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fuck you Fey!

I feel sick, blehh.



well this is my last semester for my associate's degree in art, and it being my last semester you of ocurse gotta jump through hoops to actually get teh damn thing. We have this test, called teh regent's test. which is like the same test they give us a million times through high school to make sure you can read and write....so you have take this test. no problem, other then it's always the first thing to fill up. So I finally got signed up. and My advisor tells me I have to remedial classes because I've gone over 45 hours. Because that's a rule or something which i don't understand why it matters. So now I'm taking six classes totaling to 19hours. so much for having an easy semesster. blahh. I'm still happy. I'm close to having a paper thing.





I started my Bust for 3D design. I feel like lionel richie in that video with the blind chic. I was singing it in my head when I was sculpting, haha.



hello? is it me your looking for...diddly dee.

weirddddd.

these moments i feel infinite.







Lovee.



i love my friends. and my existance at the moment. and I guess this is what life is. Existing in the moment.

It's already the 14th of August? wtf. I think time is going realllly fast. It was july and and then *Bam* middle of august. Maybe I just haven't been playing attention. I do that.



Blahhh My birthday is monday, ew. Twenty. tweenntyyy. gahh. I'm glad I'm no longer a "teen" because so as they hear teen at the end of your age your automatically assumed immature, and reckless. So I'm glad to get rid of that. Saturday I'm having a little shin dig at my friend kenna's house. woo. party yay woot....it'll probably be lame because we are too poor to go do anything crazy, but Ill be with friends so that'll be amazing.





I start school monday too. How lucky am I. haha. I get to spend my whole birthday at college that all my friends left minus one or two. I found out this girl that I really don't like, is going to my school this year. I hope I don't have to see her man face everyday. I might just die.





Hmm what else is new.... Oh I ran over a light pole at my job the other day. Yep. My foot slipped off the brake when I was pulling into a spot and totally mowed that sucker down. I thought I was for sure fired, but They didn't care or haven't said anything to me about it.



It's been so stressful lately, and I'm just like numb to everything. What will happen next? One bad thing after another. I feel permanently damaged emotionally from my last relationship, I just don't feel like I'll ever trust anyone again. I don't even see myself being with anyone. Because I'm just numb. Sick of bullshit.











Hmm. something will end up making everything better. Something big is coming. Something that will make this awful year worth all shit i've had to deal with it. I know it.



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Daire
22:20 Aug 14 2008

Happy early b-day.

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