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I had a dream Joshua and I had a daughter and I was unconscious for 15seconds (Joshua&mylilsister tell me when i wake up) so Joshua named her Jaye adn thats how it was spelled. We lived in a house that was probably four apartmetns. We lived on one side and the other. But we didnt know that until his return from overseas(which in my dream he safely returns to me) and his paretns live on the other side of the house/apartment. It was a beautiful baby girl and I remeber being mad he named her Jaye cuz Jyanna is my niece but his whole family (mom dad sis adn himself all begin with Js.) I want to name our son Joshua and/or daughter Geneille, in fact I chose those names long ago no matter with what man. But I woke up without Joshua and without a daughter again. I had a dream of having a girl before. And woke up very sad in the emergency room. Anyyway my dream.

Dreams. I dream of man I knew when I was younger. I cant say his name or the past but I dream of him every night now. So now im searching for him. I dont know what his reaction willl be when I get in touch with him. Maybe disgust, anger...He is married and has two sons about my age. His family hates me I know. Dreams are weird but we end up talking and having something between us inside us. He did something wrong but he tries to act like it was me. A boy, a friend, told not me and it want my part in it. I was asleep but woke up. I loved him like a father. I wanted him to be my father, until I lost him. I admitted what happened. It cost him his reputation adn $5000. Then he moved. Then his mother in law died. But my reputation was struck too that my mother and I lied for the money. I got maybe $500 out of it on Eblens clothes. Thats all. But why should I dream of him now? Every night almost for the last few years. I had contacted an old friend I recently dreamed of twice, he said hello but see you around, not lets hang out or nothing. HI BYE. This man will be different more like haunting taunting him with his past.

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