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I was also talking to several other women from the Dateacougar site and those interactions were strange as well. There was a 50 year old nurse from the Southwest who was into sex magic and bloodletting. She believed that blood held the soul and she wanted us to ‘re-share’ our souls as she was convinced we were mother and son in a past life. Who was I to disagree?



Aside from the usual mention of my mother, Lucifer, Montauk, and rape I heard something about teachers as I listened to myself cry on the recording. Wait; this was an old schoolhouse…I had to do some research. I thought to myself, exactly what kind of a school was this?



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I stumbled upon Dateacougar.com. I joined and put up an old bodybuilding competition photo and typed a profile that was nowhere near what I was really like. Well, maybe a little bit…of course I left out the extra-weird stuff.



The things I said to those women made me cringe…stuff that had never crossed my mind while in a normal state of consciousness.



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Each and every night I’d be awoken around 3am with hands poking me and/or indecipherable voices in my ear. A few times what felt like a small animal crawled over my legs. I was still being sexually accosted as well. As you all know; sex is like that…even if we know the person and / or the circumstances aren’t right, the feeling is so good that we proceed against our better judgment.



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Sex and sexual arousal are tools of mind control; both during the initial programming and seemingly forever thereafter. Can they be separated?



Mind control programs are linked with sexuality so that whenever it is felt / experienced, the programming activates. In my case; thoughts of blood, breast milk, mothers, and demons piggyback themselves onto my sexual experience, thus tainting it. Disentangling this stuff from my psyche seems impossible because the sexual state in and of itself makes it hard to differentiate between what is healthy and natural and what isn’t.



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I had a reclining chair in my bedroom and would lay back and do some deep breathing exercises right next to the evocation mirror. The results were immediate and not to be forgotten; I clearly remember them to this day. I often talk about sexuality in relation to these events not for shock value but because I truly believe that other-dimensional access and sexuality are inextricably linked. The first time I tried meditating in the chair I only had to take two or three breaths before something happened.



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