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i have been in my job for five years and finally I have fianlly got the new promotionm that I have been aftger for the past two years now. im shocked and speechless that i was chosen for this protion but at the same time i know i can do the new job as well. As i though about it more its going to open a new chapter in my life and its one i never thought in my lifetime that i would ever experiecne in my life. Its truly is interesting to be so lucky for this promotion and I have been some emotionial about it for the past 24 hours. I dont normally cry my eyes out but its one of those rares times that the happy tears had to come out. im proud of myself for being able to land this new postion. As i said tho this is going to open a new chapter in my life and the truth is that im not sure if im ready for it and if i truly know what it is that i signed up for. All i can do is take the experience and knowledge that I ahve gained over the past five years at the job and use it to me advanage. Its truly funny to me how favoritism works in this workplace I wanted to access whats people reactions were going to be and I can tell a few people werent excited for my promotion while was expected and it is something that I will be putting in my scouting report because fact of the matter is that I dont like surprises when it comes to work and i need to know what the hell and who the fuck im working as the future is going on. Tonight was my last shift as a regualar worker and next week starts the new training for the new promotion which im happy about but at the samwtime its going to present new challages and new people to anaswer too as I get settled into the new work place and promotion. its got to ask myself how did i get chosen to do this job when some people dont see me as i see myself. i get the jitters about the whole procoss of getting promoted but at the same time I need to tell my self I need to get over my nerves and proform the new job and all of the duties as required. I need to dicoverery the bravery needed to do the job. its just going to take a little while to get seetled in the new work. All I know is that the next time that I have to work at the main job things are changing for the better and I need to keep that in mind as I truly discover over time on what the hell i signed up for. its going to be a learning process that I need to getting to be going on it but at the sametime I have find my own method that will fit in which ever fits in the real way on how the new work is going to be preformed. its going to be a challege but it is one i will undertake to the best of my abitiies. Going in to the future that is the method of thinking that i know i have to keep remindin of myself that I need to keep thinking in my personal mindset as the future gets going on whatever happens from this point forward all I know is that im excited for the future with this promotion and will be looking forward to the challenges that will come from it in the future that is for sure.