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Beautiful Ship

02:52 Aug 24 2006
Times Read: 561


By: Sean



Sail away to the dark side of the moon

Sail away to that sorrowful place to escape the burdens.

Sail away to be carried away on the black ship of unreality.

Die forever to live into your void of progress.

Crush everything in your heart

Destroy the life around you to live to die trying.

Sail away to find a burden to hope for.

Sail away when this world becomes older to pray down the Drums of Hades.

Bring down those ships of spite to kill sorrow and stop hope in its place.

Sail away to stop a heart to hide from the hope of everything

Sail away to hide away those crushed hopes of life eternal

Be damned in your unforgiveness

Bask in its eternal fires of bliss.

Sail to that dark side of the moon to realize your crushed life.

Realize that which was in front of you for so long to freeze it in place

Freeze e your hope to burdens

Sailing forever away in that dark ship to the beautiful dark side of your heart.

Crush it with a knife to the skin breaking forever your hearts blood.

Sail away in that dark ship lathered in bleeding hope,

Fleeting in its complexity.

Breathe away your last breath and let it take you away to the dark side of your moon

Let that dark light fill you to kill you forever inside to a husk.

Forever murder that hope, drown it in your desires.

Just drown in its hopeful light of nothing

To plunge naked in its cold waters.

Strip away your skin to feel the cold, dead breeze of hopelessness.

Let it carry you away on its tides.

Let that wave fall on you so no pain can come to your soul’s light.

Strip in front of what is in front of you to see what is truly inside yourself/

See the pain and lost hope you cause.

Never hoping never crying never living in the ships beautiful nothingness

I hate you but love you ship.

Just sail me away on your splendor so we can die tonight.

Just sail away on the tide of hell fire to take away our lives.

Take away what we so sought after.

Just take it all away to the drowning depths to burden us no more.

Kill the time we had to rewind it so nothing could happen.

Murder that hope inside us to take away our ships of flight floating inside.

Take away this pain that we feel murder it before we feel again.

Murder us inside.

Murder what we so sought after for so long.

Take me away ship of suicide

Take me away so nothing will be clearer than clear anymore.

We die to live but we need to live to die.

Hate us in our beauty’s darkness.

Sail away ship of creation

Never return us to what we sought for so long.

Burden us with that spiteful cleverness.

Sail away into the darkness light.

Sail me away on my death walk.





This is a copyrighted works!!


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Poem about child abuse

02:01 Aug 18 2006
Times Read: 564


This is a poem about child abuse and this was in the Sandbox I thought it would be nice to place it in here!! If you want to copy this and paste it in oyurs it would mean A LOT to me and the others that have sufford abuse.





She was only five

This is what happened

When she was alive...





Her dad was a drunk

Her mom was an addict

Her parents kept her

Locked in an attic





Her only friend

was a little toy bear

It was old and worn out

And had patches of hair





She always talked to it

When no one's around

She lays there and hugs it

Not a peep of sound





Until her parents

unlock the door

Some more and more pain

She'll have to endore





A bruise on her leg

A scar on her face

Why would she be

In such a horrible place?





But she grabs her bear

And softly crys

She loves her parents

But they want her to die





She sits in the corner

Quiet but thinking,

"Please God, why is

My life always sinking? "





Such a bad life

For a sad little kid

She'd get beaten and beaten

For anything she did





Then one night

Her mom came home high

And the poor child was beaten

As hours went by





Then her mom suddenly

Grabbed for a blade

It was sharp and pointy

One that she made





She thrusted the blade

Right in her chest,

"You deserve to die

You worthless pest!"





The mom walked out

Leaving the girl slowly dieing

She grabbed her bear

And again started crying





Police showed up

At the small little house

Then quickly barged in

Everything quiet as a mouse





One officer slowly

Opened a door

To find the little girl

Lieing on the floor





It must have been bad

To go through so much harm

But at least she died

With her best friend in her arms


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A Chilling Dream

04:28 Aug 12 2006
Times Read: 570


I was in the garage of my house and looking outside waiting and



watching as the door was open for all to see inside and that was what I was worried about. Because something was out there waiting



for that chance. So I turned around and said we should "Shut the



garage door before they see us." No one answered really because



they were focused on making something else but I was not sure what



it was, but it looked like weapons of some kind. AJ did come over



and asked me what I was watching for. I just told him, "I don't



know, but it's nothing good." AJ just patted me on the back and



went back to work. Then Max came over and asked the same, so I told



him the same because I had to answer to give him. So he kissed me,



full on the lips, and went back to work. They all continued their



work Anna, Kevin, AJ, Max, my sister. All were busy making



something. I just closed the door anyway. While I did I looked at



my friends and nothing fazed them at all really but they did look,



but briefly. My mum came home finally and park at a distance for my



dad to park in the drive and keep the cars blocking the drive for



whatever was out there watching them. She came just as the doors



were closing and I stopped the doors going down so my mum could get



through. She got through and said thank you then went to go inside



the house and I let the door go back down. Then all of a sudden my



dad comes out of the house in a robe and A LOT skinnier than



normal. He came out and asked why I had put the garage door down



and I told him they may be watching and it would give our numbers



away. My dad said that's what he wanted to trick them into thinking



they had many more numbers to work with. So he opened the other



garage door instead just to make me happy, then he went back



inside. It was dark out when everyone went to go inside, work done.



All just walked inside. I went straight to my room upstairs, but



the house was a little different than usual. It wasn't my house but



it sure was. It was bigger AND smaller inside. The couches were



HUGE. The upstairs was interesting too. The only big part was the



kitchen, that was not normal size. I go upstairs to find my cousins



Dustin and Derek sitting on my gigantic bed. IN my room that looked



small on the outside. Derek watched TV while Dustin played a video



game. I walked over and hopped on the bed to watch the video game.



And he was playing a game called Demon Stone. While I was watching



it I remembered my staff and I had to get it all of a sudden from



my cars trunk. So I went panic and ask them if they seen my car as



I look out the window because it was supposed to be just outside my



window. My cousins didn't know were my car was, but they insisted



that it should be right there and I kept saying it wasn't. So I just



went off downstairs to find the grown-ups talking about something.



As I entered they stopped talking and I asked where my car was at



and they said they had no idea it should be in the spot outside my



window. I told them it wasn't but they insisted again. So I just



went into the living room and jumped on the couch now seeming



"normal" size and peeked out the window. I saw nothing but the



neighbors preparing too, all for something, something that they all



were deeply afraid of. I decided to look out some more windows



around the room but none helped. I looked out at the window that



was next to the stairs, but found it was blocked by a red barn and



foliage from the trees surrounding the red barn. Then I moved over



to the window facing the driveway and found a storm coming all



clouding up. But no cars were out there. So I decided to go outside



and so I went to the backdoor and outside. I then heard noises of



people working outside our house. Clank. Clank. It was a loud sound



but almost a distant sound even though it was right up near the



house. I lightly moved to take a peak around the corner of the



house by the gate to find people working and driving giant metal



poles into the ground. I popped my head back in as fast as possible



because they were the ones that was terrorfiing everyone. I began



to get scared myself and ran to get behind the tree that wasn't



there before when I had looked outside that window. I ran straight



behind the small tree to hide from them. I kept hiding as they



moved on towards the front of the house. I made a break for it out



of the gated area in the backyard and moved to the next tree clear



to the side yard, next to the garage. I noticed the little red barn



was all gone including the trees that had surrounded it. I hid



behind that tree and then a man came around the corner then another



both were tall and skinny. I couldn't see their faces but they were



in deep conversation so I slipped to the next tree and hid behind



it. When I looked behind it to see if the men were still there I



stared straight at one of the men coming right for me and my hiding



spot. He had spotted me and now came to kill me. He smiled wickedly



and very mockingly sweet at me and said "I hate spruces always so



hard to kill around." He moved forward and I began to panic as he



kept smiling that smile until it turned into outright loathing and



hope of a good kill. He moved forward and struck the tree shaking it



while I was behind it. I scrambled back in utter terror now, mouth



and eyes wide. He struck the tree again and I ran as fast as I



could go and straight for the playground in the backyard. I



scrambled too fast and fell getting up again because I knew he was



behind me with that sword. I made it almost to the playground when



I was knocked flat on my back hard fast first into the ground. I



turned around quickly to see him descend his sword. When I turned



around his sword was raised and ready to cut down, but he hesitated



and said with pure happiness in his voice, full of malice, "Finally



I get to kill you." But as the sword was going down I made a dash



for the knife at his belt and stuck it into his gut. He staggered



back and fell on his knees, sword forgotten. I took the bloody



knife and stab him again out of fear. He collapsed and I ran as



fast from him as I possibly could toward the playground. I made it



to the playground wondering, still, where my car was that contained



my staff. I needed desperately to find my staff. I looked around to



try and see where my staff could be and I found no car, so there



was no staff. I knew my staff was my only defense against what was



to come next. But before it came another man walked in through the



gate by the house and through the gate I had raced through. No tree



was there anymore. He moved through the next gate into the rest of



the backyard. He began to look around for something, so I took it



upon myself to try and hide behind the playground because I knew I



couldn't make it to the prickly bush next to the playground were



cover was better. I looked over at the clouds and knew they had



stopped right where the clouds had wanted to all along. The sun was



still shining a little but not as bright as it was, it had dimmed



in that short of a time. I kept quivering in terror at the giant of



a man. He was fat and grotesque, with a malicious smile fast on his



face. He called out finally "I know where you are Sean. I can see



you." and as he said that last statement he turned his head and



looked straight at me, looked me straight in the eye. I was



terrorfid beyond reason. If I hadn't went to the bathroom when I



did I would have peed my pants. He continued his malicious,



murderous smile and started to walk forward slowly. As he was



coming up on the pool my resolve quickened and hardened. I had a



knife in my hand and he had nothing, I had thought, I can take him.



So I moved slowly, still quivering, around the playground to the



front of the slide and began to move forward toward the man, knife



at the ready. He just smiled wider and said, "I'm going to get you.



You can't stop me or us." His smile widened and he moved forward



again this time faster and faster until he was full out running like



the wind, literally. He came upon me too fast and out of nowhere



and took the knife right out of my hands. I managed to move before



he could grab me but I fell down instead. I turned to face him fast



to see him smiling the same smile he had on his face the whole



time. "I'm going to get you. You can't stop me. I finally have



you." he said with utter joy in his ominous voice, sweetly, almost.



He took up the knife and advanced upon me, but I scrambled up and



ran for my life again. He was fast on my heels. I kept moving,



darting left and right so I could get to the pool and have the pool



between us to try and buy myself time to figure something out. But



he blocked my path and swing the knife. I proved to be the faster this time and ducked just in time to hear it whistle over my head and I ran all the more faster towards the garage because they weren't allowed in the garage, or the house for that matter. I ran and ran only to find him next to me slicing my arm down the side, making it sting with pain. I began to screech as loud and full of terror as I possibly could "Mommy!" I then saw someone move out of the house stealthily as I spun to get free of the swinging knife next to me. When I spun I saw her run around to the far side of the barn and disappear. I then began to screech with the same terror in my voice the hole time I was screeching mommy, I screeched for my Aunt Julie. I only had to say her name once. The man grabbed me and was slicing my arm again, toying with me, when the woman I saw came. As the knife finally came stabbing at my side, while I was running again, the woman sliced down and took his knife arm clean off. He screamed and screamed and then I woke up to right about this "dream." The woman was my Aunt Julie, but it wasn't I can't really explain that bit, but that's what it was like. This "dream" was more than just a "dream" it scares me a little.


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Hurting You Forever

03:27 Aug 08 2006
Times Read: 575


Why do people hurt each other when all they wanted was to be loved?

Why do the ones we love betray us when we would never betray them?

Nothing but pain is left,

Nothing but the pain of wanting to die is replaced with your heart.

Why do people we love want to bring us down and kill us from the inside out?

All is taken down with the power of words

All is taken to the heart like a three stared blade of corruption.

Why does it always hurt when all you wanted to do is help only to get put down?

What happens when there is nothing left but to die with all the pain and shame of your wallowing life.

What can you do when everything comes crashing down on top of your head crushing your spine with the hope of suicidal love.

Isn't it romantic that we wish to die in such a gory way?

Isn’t it romantic to be hurt by the ones you loved all along.

What happens when the lies surround you and take you on their tide?

Nothing but self-pity and shame to cover your tracks.

Nothing but the pain of a betrayal just to hurt.

Just to make you hurt.

What do you do when nothings left but the hope of suicide?

What do you do?

What happens when you’ve been hurt forever?



By: Sean



This is a copyrighted works!


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A thought!

03:13 Aug 08 2006
Times Read: 576


Okay I am NOT new here! I just wanted to establish that I had to delete my account one time and now i have been given the freedom of choice and have come back to my dark world! MUHAHAHAHA LOL TEEHEE But anyhoo......I hope you enjoy my journal! I have some poems that I think are personal to me so I will post those in here the rest of the poems I will be posting in the normal poetry section. ENJOY!!!!!


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