one medicates) and living alone is Awesome!
However, don't allow the actions of one or a few have you close yourself off to the "possibility" of meeting someone who is compatible with you.
There are more than 7 Billion people on Earth. We even have the means to connect with many of them. So why not leave your beliefs and your best life until meeting one of them that, although may not be perfect, could be just perfect for you?
Just my personal opinion.
LORDMOGY
20:45 Mar 08 2019
*live
AbsintheandBlood
20:52 Mar 08 2019
Yep ! Thats why I date and not get into a relationship.
Dakotah
22:24 Mar 08 2019
I felt like that though when I ended a 5-year relationship and I think it's normal to feel like that at first. You need a healing period. I had made myself a promise I was just going stay single for a few years and about 5 months after I had made that promise to myself... Liliancat walked into my life. You need time to heal, make this your ME Time. Do some good things for yourself and important to take time to heal.