You come to me trying to hide the pain inside
I want to wrap myself in you to chase the shadows from your eyes
I pull you close and kiss your cheek tasting the salt your skin offers me
Licking it from my lips, i offer my smile to you, something rare to behold
I give it all to you and watch the pain ebb away from you slightly
the tension in you shoulders decrease by a hair
i let my hands rome over them and down your back to your sides, laying soft kisses in-between your shoulder blades until i feel you slump forward gently in release
i come back around to face you, a brighter smile upon my face and am rewarded with a smile from you that reaches your eyes
i purr gently for you and flash coy eyes, darting in to bestow a kiss upon you soft lips
IM rewarded a soft laugh and a gentle caress upon the side of my face
i close my eyes and lean into it gratefully, giving up more soft purrs to you
i rub against your hand gently, letting the softness of my cheek press against the roughness of your hand i open my large dark eyes to look up at you
No pain resides in your sweet innocent face anymore, though i know it is only for this brief moment, i prolong it leaning up to nibble along your jaw bone gently
A soft noise escapes parted lips, i roll my eyes upward to meet the desire i feel in your body,
The look in your eyes calls forth a shudder through me which passes into you
i nibble my way back to your lips and pull your bottom one into my mouth gently, sucking softly moving my tongue along it until i see that heat that every man gets when he knows what may come next,
i blush slightly giving you the heat i feel for you in my own eyes and follow you up stairs for pleasures unknown
She got ready quickly as the cab pulled up, she took one last look in the mirror with a soft smile and walked out the door. She climbed in, giving the driver a pleasant smile and the directions and was off to see one whom she had held dear to herself for years but hadn't seen in half as many.
They pull up a short while later, she paid the lady with a smile and took a card to call her for a ride home and walked into the house. It was darker then she had remembered but she shrugged and walked back to his room, throwing her arms about him when she saw him. He gave a half smile and continued to type at the key board. She looked at him a bit puzzled, something didn't feel right about him but again she shrugged it off and looked around for a chair.
He saw her looking around threw his mirror and instructed her to sit on the bed, she did so with an innocent smile, kicking off her shoes so as not to get it dirty. She laid back in the luxury that was his bed, so soft she thought as she laid on her side and watched him type. She tried a couple of times to try and start conversation but each attempt was ignored except for one lined answers. She could feel it stronger now, something wasn't right here she sat up and studied him for a moment.
After a while he rose and walked to her, she froze under his stair, his face had changed since last she saw him, something in his eyes was harder, colder then before. He moved to the bed and sat, trapping by the wall, unease settled in he was to close for comfort, she could smell his breakfast on his breath, she pulled back towards the wall a bit.
He mirrored her movement, again closing the distance. She watched him closely and asked what he was doing and was shocked by his reply.
"I have wanted you since we were kids my dear and what I want I always concur and today, I shall concur you."
Her breath caught for a moment and she moved away again until she was pressed against the wall. The week before she had been threw a rough ordeal with a man and was desperately trying to hide the bruises under her clothing, but in one swift movement her tore them away, revealing her black and purled skin. He paused for a moment and looked them over, asking who did it. She didn't speak only shook her head no. No to answer, No to what he was doing and No to what she knew he was about to do. She pressed herself firmly against the wall feeling very much like a little bunny trapped in the wolves den, a shudder ran threw her and she tried to cover her exposed breasts. He slapped her hands away, she yelped softly but held on to them.
He grabbed her arm and yanked her from the wall until she was on her back and pressed her arms into the bed and looked down at her. Do you want to do this the hard way? he asked her. She spoke softly tell him she didn't wish to do this at all, she wanted to go home now, but he shook his head. O no my little dear, your mine for today and I shall have you how ever I wish and I shall make more of these pretty bruises you have scattered all over your body, I do wish you'd tell me who's handy work it is, he did a very good job.
A single tear rolled down her soft cheek as she tried to move, his strength doubled on her arms making her cry out in pain.
"all those pretty tears will get you no where" he said as he grabbed her behind her knees and pushed them to the wall, using her own legs to pin her arms he roughly grabbed a hold of the rim of her pants and yanked them up to her bent knees with a satisfied noise of triumph. She cried softly feeling herself very exposed, but was glad at least her legs covered her breasts and her face from him, she closed her eyes and just gave in, hoping her surrender would keep much harm from her. it was then when she felt fingers in places they shouldn't be she winced, not being open and ready for it his nail ranked her insides until she was went, not from excitement but form the blood his scratches produced, she cried silently, the tears flowing faster as he made another satisfied noise moving his finger quicker pushing the nails against her soft inner flesh. She closed her eyes and tried to remove her mind from the situation when she heard a car pull up outside. He moved form her quickly, throwing her shirt back at her telling her to dress quickly and call the cab he was done with her.
She scrambled to get dressed again wincing as he pants slid back into place, she walked sorely outside into the cold to await the cab and the long ride home. For the second time in less then one weeks time, her innocence had been stolen, and she would never be the same.
My eyes stare up at you in mute disbelief as your hands tighten around my neck
My body is forzen in place as i feel the strength in your grip upon me
My head screams to run, that you know not what you do, but it also tells me to stay, that you would never hurt me and that you will let go in a moment
My vision gets fuzzy, your face a pale blur my leg kicks out on its own, pushing you away
You come back at me in a drunkin stumble, i scream for help, but no sound comes out, i blink back shock as your hands cloud my vision once more.
i jerk to the side slightly so you fall agaisnt the coutch i kick at you again and feel a stinging slap to my skin, i find my feet and dash towards the stairs, your hands find me from behind, i let out a choked gasp and become dead weight, falling to the floor
I throw my head back, fidning yours and feeling release i crawl up the stairs as fast as i can, pulling myself up.
I move to the bathroom quickly, locking the door, pulling myself into the shower and curling up into ball, shaking violently.
I drift into a light sleep, waking eveyr time i hear you stir down stairs, i grip my legs tightly, closing my eyes and hoping for tomorrow.
I wake in a daze, and cough, wicning at the pain, my eyes open and i look at my suroundings for a moment confused as to why i hurt, i move to the mirror and gasp to see the bruised finger prints around my neck, i touch them lightly, and my memorys flood back to me.
I stagger, grabbing the counter top to hold me for a moment and stare at the mirror is disbelief.
I feel a heavy knot in my chest, as i touch each finger print, wincing soflty.
I listen for you and creep down stairs to see u passed out on the couthc curled under a blanket, i grab the keys and get inot the car. i sit for a moment, unable to leave. Tears begin to stream down my face as i loose it, sobbing uncontrolably.
I sit for awhile longer, composing myself before driving into the unknown
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