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The blog I write is a true story of my experiences with demon conjuring, mind control programming, the Montauk Project, and attempts to heal from the damage all of it has caused. I have no desire to prove anything; accept or reject as you see fit...

After a series of kundalini activations in my early 20s’ I became obsessed with the occult & paranormal; in particular Aleister Crowley and Nikola Tesla. Very soon thereafter, I found myself constructing an elaborate evocation mirror per the conjuring book The Lesser Key of Solomon or Goetia. The demon conjuring experiments (not surprisingly) resulted in an astral mess that took many years to clean up.

Following these experiences, I devoured the ‘channeled’ Pleiadian work of Barbara Marciniak, Barbara Hand Clow, and Ashayana Deane. After reading Cathy O'Brien's Trance Formation of America I became very, very paranoid and (briefly) ceased all study of mind control. From there I read David Icke’s books and finally circled back (inadvertently) to demonology. Then at the tail end of almost a decade of traumatic blackout experiences I began finding notes written ‘to myself' during these amnesic episodes. Among the words I consistently found in these notes was ‘Montauk’ which culminated in a long overdue visit to Montauk / Camp Hero in September of 2011.”