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the journey or the destination?
15:26 Jul 27 2017
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I have been trying for years to achieve a goal and I have finally started having progress, a lot of progress actually. I still have a ways to go but if I can keep up the pace I have started then I should achieve the goal in just about 2 months.

now, I'm being intentionally vague but the goal is health related and 2 months is a frighteningly fast past...

my conundrum comes because, though I'm doing this to be healthy, the WAY I'm doing it is anything just healthy. My donor is upset with me for my methods but they are working! and well!! and can you imagine having any kind of disorder that you expect to take YEARS to be cured of, if you ever are and then suddenly find out there is a way to be free of it, this wretched thing that has been ruining your life, in just 2 months?!?

would it be wrong to take the fast route?

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Dakotah
16:39 Jul 27 2017

depends on fast route safety. I mean its kind of unfair to ask when you are being so sketching on everything for us to truly know how to answer that question.

Just some thoughts
17:38 Jul 26 2017
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I was just messaging someone and something I said to him really made me reaffirm some of my life decisions.
"I'm unsure how much of a night person you are, but I am studying physics so that I can become an astronomer, there is nothing more beautiful in this world than the view as you crest a canyon and your vision is filled with a low hanging gibbous moon with so little earth shine that you can see every ridge and the details of the seas on it. no camera I own can capture the awe in it..."

I want nothing more than to be able to spend my nights capturing images of the moon, galaxies, clusters... it has been a few months since I have been able to get out to the observatory and I miss it. I had forgotten how much emotion it envokes. I believe a trip to the desert is in order...

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