So I was reviewing my Journal and began reminiscing over this entry:
https://www.vampirerave.com/journal_section.php?journal=Cancer§ion=personal&page=May%202006#66609
I've always thought Alyssa was a doll, but she is about as smart as a bag of rocks.. I was making fun of her MySpace journal.
Well I must have hurt her feelings. When I went back to check up on her journal she had set it to private. Luckily I am on her Friends list... So I logged into MySpace, ran over to her journal, and found some more gems:
i really didnt expect myself to be here where i am. i guess fate bring me her. i do believe that everything happens for a reason. and now i know why God put me here. its is because He wants me to help and inspire people to be who they want to be. i know its hard to be who you are infront of all the people but u just have to do that. in the long run they'll accept yo for who u are. pretending is also a big hallow block to achieve that star. you just cant pretend all the time. lets say you reached that star by pretending, would you feel good about it. that all those people who knows you thinks they really knows you, but the truth is they dont. trust me, it feels good to be the real you infront of those people. and rejection and failure is part of the travel towards success. i've been to so many rejection before i achieved here ive also lost many things but God gave me a better stuff exchange to those i've lost. just always believe in youself and God will do the rest. Always believe in His power. im telling u its so powerful. powerful than the charmed ones. heheeheh...if u know what i mean. till here. i just wna give uguys an inspirational advice to keep you from turning yourself back to that stars!!!!! try and try until you succeed. but always remember that upon reachin that star u should never step or harm anyone for that matter., its nice and feels better if u rerached that star in a clean ways. bye.
So I've gotten about 50 hate emails or messages since I deleted 5500 Sandbox threads. At the beginning I wrote a single response that I have been copy and pasting to anyone that is bitching.
If you're thinking about writing me and bitching, just read what I've written below. It's all you'll get from me anyway...
Only Sandbox threads were deleted. There was almost *nothing* of value there. No threads were deleted in the top 3 categories.
Two months ago I revised how ratings were scored. Members no longer lost credit when a member they rated was deleted. This was a *huge* change. A person could easily max out their rating score and just 'sit pretty'.
Everyone got a boost. No one complained then. You outrage should be equal toward the extra in scoring that you recently received.
The fact is, the threads that were deleted deserved to be deleted. The Sandbox became a place for members to falsely increase their Status with nothing but fodder. That's not what Status is about. Status is not a game. It's a representation of your contribution to VR. It's a representation of what you've put into VR to better VR. Game threads and other such nonsense do not deserve to be a part of Status.
The top 3 categories will continue to heavily moderated. Only threads and posts of value will be left. These are reflected in Status.
The Sandbox will remain, but it won't really affect Status, as under the new policy all threads are eventually deleted. Those that want to engage in chatter threads can continue to do so.
This is about the betterment of VR. It is not about your Status. I take a much wider view when I make policy decisions.
Haven't done these in a while... Been busy.
This is the best time of the year in the desert. 55 degree nights, 85 degree days. Sunshine every day, not a cloud in the sky.
The Playstation 3 is finally out, although I won't be able to get a unit for a few weeks (shortages). I'm not really interested in the unit for the games (although I will pick up a few). What I have been waiting for, is the built in BlueRay player.
BlueRay is true cinema quality, 1080p is twice the quality of regular HD. Set top boxes run about $1000. The new PS3 with built in player costs $600.
It's the last addition to my home theater.
Yahoo is following in Vampire Rave's footsteps.
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If I remember right, this is about me and my original incarnation of my coven.
:) I loved that little social experiment. It was the first of its kind. Sadly someone else took my idea when I was absent for a few years.
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alixaryon
16:47 Aug 07 2008
I always thought she is a nice chick, but the sound of her voice reveals that she is not mentally competent. I wonder usually, what is going on with our nature around us? Why do I find such chicks worthy of a mating ritual with me, if they are not in reality worthy of it? According to her looks of such chick, she should be the highest in the hierarchy, a princess, the most quality female among females, a super-human evolved female, most evolved in both senses, deserving of a mating ritual with the strongest of the alpha-males which are mentally evolved as well, in order to enhance the species in the most highest of its expression, mental and the captivating symmetric, which both are capable of unhindered natural evolution and progress, as the nature dictates. But she is not. Why? A proper and appealing body signifies on equally appealing and evolved mind in balance with the body, as the body is a reflection of ones mind, so the mind should be equally competent as the nearly perfect body shows. Better the body, better the mind, because these two qualities are set to work in balance with each other, as the elementary law of nature, which foresaw these two qualities as elementary to natural survivial, adaptation, and evolution of a species in balance with nature, and its laws. The answer to her incompetence of her mental state is simple, or she is not that hot naturally as it seems that she is to us, but artificially made to be hot and appealing, like most of showbizz superstars, or here is that other very questionable fact, that the constant effort of sexual selection through the society system regulation has brought up a designed type of human, which is made on purpose to be only aesthetically pleasing, causing the mental qualities of a human to degenerate, and those again are very very essential in order to follow the natural evolution of the human species, and its expansion, because the true evolution is not in the beauty of the body only, but in the mental process, in both balances. Thats how the natural law dictates anyway. So how can she or any such chick be genetically appealing to us making us feel that mating ritual desire when we see her, if she is not genetically perfect in that way in which she would with further procreation pass on certain appeal of her body qualities, but not those of capacities of a mental quality. Maybe she is just hot from out side, but not that much from inside. And we know who is designing the population in such manner to be show puppets only, hollow shells, automated dead functions. Those which are after money. Thats where from all the degeneration sprang at the first place. The showbizz deception and the idea that the humans highest value of expression is to be the latest expression of a bodily style-looks is costing us dearly the precious time, as a species which has unlimited potential of expanding ones evolution in the right way, not degenerated way. Of course, you were making fun of her sub-consciously understanding the value of both qualities. Would you still see her as desirable, complete enough, a doll, in order to desire such chick, to see her as the one for some certain activity? I wouldnt personally, the fact it self is not deserving enough in my opinion, simply because I do not see it fitting engaging with a monkey neither, out of that same reason which the natural law of natural evolution and development dictates.