Come Wednesday I went to my friends, who’d obtained a copy of “Doctor Strange,” which I’ve been after, for well over twenty off years; that and, a couple of episodes of shows in ‘the new season’, “Person of Interest” and “Unforgettable.” Come the afternoon, the weather was so pleasant, I went out into the back to edge the lawn. The during the evening, I’d gone to visit Karl and managed to get some writing down, writing that had satisfied me. Come Thursday, I was washing my white robe and doing the housework, then began sewing my trousers, watching “Person of Interest” while I had done so. As I watched it I was struck by the similarity of the core idea and, “The Echelon Conspiracy”, kind of mixed with “The Equalizer”. I’ll concede that I’d really liked it and, found it rather distracting.
On Friday an aching back kicked in shortly after shopping and, put that together with a little emotional distress I’d been looking forward to the Friday night and, seventies music and good company, all of which I’d enjoyed.
I spent the weekend writing, cooking and gardening and, come Monday morning was going out of the door, to see the physio and make mention of the phone-call from X-ray the previous week, when they phoned again and, I got what I wanted it seemed.
So off I’d toddled and had the reflective x-ray I’d needed, although I’d had to remind him. And then, as I was seen out, I was told, “Sorry for the confusion. Sometimes you find yourself going on autopilot…” Now, I still don’t know whether he was apologising for going on autopilot, or the damned kid, who had told me a reflective x-ray being done was ‘not protocol’.
Either way, the walk home, on a sunny day … was just superb…
…just a pity, I started to ‘phase out a little, shortly before helping cook tea. And, I thought about it. It could’ve been the rain that woke me at 3:00. Or it could have been Dad snoring, or it could have been the two milkmen. One might have been the one who leaves us free milk on a Saturday and, the other might have been one who knows I ended the contract, as they kept letting us down: and Now, there’ll be n more free milk. I just don’t know
...the death of the fellow who had been on death row, for so long this week, made our news... That and war plan red; the 1030's war plan against Britain, Canada and our colonies, doesn't speak well of America; not does them denying Palestine statehood and vetoing the world at the United Nations...
Thursday was runaround day and, I caught myself coming back, realising too late that I would be late for the dole, if I didn’t get a lift. Thankfully Dad had obliged, although when I got there I eneded up waiting and waiting and… in the end the Manager walked over to where I was sitting and apologised, saying to me, “You’ll get seen in a minute.” And, I had been. Come the evening though, the back was aching, Roger joked he couldn’t afford my expenses and really, I just wasn’t at my best. “Well, make sure you’re smiling, when we open up,” both Shirley and he had said, to which I’d retorted, “Of course!”
It’d been one of the busiest evenings that we’d and, when I lleft to walk Cat downtown, she’d ‘dragged’ me for a drink, that I was grateful I could pay for.
It was such a novelty, that I had really appreciated. We’d gone to The Liffy, my choice and then, Dr Duncans, that had décor that was hard to credit, being as old as it is, with knick-knacks I could stare at for ages, like an old-fashioned dentists wash-basin and red tiles and, I drank Cains IPA, not a strong beer, but oh-so tasty. When I left Cat, who went to get a taxi, to meet her musician boyfriend, I knew I’d get the riot act read to me on my return home, but I had still kinda wandered, back to the staion, feeling… alright.
On Wednesday I had gone to Bromborough station to get myself a saveaway ticket for travelling from the hospital. I got there to find there were people working on the ticket machine, so was unable to purchase what I wanted. I’d been livid, but instead of ranting and raving, I’d just walked away.
I’d tried several local shops, but as ‘the rules’ say that only one venue can sell them in a mile area, yet I needed the ticket, for travelling back from the hospital. So with time running out, before I had to get home, to get my lift to hospital off my Dad, I walked real fast to get to Bromborough Rake station, where I hoped that they’d be working.
Thankfully, the ticket machines were working thankfully and, I’d got what I’d needed to carry on y travelling from the hospital.
I just could not understand, if they need to fix the machines, why couldn’t they do it when there are no customers needing tickets. That makes sense, to me.
Then, Yesterday.feeling really nervous, I went to Clatterbridge Hospital with Dad, dropping me off just round the corner from my destination, the pain clinic. Just the name of the place had made me feel nervous. And as I walked in, I had been definitely timorous.
The physiotherapist had been there, to hold my hand, metaphorically speaking, as I’d walked in to see him, who was the epitome of grey-haired quiet professionalism.
He had discussed my symptoms and, when he ran his fingers over my spine, he had said to me, “That’s unusual.”
“So what are your symptoms like?” He’d asked.
“Well, you’ve seen the x-ray’s…” I’d retorted and laughed, suddenly feeling amused, for the first time.
“Well, some people have x-rays far worse than your and, they have no symptoms…” he’d told me.
And again I’d laughed: “Well, I have the symptoms.”
Come the end of the appointment, I walked out, having learnt that he’d be sending me for the very same x-ray that I was told I couldn’t have, ‘as it’s not protocol’ and, a cat-scan as well.
I hadn’t had long to wait for my bus and, got home in time to cook my chicken casserole and make custard, for the remainder of the crumble.
Then I went to Karl’s in the evening, to discuss computers, camera’s and tv shows.
All-in-all, it had felt like a very long day.
I learnt Monday afternoon, ‘never underestimate a curious female neighbour’. She has just returned from holiday and, we met over the front hedge, where she told me how much the fellow over the road paid for his property, £17700 which was curious, as its quite low and might explain how he could do all that expensive work, that so-blocked the driveway outside our property. She also picked up on her neighbour, our next door but one neighbour to the right and the fact that they have their property up for sale, a family that moved in a month before we did. And, we’ve been here for nearly fifty years. Well, being overly curious, she made enquires and, learnt that the property is going for £14900, which is well beneath it’s value, even in this economic climate and, it’s the nearest, to size and type to our home.
Come the evening, as I tried to get my body back together, I watched ‘True Blood’ nine, which I’d found most exciting and, interesting. After the credits had rolled they had done a ‘… and next week’, just like they do in ‘Doctor Who’.
And, that brings me to late evening and, having left VR, I watched the last episode of ‘Torchwood’ on BBC repeat, seeing it for the second time, as I enjoyed it so much when Karl had obtained it for me on download.
I got the front looking good this Monday, after housework and, 'coz I thought it would rain, I'd worked fast. I am... totally frelled Now.
“You were always in your mind,” was on the radio as the sun came out while I had written about Fridays events and the vulnerable girl and the grock; and the Radio Times had been on the kitchen table that I peered at, as I made myself a third, much needed coffee. I had noticed that ‘Bridge Over Remagen’ was on Channel 5 in the evening. And that was the film that had led to me writing a short story about watching it, as I’d learnt of Debbie’s abuse at the hands of her Father. And yes, she is always on my mind. Much as I hate {{right word}} Barry, my ex bestfriend, for getting together with her, I still want her happy. She deserves to be happy.
I went travelling Friday evening, getting to Vicky and Pete’s at about six or so; an just as I was about to leave Vicky had walked up, having just got home from work.
It tickled me, that Vicky had been pleasantly surprised to receive a hug from me, saying, “Good hug.” Heck, it had been ages, since I’d seen her and after all, I have had good lessons, on how to hug again… just, tickles me, that some are surprised that I give ‘em.
We had chatted awhile, then she had phoned Pete; it seemed that he’d forgotten that I was calling, but covered himself beautifully, saying, “I should have had you call in [[to the club]] as you pass it on the way.” {{I hadn’t the heart to tell him that I’d got the bus that travelled the other road, running parallel; or say to him, ‘admit it, you forgot I was calling’}}… As it was, he’d obviously enjoyed his pint, judging by how much he was smiling.
And, I hadn’t seen the two of them, for ages, having a pleasant evening and, needless to say, I had continued with my own traditions and, missed my bus. So, I went for ‘the next’, an hour later, getting to the busstop on King Street earlier enough to go to the nearby pub, The Stanley’s for an end of the night whiskey.
Friday night and, there was a good female vocalist on, doing soft metal as I walked in, wearing all black and my cap. I’d got my drink, downed it, then toddled off, back to the busstop, where I found a timorous lady, also waiting for the Birkenhead bus.
And, that was when a young pretty-thing brunette walking toward me, with a thin fellow wobbling after her; then a grok following them both, who got rid of the wiry wobbling fellow, before continuing aftr the pretty-thing, who I’d already ‘judged’, to be as damaged, as the last ex… ie: a type, I’ve seen before, many times.
And, just passed the busstop they both stopped, before the end of the pavement, where you cross, to goto the off licence, just secong in on the small block of shops, where I’d already assumed {{rightfully so, as it happens}} that they might have been heading. And, the grock had rousted this petite pretty-thing, striking her [[though ‘lightly’ for his size, as she stood afterward]] and, I don’t know who was more shocked, me at the sound, or the timorous thing to sitting inside the bus-shelter.
And, the young-looking pretty-thing, who had slowed and looked back, to ensure she was being followed, as she had approached the shelter, just stood there docilely as he berated her goodstyle. He had shouted at her about many things, fella’s booze and smack, none of which surprised me. And, at some point, the woman had showed mild interest, it seems, only to find the pretty-thing thrown toward her, “There, go to your friend.”
He had then walked away, to the off-licence, as I’d expected and, to judge by the face of the woman still sitting in the shelter, that it had been evident she was surprised, by the whole event.
And, I think he’d struck the girl again before walking off, but my attention had been on two sides there and, so had realized as it neared then passed, I had missed my bus.
Many years ago, that would have been nothing, a walk from Wallasey to Birkenhead: but this is Now and, my back had started to ache.
Anyway, I said to the woman, who had been waiting as well, “That was our bus, so I’m walking.”
“I’m waiting,” she had said.
“That’ll be forty minutes,” I’d reminded her, before starting to walk, looking back to see the young woman run to her, for consolation.
Shee-it, I’ve seen so many like her, damaged and dependant and, easily used and abused and, that had filled my head many a mile, after a good evening spent with friends, I’d not seen in ages.
That and, ‘why does someone always seem set to spoil a goodnight for others?’
And, it occurred to me, why do the young damaged, dependent and, easily used and abused, end up with Grocks? {{big and empty-headed meat-heads, often on steds, or steroids}} … who continue to use and abuse them, while they continue to take it.
That and, ‘why does someone always seem set to spoil a goodnight for others?’
I had walked, to the docks, then across them to the station, getting there just in time to get the train home, without waiting too long: thankfully, as I’d felt shattered.
writing the last two stories and a hard night at the project, I'm weary this Friday morning.
Thursday was just the best day for ages, fresh air, sun and a blue sky and, the heaviest dew on the lawn for ages. After housework, Dad decided to have his lunch, then take the opportunity to go on the roof, to attend to the ridge tiles.
Meanwhile, I sat indoors, typing and, watching the last episode of this series of Torchwood. And yes, I say this series, ‘coz with that ending and, American finance, if it’s successful in the USA, their could very well be a Torchwood USA, with a black character, with the same ‘power’, as Captain Jack.
Heck, you have to hand it to Russel T. Davis. First he created Torchwood, itself an anagram of Doctor Who, now he’s gone across the pond and, continued the ‘franchise’. Shee-it, now that’s sheer style…
I’d taken Dad a cup of tea and, made the mistake of saying to him, “Anything else?” He’d then said, “Well, you could join me…”
He’s eighty-four and, I fifty-one and I laughed.
...it's Thursday, voluntary work day; it's sunny and, my 84 year old Dad is on the roof...
Before I logged off from VR on Tuesday I checked on my beloved threads, as you would, only to note just how many of my threads had been closed down. It hadn’t perturbed me to note that quite a few had been closed; yet I had been intrigued to see what had been written as a finale to my remarks left at the end of my Full Moon Thread.
When I got there I had been most miffed to find that my last two posts had been removed from the thread, by whoever had closed it and, the others.
Then as I walked on Wednesday, amongst the green, after a night writing and finishing a story, thanks to how I felt during a Full Moon, I had a thought: “I really didn’t matter that my pst regarding Countess dismissing the opions of others were removed. Others had responded, by saying how they felt during the Full Moon. So, what did it matter if one narrow-minded indidual had dismissed the feelings of others. Those people she denied had spoken already and, continued to do so, even after the Countess had said as she had.
I just think… it’s a pity, she’d said it at all.
After putting my filmed journey to Liverpool on Dailymotion, I made a copy of it as an .avi, to show my Dad on the little Dell laptop.
My Father had said ‘it was boring' and, wipe it.’
I had then passed the link to the film to a few people. One had said that after three minutes she didn’t want to watch any more, then said, ‘I am told I have a short attention span’, whilst another of a similar age called it ‘neat’.
And, thankfully, one of the volunteers who have left who saw it had liked it. And, other than myself, I made it and dedicated to the volunteers I’ve worked with. So that was the sort of commendation I wanted.
I have got the next chapter up.. now to make rock buns, while it's sunny and windy outside...
Gawd, I hope it's liked...
On Saturday I went to my friend with an interest in the seventies, like me; who gave me a disc, with everything on it, from the pilot episode of Batgirl, William Shatner singing, The Ramones, Captain Kremmen and, of all thing’s Phoenix Five. Gawd, do I recall rushing home to see that, straight after school. Then, I had spent the afternoon converting files, ready to make into a film; baking an apple crumble, edging a lawn and preparing my half of the evening meal.
On Sunday I spent time putting my clips together, to make the film I’d intended and, never got the finished, ‘but heck,’ I figured, ‘there’s always another day!’
Come late on, after another conversion, I had my film on Dailymotion.com
Talk about problems accessing the Internet! Sheesh. I had a bitchin time trying to obtain access Friday evening.
Tho truth be told... first time since ‘05
I don't think the cause was the weather.
I tried all the usual things, like poer down, see to modem, etc... just as I was later told... and, then discovered the provider, BT... is also having issues.
But, I made it to VR... eventually...
It's voluntary work day.. so with a grimace and, a smile ~ I'll traipse up the Hill past the chinese arch and the old bommbed out chuch, past the everyman, to goto St.Brides Church on Percy Street off Clarrence Street Toxteth, to irritate the homeless with some bad jokes and impressions, as I serve them meals.
Come Tuesday morning, I heard a Latin name given to my back injury, my spinal injury; and although I was glad to hear it and know of it, it didn’t make it better or worse. It just ‘what is’, I’d thought. I then went to Ingeus, which currently isn’t as bad as it could be. It could be a hulluva lot more red tape for me, than it is. Anyways, after tea, Dad bemoaned the fact that there were “no cakes, for later”… so as he sipped his tea and watched the news, I made rock buns… “as good as any you’ve made” ws the testimonial, after a munch. With all well, in my rock-bun world, I’d rested my knees awhile… and awoke, to the sound the sound of a hard wind building up, that had continued as I typed, watching an episode of ‘Alpha’s’.
Who’d have thought that formatting an external harddrive would take so damn long. Yet, throughout much of Monday, that’s what I was doing, after removing all old files that may be useful, that is. That had been nigh on all I had to do, after physiotherapy.
Come late on, when I thought I’d a chance to go VR, I had still been formatting that damn harddrive… and, all that before an early night, as I had the doctors, first thing.
Wet warm drizzly rain fell all Saturday, keeping me ‘n Dad in: ‘n in the evening, we’d played chess. And, considering neither of us had played for many, many years, it had been damn interesting, to say the least. An it rained all night, only to turn into a fine blue-Sunday and, an excuse to go for a walk, as I’d felt so good physically, about myself. I got home to continue putting ‘Smallville’ to disc, which is sitting on the new external harddrive I’ve been given… It’s a real blast, seein all those DC characters I’d read of as a kid, brought tp life in series ten: characters like, Hawkman and Black Canary, Supergirl and of course, the gorgeous Zatanna and, Superman, of course.
I described myself to someone who asked on Friday evening, as 'positively perky'. Well, was true. I have a working usb hub. have a new story ongoing and written several heavy letters and, one nice one.
oh.. an finished a poem.
And... some 'True Blood' to watch.
In the throes of a burst of mania ... I took on a project, to please someone I like through VR and, in America… putting ‘True Blood’ series one, to disc for them.
Now, the first disc is finished and, on it's way to her. But episodes five and six only work on two out of three machines: and, it seems they don't show when in thumbnails.
but...
I’m now seeking to reacquire five and six for her. Yet, it will take awhile, as series one seems hard to locate and, when you do, the episodes I want are gone. But, meanwhile, I've sent what I have. When I do disc 1b, the 'new' five and six with be with the remaining episodes.
I had found it amusing though, that when I recorded the discs, one for her and one for me, VR shut down with each use of Nero and, I was taken to the page regarding IP problems. Now, they talk of AOL being bad for VR, and which providers work with it; but nowhere on the page does it say that Nero will cause IP issues with VR
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