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Life is an endless pit that we seek to find its end yet when we find it we runaway scared to have no more meaning left to live. Then there are those few chosen whom know that what looks to be the end is merely an illusion, another trick life plays upon us to make us fear its cause. Fear ... its what life wants from us but I choose to not give life that pleasure of having my fear ... instead it gets my wrath because that is what I turn my fear into.



Lost deep inside myself beyond my barrier of existance & reality, sulkingly shifting through my life's memories, disposing those I no longer need. Finding myself emotionless as appear outward at the abyss of life, yearning for that warmth I need yet I see it out of reach. May my true love find his way past my barrier, survive the part of him he must face, and find me once again before I become a walking void once again.



Just remember my love, though you cannot yet reach me & a time comes that you need me, I am but a call away.

My heart has been battered & bruised,

Everyone seeking for me to choose,

Them for me to fall in love with ...

But my heart is already taken for I have fallen deep already ... I shall always love you Dylan. And one day .... the world will accept us together and no one shall try to break us apart for always shall you have my heart.

I have said the same words to Josh and had hoped that he would fix his glitches before finding himself in a perdicument he could not escape. However Josh's potential at being a high mage & great red dragon made his mage more power hungry. Now the damage he cause & done has been dealt with. His mind now broken down to mere mush, a headcase of delusions, delusions that at times I toy with since I created them.

The more interaction Dylan has with my counterparts the more he must face. Run already from my Sphinx, pushed away from my Gargoyle's territory. His curiosity has lead him to the woods of my Dark Elven princess. She asked him a simple question, maintained conversation being her typical diplomatic self & just like Josh did he called her names & accussed her of doing something she wasn't. As a topper he insulted her capabilities & their very real injuries, therefore she has kept ahold of his essence. Bottled it, labelled it, & placed it upon her towers shelf. If she haunts him it will be her choice & her choice alone. I fear that Dylan has went over his head on this one. I am a high mage & I do not carry souls that are weak but very strong, with only one exception. My wolf is weak still for he has only been with me for a few months & my cat gives him no time for breaks. So either the wolf is stupid or is still very confused, I hope confused for I have no need for a stupid wolf.