Miss Me?...21:10 Sep 10 2005
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He felt like he was falling,
In and out of Worlds,
He didn't like his calling,
Even if it was his own,
No one did dare trust him,
For true nature had he shown,
He hated being hated,
And Someone no one loved,
So god damn frustated,
He felt it was time,
To bid this world goodbye,
So soon he'd be in a place,
Where even he could fly,
Litttle by little,
He swallowed his forgotten pride,
And cut down deep into the skin,
So the pain would soon subside,
He wrote a note before he left,
To Whom it may concern,
And sighed it with a kiss,
Adressed to anyone who sent him love,
An emotion he would miss,
Little did this boy know,
The one he'd left behind,
Had been the only other person,
With his heart in mind,
He dared not call him ugly names,
Or wish for him to be dead,
It was his bloodstained memory,
He'd left inside his head,
He did not treat him differently,
And be like everyone else,
He still to this day stands up for him,
Like no one else would ever dare,
Because he'd been the only one,
For which he'd ever care,
He loved him with a broken heart,
And with forbidden love,
He walked into his best friends room,
And could he find him not,
He walked futher,
Only to find his secret crush,
Lying on his bathroom floor,
As his blood poured out,
From his engraved wrist,
He remembered seeing,
A smile on his face,
Because he knew,
That in his heart,
He'd always have a place,
He cried his tears,
And yelled at him,
For leaving him alone,
But felt that it was indeed his fault,
Because he'd never told him,
He'd been there all along...
Copyright ©2005
I know this is talking about two guys, but that's why I wrote it, to show you homophobic people that even though we may be different, we still have problems...
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