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Everything - Alanis





I can be an asshole of the grandest kind

I can withhold like it’s going out of style

I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone

who is as negative as I am sometimes



I am the wisest woman you've ever met.

I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.

I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen

And you've never met anyone

Who's as positive as I am sometimes.



You see everything, you see every part

You see all my light and you love my dark

You dig everything of which I'm ashamed

There's not anything to which you can’t relate

And you’re still here



I blame everyone else, not my own partaking

My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating

I'm terrified and mistrusting

And you’ve never met anyone as,

As closed down as I am sometimes.



You see everything, you see every part

You see all my light and you love my dark

You dig everything of which I'm ashamed

There's not anything to which you can’t relate

And you’re still here



What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know

What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go



I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.

I am the dullest woman you've ever known.

I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known

And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.



You see everything, you see every part

You see all my light and you love my dark

You dig everything of which I'm ashamed

There's not anything to which you can’t relate

And you’re still here



And you’re still here

And you're still here...

Someone here on VR accused me of something I would never do. I pride myself on being a VERY open and honest person...even to a fault. Anyone who knows me knows that im not into drama and games and I think this is why it bothers me.



This girl told a guy friend of mine that I did something....the guy friend believed her and now has me blocked.



I really doubt she will ever read this but if she does, im sure she'll be happy to know that she messed up a friendship...



But I hope like hell that when she looks in the mirror she sees herself for the filthy pig that she is.





"It is better to be defeated on principle than to win on lies." - Arthur Calwell

Im not sure if any of you are aware but im 6 feet tall so there are very few moments where I feel small...



Right now at 2:24 am Nov. 8th 2006 is one of those times and I hate it.