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The perplexity of such thoughts is rather astounding yet not entirely surprising. Although after all these years one would think that the intensity and curiosity would have waivered by now, but still I remember.



Your disappearance from my proximity was registered deep within my mind but life goes on and I barely gave it a third thought. Like a breeze undetected by others playing with my senses, teasing my sanity, oh what beautiful music...



Is it wise to wonder what sitting down to dinner with a tiger would bring? The tiger sees a lamb and yet the lamb does not aspire to be a sheep...or be devoured.



You are near again. We have danced in dreams gone by, do you remember? My curiosity leads me by the hand but I do not follow with gullibility. Words are my tapestry and dreams the threads that create the bigger picture. The writing is on the wall, but the question is, is it carved in stone?

Just a twinkle in the eye, like a star that lodged with intent of creating a new life. Such a twinkle led the way for wonderous experience of being born into this world. From the very first moment we breathe our first we are warriors. We survived the transition of one state of being into another.



Painful yet rewarding for the mother, we cannot recall our personal debut. Did we suffer pain by being ripped from such sweet existence? Nurtured as we grew into our physical form, safe within our mother's being. Then after our first few breaths we feel the gentle, loving embrace within her arms as she holds us close, emotions running high. The bond. There for life. Just a little bundle of cuteness, eyes eager, brain processing. Speech not yet mastered but still we make our needs known.



The cycle of life, learning. At first empty canvass ready to be shaped. Then comes influence that paints its own design. Taught of our roles in life. Don't ask questions, just do. Rewarded for behaving. Sneered at for being different and daring to possess your own thoughts. But how many of us carry 'what ifs?'



Dare to dream. Dare to believe. No supper for you kiddo! Invisible chains, constant like the mechanisms of a giant machine. A factory designed to churn out workers, one after the other. 1984 is here, Frankenstein lives!



Sky shines down, sun blazes. Sunglasses on! Holiday by the sea, a juicy carrot for reward. Yes, be grateful, you've worked hard for this!



Dreams. Another dimension. Sweet, sweet sleep. When we wake ready for a new day of same are our eyes really open, I mean REALLY open?



Comfort zone. Mother's arms. Canvass full now. Content?