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Writing Affirmation’s.

01:03 Jun 23 2012
Times Read: 761


Writing Affirmation’s.



Write in the first person, in the present tense, using visualization of that which you wish to attain, or desire to change; (Use a big ‘I’) and emotion, in good setting, ie:

See or Feel, how you want to See or Feel.



Use a step-by-step procedure of writing positive affirmations.



Picture yourself in the future, the future You want.



The decision to change is not the first-step; that come from the sub-conscious first: one can use visualization, to ‘see’ your desire, then think.



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SpeakEZ
SpeakEZ
00:36 Jun 24 2012

One exercise that worked for me was to put both hands in front of me and imagine the person I wanted to be in my right hand in excruciating detail. Then in my left hand the worst possible outcome if I stay how I am now. Then I look in my minds eye as the one in the right hand gets bigger and almost too big to carry then looking at the left hand and watching as the negative shrinks to the size of a speck. Then Smashing my hands together to force the big me to crush out the small me and the energy rushing into my chest in one explosive shot. I did this every morning and night for a month with a bad habit I had and I no longer do that thing anymore.





 

and Now... For something completely different.

01:03 Jun 20 2012
Times Read: 771


Effective Goal Setting-



Keep one goal in mind: so that you can leapfrog from one to another, once one has been accomplished.



To release ‘creativity,’ “see” the future.


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SpeakEZ
SpeakEZ
02:40 Jun 20 2012

There really should be a "like" button on here. This is gold.





 

frustration

00:04 Jun 20 2012
Times Read: 775


next month's is an conclusion away from complete; but I can't find the scene before the last scene. it's pissin me ff.


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xxPAYNExx
xxPAYNExx
00:30 Jun 20 2012

~smiles~



I hope it comes to you soon...





 

Positive Affirmation's ~

02:46 Jun 17 2012
Times Read: 783


Control your imagery



If your path is blocked, visualize your way round.



Three Basic Principles:

1. As I think, I am.

2. I move toward and become that which I think about. 3. My present thoughts determine my future.

3. My present thoughts determine my future.



Remember, as you picture the future, always picture what you want to do, not what you don’t want to do.


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Pandora's Players'

00:39 Jun 11 2012
Times Read: 787


Introduction:



Hope had taken human form long ago – having escaped the confines of the box thousands of years earlier.

But, man had never realized, so still had belief.

If those seeking her found her, all would be lost.

So, she had kept the legend of the box alive: and, so involved her Pandora’s Players’ ~ agents specially chosen to facilitate the boxes safekeeping.

She had taken human form, which pleased her: and to her Players, She was Amanda.

As the legend of the box lived, so would She ~ and, so would Hope.

And, there would come a time when man would need her: She knew that.

They were coming.





Pandora’s Players



He’d driven since early morning.

When the sun above beat down directly above him Mark knew he had to find shelter.

It was hot: that’s why his coat was in the boot of his pride and joy: a scarlet T-Bird.

His favourite coat. The one he always wore. After all, it was him.

But, he had a lot of miles still to cover and the midday heat had really got to him. An open-top looks good; and his moved well. But, even so, he’d been feeling the heat, which had caused sweat to run down his forehead and into his eyes.

Furthermore, driving with one’s eyes’ permanently watering wasn’t easy.

He had quickly found that out.

So, when Mark Knight found the Ambleside Motel Bar & Grill, he’d pulled in to book a room, for the night. Not that he needed an excuse, but… he needed a rest. Just to sleep in a real bed; and, not the back of the car, as he had become used to.

He’d pulled into the forecourt and parked the car.

“It’s bloody hard to think pure,” sang Skunk Anansie, her resonant tones striking a chord with his mood.

Everything had gone wrong.

It had supposed be the road trip of a life-time.

It’d been supposed to be his treat, after redundancy, after her.

And now?

Everything had gone wrong. Everything…

He had lost much of his luggage to a car thief in Las Vegas, then mis-read a map and taken a wrong turn.

Now, here he was, in the middle of nowhere, with one hell of a thirst.

A break was needed.

As he pulled up outside the bar & grill, Mark had looked around: there was little; a few petrol pumps; and, a few rooms; as well as the store and motel reception, as well as the few cabins, all of which needed more than just a lick of paint.

Then, eyeing the drinks machine on the porch, just to the right of the entrance to the Motel reception Mark rooted in his pocket for change.

Boy, did he have a thirst!

Slotting coins into the machine, he acquired his Coke and began drinking it down almost immediately.

Mark entered the ‘reception and General Store’ eyeing the fellow behind the desk through glasses that quickly darkened in the bright light outdoors.

Very useful for driving, but he needed them to see with, as well.

From the safety of the glasses he stared at the man behind the desk.

He was a big man, his girth filling the seams of his grey shirt to bursting point.

The apron he wore round him had been white, but was smeared now with something indefinable.

He was a big man sweating profusely.

“You got a room?” Mark enquired.

“”Yeah, several…” the man replied in a gruff voice, obviously annoyed at being interrupted reading his paper.

Mark looked at the flies, stuck to strips of brown paper hanging from the ceiling. Judging from the amount of bodies there, the strips hadn’t been changed for quite awhile.

“I want a room.” He told the man.

A plastic folded plate on the desk gave the man’s name as Delroy.

“Ah, now that’s simple,” the man growled softly, carefully folding his paper and fixing his gaze on the young man.

“You sign the book and it’s ten dollars registration, twenty a night… that alright?”

A stand fan made an attempt at keeping the office cool.

Yet obviously the room didn’t like the fan, as it remained far too hot and sticky in the small office, strips of brown paper dangling from the ceiling, the bodies of hundreds of dead flies stuck to it.

“Yes, sure,” Mark muttered, anxious to be out of the stifling office and back into the heat outside.

Mark wanted a bed and at that minute would have signed his life away for a comfortable pillow and a good sleep.

As it was, he signed his name in ‘the book’ an old accounts ledger; then left the stifling office and got into his car, key in hand.

Mark started up the engine and drove up to cabin number seven.

And he’d slept well: (it’d been good to sleep in a real bed, instead of the back seat of the car, which he’d become accustomed to.)

Then the next morning Mark had gone to the office, realizing that he needed change for the coke machine.

He walked across to the office reception; his mouth dry and his caffeine levels low and asked, “You got change for the coke machine?”

“You see a sign saying, we give change? Eh kid?” Delroy snapped, hardly looking up from the paper he was reading.

“Er, no,” Mark conceded, somewhat quietly, still holding the note in his hand that he’d wanted changing.

“Yeah well. Since you booked a room…” Delroy muttered as he opened the cash register and slowly counted out the change for a ten dollar note: nine notes, all torn, or tatty; and the change he needed.

“Yeah well.” He muttered, “ I was just sayin, that’s all.”

“Here kid,” the big man said, as he handed Mark his change.

“Hot innit?” Mark stated quite unnecessarily.

It was and since he’s left Las Vegas the radio had been his only company.

Mark had wanted company, but it wasn’t hard to realise that he wasn’t talking with Mr Motormouth 2000.

He chugged on his Coke, walking back to the car, muttering, and “Never could understand there were people who preferred Pepsi. I don’t…”

Mark finished the drink and binned it, on the back seat.

“Well, let’s see what the day holds?’ he mused, filling up the tank, so he would be ready for the rest of his journey, after something to eat in the Bar & Grill.

Then as he was crossing the forecourt, walking toward his cabin he heard the sound of a powerful engine nearing. Mark turned his head to look to the road.

In the distance, a speck on the horizon sped toward him, tearing the blacktop up at a fast pace.

As it neared and became a yellow Cobra with black roof, Mark heard the police siren.

On the horizon a second speck appeared.

‘A black ‘n white?’ He’d mused idly.

The Cobra spun into the forecourt doing a fast-spin, just before the pumps.

Dust flew.

And, down the highway the other car halted.

For a moment the air seemed very still.

Then, the drivers’ door opened and she stepped out with style.

First, a well-shaped calf slowly eased out, encased in nylon, a black high-heel on the foot, then his gaze travelled upward, from her calves to her equally shapely thighs.

She wore a sleeveless little black dress and there was a lot of thigh on show.

“She wears that well,” He’d thought, staring.

It was rude, Mark knew, but she did wear it well.

“A-ha, here you are!” She expressed with a relived sigh, which confused him.

“Here, take this,” she had continued, urgency evident in her voice, as she thrust a small parcel, wrapped in brown paper toward Mark.

When he was slow to take the proffered item the brunette barked at him, “Look take it, quick will you? They’re coming for me, so I don’t want to be here any longer than I need, okay?!”

It was evident from the tone of the woman’s voice that the package was important to her.

He looked at it as it was thrust into his hands, then back to those eyes, of the darkest brown.

Then he stared down at the package in his hands.

It was a box, Mark could tell, from its shape and didn’t weigh much, as he held it carefully: About the size of a photograph and about two fingers deep, if you’ve got narrow fingers, he guessed.

And, then she was gone.

The doors had closed.

She had started cars engine and it had screeched away in a plume of dust.



*



Mark had an omelette and a beer, although he had been going to have a whiskey chaser, he didn’t.

Mark knew he needed to keep a clear head.

He had been given the box and asked to look after it.

So, as far as he was concerned, a whiskey might be wanted, but it wasn’t needed.

Mark knew he had to have his responsibility chip fully engaged if he were going to do as he’d been asked.

The ashtray on his bedside locker was soon overflowing and he was still nowhere near making a decision.

Wrapped in brown paper and cross bound with string it sat there on the dresser, defiantly.

Turning the boobtube back on Mark found himself watching a re-run of ‘Gilligan’s Island.’

It didn’t distract him.

So, he raided the room’s mini-bar, all his previous good intent forgotten.

Mark needed distraction, so he could relax.

“Why had there been a police car following her?”

“Why was a police car following her?”

“Just what had she done wrong?”

That was a good question.

They were good questions.

Mark couldn’t relax, he just couldn’t: there was just too much to think about.

Pouring a scotch he found himself musing on the concept of honour versus curiosity.

After all, the box had been entrusted to him.

He sat, picked up the remote and began to surf channels.

Having emptied the ashtray and having consumed five miniature bottles of whiskey, he finally felt tired; and pulled the duvet over himself.

But, Mark had slept fitfully; so that in the morning he was still tired and needed an instant caffeine hit he thought, before even thinking of hitting the road once more.

And, one cup turned into two, then three and still the thoughts that dominated were of the woman’s face, as she handed him the parcel.

“It’d almost seemed like she knew me,” Mark mused aloud, causing the waitress to stare in his direction briefly, before she moved away, as she cleaned another tabletop.





Chapter Two



Wading into shore he approaches the small jetty cautiously, rifle held above the water, his pack strapped at shoulder height.

At the end of the jetty is a small shed: he was sure there’d be guards in there. The beach was floodlit.

Continuing his approach, he switched his goggles to infrared, so as to search for heat signatures.

There were two, so he slid his remaining ammo home and brought the rifles stock to his shoulder.

Sighting his prey through the shed walls, he looked through the rifles scope and gently, gently, squeezed the trigger

It’s a headshot and he fell immediately, his accomplice running back and forth, in seeming confusion.

One down.

Abruptly the shed door opens and all it takes is an accurate headshot and his companion lay dead as well.

And, having altered his perspective, Mark began to view Sam Fisher from third person, whilst he traversed the jungle undergrowth, as he continued his mission.

Abruptly a headshot, from a unseen enemy, brought Sam to his knees, in a shower of blood.

Mark sighed. He’d known they were in the in the underbrush, having played this level many times.

“But,” he reminded himself, “a covert operative I’m not.”

He wasn’t Sam Fisher, the games protagonist; nor was he Tom Clancy, the games writer; or a dedicated gamer.

He was just Mark Simon Knight: and, right now, it was time to call a halt to the game.

The trip of a lifetime was over and Mark was back in his ground floor flat in New Brighton, overlooking the River Mersey.

His redundancy money was nearly gone and soon he’d be claiming unemployment benefit. But, until he had to do anything like that he fully intended to live out his last few weeks of financial freedom as best as possible.

And, today that meant sitting in on a Sunny day playing games on his Xbox.

Mark arose from where he’d sat for two hours, forty-two minutes.

As he stood mark rubbed at his thigh muscles.

‘Sure,’ he thought, ‘it’s a good game, but I still don’t know what prompted me to get it out.’

It wasn’t the sort of game he usually rented.

‘But,’ he conceded, ‘Pandora Tomorrow is a good title.’

Mark walked across the room to the kitchen, briefly looking to “the box”

He smiled.

Mark still hadn’t undone the string that held together the brown paper since he had arrived back home.

The box sat where it did; and somehow (of late) Mark knew it was right to have it in plain sight, as it were.

“Grant you,” he mused, having poured his well-needed coffee, “it was strange the way I got it.”

Then, after Mark had finished his coffee he rinsed his mug clean, as he contemplated what he might do with the rest of his day.

He went into the lounge, picked up the phone handset and with the press of a few buttons, discovered that there were three missed calls listed.

Mark played each in turn:

“You have something of value that isn’t yours…” then; “We know where you are Mark Simon Wright; and we’ll be there soon… Don’t be foolish and run with it, like she did.”

And, finally… a woman’s voice: “Mark, they’re coming for you. You must believe me? I never expected that to happen. I’m so sorry… ”

Mark had listened with growing unease.

The man’s voice in the first two messages was quite anonymously mid-American.

It’d been the menacing tone of the second that prompted his mounting fear.

Yet, when he had heard the woman’s apologetic tone, Mark’s curiosity was piqued.

‘How did she know his name? How did she know his phone number?’

He assumed it was the same woman who had given him the box.

‘After all,’ he thought, ‘given what she’d said, that was a fair assumption.’

Mark left the kitchen and began to pace the hearthrug.

Since he had moved into the flat with the intention of her moving in, that hearthrug had been their place, on a dark night; and day, on many occasions.

It was their special, mock fur rug.

He sat, cross-legged on the rug, his brown furrowed: “We know where you live…” didn’t sound good, at all.

Drawing his knees to his chin, Mark wrapped his arms around them and began to rock back and forth: there was tension tightening his gut and his head felt like it would explode.

This lasted but minutes, but provided Mark with the time he needed to think.

Finally, after several minutes he stopped and stood:

“This is stupid,” Mark muttered, “things like this just don’t happen. Not to me.”

And, a continent away, his desperation was felt.

And then the phone rang.

The phone rang incessantly – as Mark continued packing a holdall with essentials having taken up smoking again a short while after he began, a packet of Rothman’s Royale discovered in a old jacket not worn in months.

The phone stopped ringing and Mark sighed with exhaustion: he’d left the virtual world, to re-enter one that had become radically different from the moderately safe world he had left behind.

Mark found it all very tiring.

He had been drinking cup after cup of strong black coffee, as he made ready to leave, having already decided to take the box with him.

Mark was unsure as to why it felt imperative that he still looked after ‘the thing’ as he had grown to called the small brown paper wrapped cuboid.

Yet he knew it would accompany him, when he left his little comfortable house in Wallasey, overlooking the River Mersey.

But, he had to go, Mark knew that.

So, bags packed, Mark locked the front door, wondering when, or if he would be back.

Then, as he turned to go – the phone rang.

He could unlock the door. Mark could.

He could have answered it, if he wanted, he assured himself as he walked away, to seek his twelve-year-old Ford Escort, parked at the kerbside.

Mark opened the back doors, through his cases inside and opened up the driver’s door. He got in and having seated himself comfortably placed the key in the ignition and turned it.

But, nothing happened. There was no life to the engine.

And panic began to rise, again.

Then, he heard ringing, in the car.

‘A phone?’ A mobile, it was a mobile; he realized.

“But, where is it?” he said aloud.

Mark leant over the seat and listening over the seat and listening for the ring, rooted among several jackets on the back seat.

He found it eventually, on the back seat beneath a jacket that he’d not seen for an aeon, not since she left, without her phone obviously.

“Now what’s that doing here?” He queried aloud as he looked at the display to see who was calling: ‘Number withheld’ it said.

Yet, as it continued to ring, Mark slowly felt compelled to answer it.

And, he did.

“Do you know who I am?” A voice asked, as he pressed ‘answer.’

“Yeah, I guess.” He muttered.

Mark knew who she was: it was the woman who had given him the box: he knew it.

Somehow he knew it, like he knew it’d been her who rang at the flat

And, he still had not asked how she got that number, or this.

Now he asked: “How did you get this number?”

“A lot of things are possible,” she answered cryptically; then added, “you’ll find out.”

There was a moment’s silence, before announce dramatically, “They’re coming!”

“They’re coming?” he repeated.

“The hunters,” she answered, cryptically.

“What! The hunters?” He quizzed, his anxiety levels rising once more.

“You going to repeat everything I tell you? If so, they’ll be here by the time I’ve finished! Lord I do wish you’d shut up!”

He pauses a second, then before he can take a breath she says hurriedly, “If you must know, my names Amanda. I get called Mandy and I don’t like it being shortened to Mand; I come from Ohio and I’m a freelance artist.”

She pauses momentarily, then begins once more, “Now, other than maybe my bra size, I can’t think of much else you could ask me. So will you listen to me, please?”

Suitably chastened, Mark answered, “Okay, point made. I’m listening.”

“You saw the hunters following me…”

“The police-car?”

“Oh, they weren’t the police… they were the hunters. They’re after what I had: what you have. The box.”

Mark Knight was panic struck, at the idea of what might happen if the man from the phone-call was the man who had been in the police car in Arizona, chasing Amanda, who had given him … “The box?” He repeated, momentarily forgetting his surety.

“This all sounds like the plot of a game,” he mused aloud.

“You do have the box, don’t you?” Amanda asked, briefly panic struck at the thought he might not have it in his possession.

With the thought that his life had become no more than a game, like the one he’d been playing earlier, Mark reminded himself that he wasn’t Sam Fisher; and wouldn’t rise again if her were hurt, or worse

“Yes,” he replied finally after a long silence, “of course I do.”

“Good,” she told him, “get it. I think it’s time you opened the wrapping. And then maybe you’ll understand a lot more.”

“Understand what? This all sounds so unreal.”

“Ha!” she exploded, “we could have a debate about the nature of reality until the cows come home, it won’t help this situation, her and now. You can’t trust, can you?”

He thought hard, about his bitterness and her words, ‘trust me, I’m not like all the others.’ She had said that, then proven that she was, like ‘all the others.’

No, he didn’t trust. Mark knew that.

“You need proof,” she accused, “don’t you?”

“I… I don’t know what I want…” Mark responded, having trouble finding any answers, which made sense. Like… “How did you get this number?”

“Take the wrapping off the box and see what’s written there. Alright?”

“Alright.”

He sat back into the front seats and placed the phone next to himself; opened his holdall and found the small parcel, which he began to unwrap.

“But… don’t open the box!” Mark heard shouted from the phone: a small voice, distant; as he undid the string holding the parcel together; and unwrapped the brown paper carefully.

The box looked old, very old.

It was made of a hardwood and possessed two hinges and a clasp made of iron. And, with the box was a small white card.

Mark picked the card up and read the message written on it, in dark blue ink, in a hand that used many swirls and flourishes.



‘To Mark Simon Knight,

Guard this with your life. But, don’t open it.

The fate of the world is in your hands.

~ Amanda’

His eyes wide at the sight of his name on the card, which he’d unknowingly carried with the box, Mark picked up the phone as he heard Amanda speaking once more:

“…can you hear me?”

“Yes,” he replied in a small, quiet voice.

“Do you know what the box is?”

“Er.. I’m not sure…” he replied.

“Well, start the engine and think about it while you drive, okay?”

“Er… like, er… it won’t start,” Mark assured her.

“It will.” She responded, simply.

“It won’t start,” Mark repeated.

“Just have faith, okay?”

“Yes, sure…” he muttered, remembering past pains.

“I’m sorry I drew you into something you don’t seem ready for. But…”

She paused, for long seconds, “…get over it and trust me.”

He turned the ignition key, albeit reluctantly; and the engine fired into life.

“Good,” she told him, “you showed faith in me, thank you.”

“No, thank you,” Mark told her, pleased with his newfound strength.

“We’ll talk again…” Amanda assured him, as the phone connection ceased; and he steered the car into traffic.

And, as he drove, Mark looked to the passenger seat, where the box sat; and, with a little faith, Mark carried hope, with confidence.



*

Pandora’s Players ~ James



As James sat at the table, he stared around. The hairs on the back of his neck had risen: and he knew that there was something different.

There’d been a change, a shift.

And, he knew it.

James looked at his watch, “…two ten.”

It didn’t make sense.

Two ten?

That suggested control and that meant power, which would be picked up by the grid.

He hadn’t been notified of a problem.

So, that inferred this shift might be natural.

Yet James had never known a temporal shift during the daylight hours – not in all his years of experience.

James Lancaster was a Senior Field Operative: nearing the end of his years, his profession.

He wasn’t a small man, nor was he tall.

And, he was balding- albeit he had said once that ‘he just possessed a very high forehead.’

Balding, slowly; with a birthday suit that needed ironing – he knew that.

Yet, even so, he was here Now and there’d been a disturbance in the everyday. It was almost like he could feel such things as a realization of a difference, no more.

He had felt it, then: and, during the daylight hours.

Unheard of – exceptional in his experience even.

Yet, as James reminded himself wryly, “It had happened.”

This was his here and Now and then again; there was what he knew.

James stood; and walking unsteadily toward the bar, he stared ahead, aware of those seated to his left; and right.

They could be anyone: of that he was certain.

“Yet how could that be?” Lancaster asked himself approaching the bar and the attractive brunette standing attentively behind it.

“Yessir, what can I do for you?” She asked him, wearing a smile that he thought belonged on a beleaguered camel, rather than her.

‘Too many scotch,’ he thought, for a moment.

Then James answered the barmaid, saying to her, “Another double scotch. Straight up. Nothing else in it. Thank you.” He always said the same, so he wasn’t asked.

He paid her a tip – even if he didn’t like her smile.

James always gave a tip: he believed hers was ‘a crappy job.’

He thought of the shift.

Granted, there was little he could do – not on his own.

But, he had to do something. After all, that was his job.

And, a young woman caught his eye.

‘Is she looking at me?’ James mused.

She was attractive, to him… bit also kind of masculine – short bleach blonde hair; an athletic body; dressed in baggy blue jeans, worn hanging from bird-bone hips; a boys sleeveless tee-shirt, that displayed an almost flat chest.

‘But, her lips and eyes though are decidedly feminine,’ he mused.

She smiled.

“Who is it?” He asked of himself, taking his seat once more.

He had sat in a window seat – and, now wished he hadn’t.

Suddenly he felt very conspicuous; very self-conscious. James felt visible to his enemy: yet he didn’t know what his enemy looked like.

And, the girl, who had stood by the doorway, was now walking toward him.

“Hello.” She said simply, as she approached.

“Hello, James Lancaster,” she added, as she finally stood before him.

And, James was careful – he didn’t show his shock at her knowing who he was; or, when he was.

“I’m Amanda,” she announced, extending her right hand to him.

He accepted the greeting: and they shook hands.

“Miss…” he began, “we haven’t met and you know my name. What would you like to drink?”

‘She has a tale to tell,’ of that he was sure, in the space it took her to answer his question.

“Tequila,” Amanda answered, a light smile on her face: “for starters.”

Little did he realize how right he had been…



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Jason: A Strong Right Arm



Jason drew back his right arm, his right hand clenched tight.

And, he thrust forward with his hand, his fighting hand.

Each server working a joint functioned correctly.

Power, pure, simple.

And, the wood burst asunder.

The door was no more and Jason had egress.

He smiled, as he put his left hand through the hole, which he’d made, and, he drew back the bolt.

And, Jason smiled.

After the accident they had promised They had promised him a new hand – and boy, had they kept their word.

Then They had told him how much he owed,

And, with the white-coats standing over him, with that bright light behind them …and around; With the help of The Man, he’d felt whole again; what else could Jason say, but ‘yes?’

So, he’d agreed, to all they’d demanded of him – so it was he’d become their man; an industrial agent and spy.

Jason had been with them for nine years: nine long years.

The door opened – slowly, its hinges creaking.

Inside it was dark.

Yet, there was a sound.

‘Breathing,’ Jason reasoned …and, that hadn’t been expected.

The room had supposed to be empty, hadn’t it?

Closing the door, Jason sighed: ‘It’d been a good life,’ he mused turning slowly, expectant of something, anything.

There was nothing.

But, no!?!

There was that breathing again: he knew it.

And, then …he’d heard her voice.

Jason thought his heart would burst …near his ear: In the dark.

No.

This wasn’t right… “Jason…?”

No one had supposed to be here, The Man had assured him of that.

He wanted to say ‘No.’

That was what he wanted – but he couldn’t. He’d answered her, not that he could help it – and, he’d said, “Yes.”

Just like that.

It didn’t make sense.

Jason was in the dark, literally.

No one had been expected to be in the office.

Yet, there she was, in the dark, behind, her voice soft, sibilant.

And, he thought he detected an accent, that wasn’t quite English…

Jason was scared: and he wasn’t used to that and it wasn’t an emotion he was used to.

He had worked for The Man for years – his hand gave him strength others didn’t have.

And yet, that voice, in this small, windowless office, scared him.

She spoke again – and, in the silence, he listened intently to every word: his left hand clenched tightly.

“I need your help …Jason. I need your strength.”

In a tone as soft as hers, he asked, “Who are you?”

And, she answered simply: “I was known as Hope once. Now I’m Amanda …and, now I need your assistance.”



*

Pandora’s Players ~ Nancy: ‘Deep Water’



The short curvaceous redhead looked down into the murky depths. And, as she stared at the oily film floating on the canal’s waters surface, a distorted reflection stared back.

It would be dusk, soon, he’d finish work soon: and he’d return to the apartment to find it cold and alone. It’d be just like he’d become.

And, Nancy couldn’t help but cry, a little. She felt so alone … and almost regretted using his phone: and learning of Karen, who had sent him the texts.

And, as Nancy looked down into the water black depths, she wondered, “Will I be missed?”

Nancy wanted him to think of her, when she was gone.

But, having read all the text that Andrew had kept from his lover, she doubted it.

Just a half hour ago it had been … when she’d read how her partner, if she could call him that, had satisfied Karen, the previous night – when she’d thought he’d been visiting his sick father.

Nancy felt used. And, now she would end it all.

She put one foot forward, to step into the cold, wet tomb … and a hand grasped at her, pulling her back.

Back from the brink of death,’ she thought; and turned angrily toward her ‘saviour;’ only to find herself looking into the most gentle eyes she had ever seen.

And, Nancy couldn’t help but smile, as the slim blonde took both her hands in her own and said, “I would miss you” as if in answer to a lingering question,

And, they embraced, as Nancy cried freely, still smiling.



And, just about a half hour later, they sat over coffee, in a small café in the main high street. And Nancy couldn’t help but start at the feather light touch of the blonds hand upon hers, as she said, “I’m Amanda. And Nancy … I need you …”

The redheads’ curiosity was piqued: ‘how did she know my name?’

Yet, she quickly smiled, as she thought aloud, “I’m needed..”

Amanda just smiled in response, her blue green eyes flashing, as she finally replied, “Oh yes, you are!”



*

Pandora’s Players ~ Mark: ‘So who are you?’



The phone rang, as he drove over the dock bridge. So Mark pulled over, as it continued to ring.

He looked at the screen, to see who was ringing, fearful it might be ‘them.’

‘Amanda,’ it was her!

“But, I didn’t programme that in,” he mused aloud, as he pressed the green button, to receive the call.

“Hello?” He asked, in a nervous voice.

“Is that Mark, my desert knight?”

“Yes,” he responded, groaning inwardly at the pun she’d made of their first meeting.

“Why have you rung?” Mark queried.

“I fancy a coffee…” she chirped brightly, adding quickly: “…and a chat. So are you free?”

“Huh?” Mark puzzled aloud.

And, slowly; and very patiently, Amanda explained, “Get in the car, drive on for about five minutes and you’ll get to a chicken takeaway. I’ll be just outside. Alright?”

“Er yes, alright…” Mark mumbled in response, as Amanda ended the call.

Puzzled, Mark did as she’d asked …and as he drove, Mark thought, ‘It’ll be as said. I know she’ll be as she said. I know she’ll be there. I …just know it.”

She was.

Amanda waited, for him, as she’d said.

“So where are you going?” the woman asked him simply.

She was striking in appearance, yet looked quite different from the last time they’d met – in Arizona, at a motel called, the ‘Ambleside Motel Bar & Grill.’

He watched to young woman walk toward him as she spoke.

She wore an orange tee-shirt, charcoal combats, threaded through with a black studded belt.

She had short red hair, gelled and tufted a little, with a side part to the left.

There were three studs in each ear; and an Ankh worn in each lobe.

She had high cheekbones; and appeared almost androgynous, except for the 34b pert breasts, worn bra-less; and emphasised by her erect nipples.

‘It is cold,’ he reminded himself.

And as she neared him, Mark found his gaze drawn to her eyes:

Green, hazel eyes; seemingly searching, for something, or someone.

Although she looked and dressed so differently, Mark knew her immediately: she had a presence, he felt.

“Wow,” he said to her, smiling broadly, as she stepped round the car; “with directions like those, you’re just as good as Sat Nav!”

And with a broad smile, Amanda retorted, “Nah, I’m better looking.”

Walking to the passenger’s door, she said to him, “So lets get going, eh?”

*

An indeterminate period of time had passed since Mark had left Wallasey.

“Just drive,” she had said.

So, he’d driven.

“So, c’mon,” she said to him after a short period of silence, her tanned, lightly freckled arms crossed, “where are you going?”

Mark thought quickly, then said in return, “Where am I going?”

And he repeated himself distantly, “Where am I going?”

Then once again he questioned himself, saying, “Where am I going?”

He talked loud and fast; breathless and talkative.

It was her: the woman who’d started it all.

And he gasped through his inability to tell her where he was going.

After all, how could he tell her what he hardly knew himself?

He drew breath, without having to be reminded to do so: and told her, “just away from here. They’re after me…”

“I know they’re after you, she reminded him, “I told you that.”

“Yes, dressed real different as well.”

“Uh-huh…”

“And I still don’t know your how you got here, so fast…” He rounded on her tersely.

“How?” He asked, confused.

“The box,” she told him blithely.

“Yes, the box. You gave me the box… and that’s why they’re after me. That’s right, isn’t it?”

“Yes. I know. You are right…” she informed him, sounding as guilty as she felt. Amanda hadn’t meant to draw him into this, but had no choice, ‘they’ had been after her: and, she’d needed him.

“…and that box… I’m starting to think it’s alive.” He added.

“ The box is special. But, its what it means really that makes it so special,” Amanda expanded, “but, it can do things… and I think we should talk about that. And other things…”

“Like what?”

“Like I need a drink,” she said, turning and looking up the road, still appearing as if she were searching for something, or someone.

Not looking at him, she asked, “Is there somewhere near here?”

“And if they come?” He queried softly.

Turning back to him, Amanda smiled, “Then you won’t be home, will you?”

“Yeah, I guess…” He muttered.

“So, lets find a place to drink and talk, eh?”

Mark was irked, her accent was different, and he couldn’t quite place it: not American, not quite English.

“Okay,” he agreed.

Mark had taken the motorway and left before the Queensferry Bridge.

“So, who are you?” he asked her, as he drove.

He asked Amanda the same question several times: each in a different way to the last.

And each time she had answered him, the answer made as little sense as the first.

She was a myth – a story.

And the box he had cared for, so carefully, was empty.

But, no-one could know it was empty, or Mankind would race toward Armageddon, with no foot on the brake.

In fact, the way Amanda phrased it, he was the brake …which was stupid.

He was no hero – no Superman, or Spiderman; prepared to risk all to save everyone.

He was just a young man who had lost his way, a bit.

Mark frowned and repeated the other question he’d already asked, “Who was it that phoned…? And, what’s all this about the box?”

“Who phoned? Men. In black.” And, although Mark couldn’t see her face, he knew she was smiling. But, he wasn’t smiling – Mark, couldn’t see what she thought was so funny.

Mark had taken the B roads where possible, then found the main welsh road, the coast route, which were almost empty at…

‘What time is it?’ he wondered: and checked his watch.

Ten thirty, nearly.

“The pubs are still open,” he said, turning his head a little, to glance at his companion.

She was attendant to her surroundings, yet this constant surveillance did not mean she would ignore Mark.

“Yes. You were saying?”

His eyes back on the road, Mark replied.

“I said, the pubs are probably still open.”

Then he added, “And, I really do need that drink now.”

“Well,” she mused aloud, “I’d said I needed a coffee earlier…”

“You can get a coffee in a pub now, if you want.” Mark reminded her.

So, a decision was made: and just a little while later, they sat before a bay window, in a small pub away from the main street.

Mark sat with a pint of a local bitter before him.

Amanda had a coffee.

“Let me talk …and listen. They maybe you’ll hear what you need to?”

She reached across the table, to touch his hand, holding his pint.

“Okay?”

Mark nodded.

“There are those who believe that the end of days is soon to come …and man will live, or die in a conflagration so mighty, that few will survive…”

He listened to her speak in a sibilant tone mesmerized.

“And, there are those who will stop at nothing to ensure that it will not happen.”

Mark adored the sound of her voice, “Man’s Hope is his future …and the box is very much part of that, it’s a symbol of it.”

‘A symbol?’

The box, which had brought home and looked after, was no more than a totem? Mark was mortified at the thought.

She saw the disappointment in his face and told him: “But surely to save a symbol of Hope for mankind is a good thing my friend? And, you wanted to help me …you showed me, that you’re good.”

Mark concentrated on hearing her words.

Yet he couldn’t help feeling as though he’d been a fool.

He couldn’t help it.

Then she added, “Not everyone would have helped a stranger. You did …and, that makes you special …particularly when so few care.”

“And they must care,” she said emphatically, “…or all will be lost.”

A distinct, palpable quiet hung over the table for several seconds.

“I am Hope,” she told Mark Knight abruptly, with an airy wave of her hand.

Just for a moment, he felt frightened again.

Yet, abruptly the fire left Amanda’s eyes and the vivid green they’d become, slowly faded.

Soon her eyes became a gentle blue – and, as he continued to stare, she touched him physically, with her right hand upon his left, his gaze held.

She acknowledged his self …and Mark felt this, as certainly as he knew himself.

And from her he felt understood.

He was aware.

And as he continued to look into her eyes, Mark briefly thought of a sunrise, with no concern at the thought.

And slowly, Amanda drew her hands away and asked him:

“Do you understand?”

Softly she repeated the question, “Do you understand Mark? Do you know what you need to know?”

They were words of meaning, asked softly, so he would listen intently and understand the questions she asked.

And in the space of time it took, to stare at the contents of his glass; there was quiet.

‘Did he understand?’ Now there was a question.

Mark looked back to Amanda, their gaze as fixed as it had been minutes earlier.

“Yes, I do,” he answered, “I know what I need to.”

She smiled: and he glowed inwardly with satisfaction at being able to answer.

“You’ve grown in a very short time Mark …and soon you’ll be ready, I think.”

He had to ask. Mark was curious: her statement just led him to asking the obvious, “Ready for what Amanda?”





*



Pandora’s Players ~ James: Now and Then



James Lancaster sighed, as he set down his glass. Delaney, his boss had him earmarked for a pick-up in the year nineteen seventy-seven.

“Goddamn, do I hate the fashion then,” he muttered.

He tilted his chair back, so it rested against the air-con: and he looked at his worn shoes, sitting on his desk, his legs outstretched and crossed at the ankles.

He ran a hand across the air before him, which began the download.

James was good at adaptation – and, more often than not, abided by Delaney’s rules: ‘But,’ he wondered, ‘what has it got me?’

He looked around his office, sucking on an ice-cube, which irritated the upper left of his mouth.

It was due to fall out: and, for a moment he frowned, as he debated which would happen first.

Would he lose the tooth or retire first? ‘Now, there was a debate and a half…’

“Download complete!” The computer told him, in that annoyingly chirpy woman’s voice he’d grown to hate, as a Colt .45 formed in the air.

He took hold of the weapon, feeling its weight in his palm.

And James brown furrowed deeply, as he recalled the young woman he’d met: Amanda. Androgynous in build, with eyes that had touched a part of him he’d considered long dead – his soul.

He recalled all that she’d told him – and somehow, it all seemed so very normal: her appearance, that hadn’t been measured as a temporal shift; the way she knew him, from sometime unknown; and, all that she’d talked of.

“Amanda.” He said her name aloud, just to hear how it sounded.

‘And she’s our last Hope?’ He smiled a grim smile. at the very idea of man having Hope.

After all, at the agency, he’d seen much of the worst of his kind – as every time someone decided to change the past, he’d had to stop them: and, recently, just recently, he’d been needed more than ever.

Yet, even so, they were going to retire him, soon.

James sighed, again, ‘it wasn’t right.’

“I’m good at my job,” he declared, standing up and walking round his desk, the gun clutched in his right hand.

He needed fresh air, away from the complex, which housed the agency and a myriad different species of man, designed for work in the outer colonies.

They took care of the Now: arranging it so that the everyday was just that, for the general populace, so they could enjoy their creature comforts, while they did what had to be done.

He slipped the Colt into his shoulder – and took his coat from the wall rack.

It was his job to ensure the past stayed where it was, so the Now could exist.

And, as he left his office, James asked himself whether that was why Amanda had come to him.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Jason: ‘Acceptance’

Jason was of medium height, yet heavily built; and possessed a manner that suggested he was slow-witted. He was not.

He was not prone to self-doubt, generally; or introspection, normally.

But, tonight had been anything but normal – and Jason Sparks had entered his small apartment and poured himself a drink, a deep frown etched on his forehead.

He sat in his comfortable old armchair, its back to the window, the sash open a little a little: and Jason experienced a tiredness the like of which he hadn’t felt for years; as he thought back to the words of the young blonde, as she’d explained to him all about the end of days.

Jason shrugged his shoulders, looking up to the naked bulb, which provided the rooms only illumination.

“What did she want me to say?” He asked of himself, reaching for the bottle and pouring a refill.

“I’m nothing but a strong-arm man for Them. Nothing more. I’m sure that she knew that!”

Jason felt the breeze on the back of his neck and heard the echo of her words: “…I need your assistance.”

And, with eyes heavy, he placed the glass down, by his feet.

“I need to rest my eyes a moment,” he said aloud, standing unsteadily and walking to turn off the lights at the wall.

Then he returned to his armchair and closed his eyes.

And, as he slept – Jason saw his arm as it had been, as he threw a ball, to a son that he’d never known.

And, the scene changed, to a room in darkness and a voice, hers; telling him there was Hope.

Then all was as it had been earlier and her words conjured forth images of all that was, ending, just like that… no more present, with no Hope for a future.

And… Jason woke, screaming. He was sweating profusely, still screaming… when he felt a presence, in his room.

And, just like in the office, Jason knew that in the darkness, Amanda was there. There was Hope.

“Jason?” She said from his right side.

“Yes lady…” he responded, with no concern about her reappearance, which was strange, for him. He felt calm, suddenly very calm.

“I had to go earlier. You understand?” She asked him tenderly, stroking his cheek.

And, in the darkness, he nodded.

‘Of course she had to go,’ Jason thought; wondering at the ease at which he accepted all he had heard.

That didn’t make sense to him.

Yet, accept he did…

And, still Jason felt tired: although not as before.

He allowed her, Amanda, to hold his hand, Their hand; and with her left she gave him support; helping him stand.

“Lets get you to bed…”

So, he let someone help him, as no-one had, for so-many years; as Amanda led him to bed, undressed him; and lay beside him as he slept.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Jason: ‘Conspiracies and Tequila’



“Rosicrutians, Knights Templar; The End of Days and, a conspiracy theory!”

Lancaster had suddenly found himself at a loss for words.

He had travelled back under orders, to investigate an anomaly in the temporal wave; much like the others that had occurred of late.

He had walked through the vibrant colour of the streets of London in the late seventies; a location device on his wrist, which just so happened to look like a watch.

James had come to a small café, with several small tables outside.

And, although she was dressed differently from the last time he’d seen her: she wore a short tartan skirt, torn black fishnet stockings and a ripped tee shirt, that bore the legend ‘God Save The Queen.’

He’d smiled as he approached, noting the way her short blonde hair was tufted and spiked.

And, there through her right lobe was a safety pin, with a small chain that led from it. To the far smaller safety pin piercing her left nostril.

It’s been the beginning of a fine Spring afternoon and that had somehow made his situation ever more surreal.

James had run a hand across his forehead and through the few hairs covering his scalp, in complete bemusement.

“Hello James,” she’d said brightly, standing and indicating he sit in the one free seat available, due to the many people there, the one at her table.

“It’s an espresso, isn’t it?” Amanda had asked him, raising her slim arm, and clicking together her thumb and forefinger.

He’d sat, as she’d shouted, with a smile on her face, “Garcon!”

And, with his coff before him; and the opportunity to acquiesce to his greatest sin, he’d lit a cigarette, as she had begun to talk.

Smoking was illegal in his timeline, yet in nineteen seventy seven it was not only legal, but encouraged.

He had lit a second smoke, as he’d assimilated all that she had said, of a grand conspiracy and worse, people in his own agency a part of it.

James was incredulous.

“So what’s this got to do with me?” He asked.

And Amanda stood abruptly, her hands on the table, her face flushed.

“What’s it got to do with you?” She thundered.

And, as fast her mood blackened, she was sweetness itself, as she sat once more – and smiled.

“It’s the End Of Day’s I’, talking about here. That’s going to affect us all. It may affect even me, now I’m in human form…”

He’d caught that.

“Human form?”

“Another time,” Amanda told him, then laughed briefly, at her own pun, ‘Another time.’

Yet, there was no ‘another time.’

“Yeah well maybe it will be the End of Days? What will that matter to me, I’m a temporal agent?”

And Amanda smiled sweetly, as she reminded James, “Yes, true. But you’ll have access to time travel soon. You’re due to retire, remember?”

James sat at the table bemused by the chain of events.

And now, he felt he had to ask the obvious question: “If they’re going to bring about the End of Days, aren’t they going to die as well.”

Amanda smiled, “There is a flaw in their Grand Plan. But, to be honest, that isn’t my concern. I just want to ensure they’re stopped.

Above, the blue sky had turned to grey and as a light rain fell, he mused on what he’d heard.

“Do you want to find a drinking hole, where you can order that tequila you’ve been wanting for the last few minutes.”

And James wanted to ask how she knew – but suddenly realised it didn’t matter. It did matter though, that he got that drink.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Mark: ‘Into the Night’



“The box?” She enquired simply.

And, Mark looked from the froth on his beer to her eyes, a light blue, with just a hint of green; and, said “Yes?”

“Do you have it on you?” She scowled.

And, he smiled.

“Don’t you know?” He asked.

“I could,” she began,” she began, adding, “but I’d rather not do. So I’m asking.”

“Yes, I have,” he answered thoughtfully, “I have. It’s in my pocket.”

“Good,” she said, a broad smile on her face, “then let’s go.”

And, Amanda stood up; moving away from the table, knowing her young knight would follow.

He did.

Mark stood up: and Amanda took his hand, leading him out of the pub and to the car.

And, as he turned the ignition, Mark asked: “Where to?”

Just as she had said to him before, Amanda told Mark, “Just drive.”

He gunned the engine and drove, into the night.

And, as Mark drove, he was mindful of the fact that ‘they’ were after him; and Amanda; or, rather The Box of Hope.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Nancy: ‘A Little Hope’



Nancy was still rendered incredulous by all that she had heard from Amanda’s lips.

None of it had made sense, she thought: it was just such a fantastical story.

In the telling of her story, Amanda had piqued the interest of the buxom redhead, who up till then had been preoccupied with thoughts of he-who was now her ex-fiancé.

They were the only customers left in the small café and the main high street was quiet now.

She had talked as well.

Having found a listening ear, she had told unburdened herself of as much as there was: and she did feel a little better.

“Oh, I must sound like my Mother,” the redhead exclaimed, sighing loudly, shortly after a brief lull from her monologue.

Now Amanda knew all about the boyfriend; the flat they had shared; and her supposed best friend Karen; and her deep sense of betrayal, which had led to the canals edge.

“And what does you Mother sound like?” the all-too slim blonde queried, seemingly rapt with attention, by every word Nancy had said.

She had listened amiably for just under half an hour, her elbows on the table, chin rested in her cupped hands.

And, a little distantly, Nancy responded, “She’d talked: talked a lot, like me.”

“Is there anyone else?” Amanda questioned gently, her blue-green eyes dancing with reflected light from the street lamp opposite the café.

And Nancy felt quite disarmed by her attention; as Amanda tenderly brushed a tear from her cheeks.

“No,” she replied softly, lower lip quivering, at the memory of Andrew and the flat she shared with him.

She had to go back for her clothes.

And, almost as if she had read her thoughts, Amanda smiled, then asked:

“Do you want to come back to mine, for a night, or two?”

Before Nancy could think, Amanda added quickly, “I’ve got business out of town. You’d be doing me a favour looking after the place for me while I’m away…”

Nancy was delighted with the offer, yet hesitated before saying, “Yes.”

Amanda sensed she had to say more and quickly added, “While you settle in, I’ll go to yours in a taxi and pick up you clothes and anything else you might want, if you want that is. I’d guess you don’t want to return there?”

Again there were tears in Nancy’s eyes’ as she took hold of both Amanda’s hands, saying, “Thank you, thank you.”

So, as the café closed for the night, Nancy watched Amanda get in a taxi, with a piece of paper clutched in her hand, with the flats address on it.

And she looked down at the house key in her hand, the address she’d been given already memorized.

And, Nancy smiled. She’d found some Hope, at last…



*



Pandora’s Players ~ James: ‘Tequila Sunset’



The fine afternoon had given way to an overcast sky – but, James didn’t mind too much. He had a cigarette in his mouth and the company of a pretty woman, as the afternoon became evening and they talked on.

‘What more could I ask for?’ He mused, sipping at his vodka and coke.

Yet, they had served it – but he’d needed a drink, badly.

And, he’d not wanted to go further in his search his drink of preference, when he was back in time: and had the opportunity to satiate his taste buds.

There wasn’t a doubt about it, James was pleased alcohol had been banned in his time. He knew what he’d seen in the past: in fact, he’d made more than a few real faux pas himself, under its influence.

Yet, on his occasion he’d needed this drink and felt it deserved, so under the circumstances, easily decided to go no further than Amanda’s first choice of hostelry. He’d wanted Tequila.

‘And, she’d known I wanted Tequila – that was the curio,’ He’d mused as he purchased a Vodka and coke for each of them.

And they’d sat in the lounge – of ‘The George and Dragon,’ Amanda dressed in a short tartan skirt, torn black fishnet stockings and a ripped tee shirt, that bearing the legend ‘God Save The Queen.’

She’d crossed her legs as she’d sat on her seat across from him, in the very correct setting of a middle class pub: and James had found his eyes drawn to her legs, until she’d said to him, “My mouth and ears are a little higher than where you’re looking James Lancaster. Okay?”

And, after that, he’d chosen to listen, rapidly deciding that he really quite liked the brazen nature of the attractive blonde, who intelligence fascinated him, almost as much as her beautiful, somewhat androgynous looks.

But the, much of what she’d said… Amanda had said, made little sense to him. Except, it was she was conversant with time-travel: and, knew far more, far more than she was letting on to him.

He stared at the ice in is drink, watching it melt; as she had told him of agents within Globe Tec who were seeking her.

And that news caused him to furrow his brow.

‘How could that be?’

And, noting his expression, the blonde punk crossed her arms and her stocking-clad legs and asked him, “Why is this so difficult to take in, James?”

He stared at his drink, poking at the shrinking ice-cube and finally looked up, into her beautiful, blue-green eyes: “You’re telling me that the people I work with are corrupt. So what do you expect?”

She grinned at this.

“No James, corrupt isn’t the word I’d use… and, its not all the people you work with.”

Amanda looked around – as if to ensure they weren’t being overheard.

“In fact, I’d say that most of the people you work with believe in what they’re doing. And, that includes the ones you’ve called ‘corrupt.’ They’re not… they have belief. It’s just…”

She paused, seeking words he’d understand: “They’re just very misguided I believe. And, that’s why I’m here, seeking your help.”

“Why me?”

Again the blonde grinned, as she reached forward to touch him, her right hand gently on his left hand.

“Even with your knowledge of the future and the past, I feel that you’re of still searching for a reason, for your Now…”

James looked at her hand on his, momentarily embarrassed at the intimacy of the gesture and her words.

She knew him, far too well for his liking.

And, he picked up his drink with his free hand, downing its contents in one.

“I need another drink,” he told his pretty companion.

“Yes, I know,” Amanda pronounced, then asked, “have I said too much?”

“Oh no,” he assured her, “but, this is all so-much. And, I do need another…”



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Jason: ‘No Hope’



In the now, his Now, Jason fisted sleep from his eyes – aware of the young woman at his side.

Amanda was naked, as was he – and he couldn’t remember undressing.

That disturbed the big man, normally so in control of his small world – ‘Or,’ as he reminded himself, ‘as in as much control as They allowed.’

Yet, last night something had happened: he’d let someone in – and that didn’t happen.

It just didn’t happen.

And Jason groaned his frustration: an audible declaration that said little, but oh-so much.

Amanda opened her eyes, “So, you’re awake then?” She asked, quite unnecessarily.

“Yes. And naked,” he responded, sullenly.

“Well then,” Amanda chirped, sitting up, blankets falling to her waist, as she quite unashamedly exposed her perfect cone-like breasts to his gaze; “I guess we should et up then!”

“Do we have to?” He snapped curtly, “I don’t normally get up till two, at least.”

“Ah yes… your night work!” Amanda retorted, a broad grin on her face.

She brushed the blankets away from her lithe body and swung her head round.

“Me? I don’t need too much sleep. But, you did sleep well, didn’t you?”

Jason rolled a little to his right and reached over to the utilitarian locker by his bedside, seeking a cold coffee, a smoke; a hit, anything to kick-start his morning.

Amanda stood and walked across to the worn curtains covering the window.

“It’s a new day y’know Jason?”

She opened the curtains, allowing sunlight to enter his small room.

And, he groaned again.

Then rolling back on his left side, to look at her somewhat androgynous naked body Jason asked, “Tell me… erm, did we?

Her eyes gleamed, and the nipples on her minimal breasts stood out hard and dark and Jason couldn’t help but stare.

She grinned, before answering: “The state you were in Jason, I’m sorry, no Hope!”

*

Pandora’s Players ~ Mark: ‘The Knight Of The Road’



As they drove, Mark realised ‘the old car’ was suffering.

Just recently he’d done more mileage than he had for… a long time.

Well, prior to the holiday he’d paid for with his redundancy, most definitely.

Arizona: it seemed so far away Now.

Yet, Hope was with him: only she’d taken human form and currently sat at his side in the passenger seat, sleeping.

He glanced sideways, wondering briefly at the insane craziness of his life, since he’d met the all-too slim blonde.

And, as he drove, he snatched a glance in his rear-view mirror, wondering, ‘When will the hunters make their play?’

And abruptly, Amanda was awake.

One minute asleep, the next awake: as she ran a hand through her hair, tufting it up, so that he smiled briefly, as her appearance brought to mind a Bush Baby – so cute.

And, Amanda grinned – as if reading his mind, to his chagrin.

‘Could she, would she?’

“I told you I don’t read your thoughts Mark,” she assured him; the softness of her voice hardly disturbing the quiet in the car: “but, your face is a dead giveaway at times, y’know?”

He grinned sheepishly, then asked his companion, “Erm, the hunters, who are they?”

Amanda sat upright – with a frown etched upon her face, ‘the hunters?”

She paused, thinking how to explain this to him.

And the silence drew into minutes, until she said finally, “They’re agents of an organization within an organization, which doesn’t know they exist.”

And, assuming that was sufficient for her knight of the road, Amanda closed her eyes once more, her breathing light; as she allowed her mind to wander to other places and other people, who needed her – who needed Hope.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ James: ‘A Little Time’



James Lancaster sat back in his chair, his cheeks florid, from the amount of the alcohol consumed and from the anger he felt at all he’d heard of a story he considered quite incredible.

He’d sat patiently for well over an hour listening to the young blonde punk telling him about the organization he worked for; informing him that there was a group within it that intended the End Of Day’s to come about, for their own ends.

Now he had been left feeling frustrated at what he’d heard.

If what she had told him was true, he had to do something.

But, what could he do, James wondered and finally pushed his glass away from himself and looked toward Amanda and asked, “So, what can I do? I’m just one man..”

Hands clasped, she leant forward and said in a soft voice, “One man, in the right place can do a lot to make change, if he wants.”

Around the couple, people were laughing and joking, while they discussed the end of all he knew and it seemed incongruous to the man.

James ran a hand through the little hair left on his head and sighed: “That sounds all very well and good, but maybe you’ll explain to me just how I can make a difference?”

Amanda smiled as she stared at the older man, with a deeply furrowed brow. And, noting his expression, the blonde punk re-crossed her stocking-clad legs and said to him, “I have travelled the temporal waves for months now, as I’ve looked for the right people to help me make a real difference. It’s their agents looking for me you’ve been seeing evidence of recently. They want to stop me: they don’t want man to have Hope.”

James leant further forward and in hushed tones, he asked, “So come on, now, enough procrastination, what do you want from me?”

“What are you willing to do, to give mankind the chance it needs my friend?”

Amanda asked in an earnest voice.

And James mind whirled, as he took on board all he’d heard.

Of course he wanted to make a difference: and yet again he found himself asking the same question, ‘What could one man do?’

He was just one man – he couldn’t see how he could make a difference.

Amanda sensed his indecision.

Yet, she could feel his desire to do something – and, it was apparent to her that this was the moment to give him an option and suggest a way that he could help: “Because if you want to make a difference, you can you know?”

The evening had moved on as they had continued to talk.

A bell rang – and a man’s voice called out, “Last orders!”

It was ten thirty and they’d been talking for hours, yet still James felt he had not found a solution that he could identify with.

He stood, with his mind still abstracted, pushed his chair away from the table and said to Amanda, “I’m going to get one more. Do you want another?”

“Yes,” she told him, “I’ll have the same as you.”

He moved toward the bar, pushing his way through the crowd, his head awhirl, with uncertainty.

Retirement was nearing and he wanted to do something. He needed to.

“Yes mate, what can I get you?” He heard the man as if from a distance.

A drink, he reminded himself.

“Erm.. two vodka and coke, please.” James Lancaster needed to concentrate, on his drinks order, on all he had heard, on the future and the changes he might help bring about.

He returned to the table, proffering her drink.

“So tell me pretty lady, what do you need from me?”

Amanda took the drink and grinning replied, “Your time, that’s all.”

He sat and told her, “That’s all I’ve got, before I retire.”

“Yes, I know,” she assured, “and in the grand scheme of this world, that’s all that man has left, if we don’t make change, now.”



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Jason: ‘Hope Awakened’



When Amanda turned away from the grimy window, the smile she had worn left her face quietly. Jason was holding his metal limb with his flesh hand, tears in his eyes.

His broad shoulders were slumped: and as he ran the back of left his hand across his jaw covered in a two-day growth of bristles, he looked every day of his forty-eight years.

“I’m not surprised,” he muttered, “who’d look at a freak like me?”

She smiled gently: unconcerned with her nakedness before him.

“After all,” he continued, looking down at the servo’s and pistons controlling his arm - “I’m not exactly Steve Austin, am I?”

The reference to a television character of nearly thirty-five years previous meant nothing to Amanda.

But, she could hear the man’s pain and said to him: “I was talking of the alcohol, not of a lack of desire…”

Jason’s tears stopped flowing, as freely and he looked up, toward Amanda and said, “You mean..?”

“I mean, I need you Jason.” She told him: and she slid back into bed, curling her left leg over him, feeling his warmth and his arousal.

“Is this sympathy?” He snarled, “Or..?”

“Affection; need; desire. Or, perhaps, a little of each…”

They kissed, nervous at first – and as the kiss continued, she thought, “After all, we all need something…”

She needed to feel.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ James: ‘Just A Little More Time’



As they left the small pub, James and Amanda continued talking.

Finally he rounded on her: “I still don’t see why I’m so useful, that you’d organise this means of entrapment!

Amanda smiled a little.

“What do you mean? She quizzed her companion.

“You allowed yourself to be chased from one time zone to another, while mysterious agents are after you, whom I end up following myself.”

“Why?” She asked.

“To ensure I came after you. Join you maybe? Isn’t that right?” He snapped.

Glibly Amanda replied, “Maybe.”

Then she stopped and turned to stand before him: and Amanda stared into his eyes, placing her hands on his shoulders and she stared into eyes as she spoke earnestly, “But realise – I know you want to make a difference. That’s why you do your job so well.”

There was a long pause, as the only sound of the street was the sound of a passing car – and the sound of the wind, blowing through the leaves of a nearby tree.

“And, you’re due to retire, very soon,” She continued; “Wouldn’t you like to know that you really did make a difference?”

James Lancaster was tired – and, drunk: yet he still found sense in the blondes’ words.

He thought, carefully, as carefully as his alcohol sodden brain would allow.

“Yes, perhaps I do have to help you, I guess,” he responded slowly, before turning his gaze from her eyes of green.

She was passionate about what she believed – that much was obvious to him.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Mark: ‘A Knight On The Road’



Nancy looked out the plate window down to the street, where she saw a battered old Ford Escort parked at the kerbside.

Standing by the vehicle was a young man, with Amanda.

The blonde looked up and waved, smiling broadly.

Amanda spoke into the phone she was holding and said, “It’s me Nancy, Amanda…”

“Oh, hello.” Nancy replied to her friends greeting, ever-so pleased to hear her voice again.

“Well, are you going to let us in?” Amanda asked, looking up smiling, “you’ve got my only set of keys, remember?”

Nancy recalled and smiled.

She’d felt safe, thanks to Amanda. Now, she was back.

Down on the street, Mark stood next to Amanda exhausted. The rigours of travel had left Mark feeling drained, while Amanda still seemed quite alert.

Yet, she still said to him: “We’ll need some milk. Will you be a sweets and get us some?” As she finished speaking Amanda blew him a kiss.

“Yes, okay!” He sighed, walking back to the car, to get in.

“Anything else?” He asked over his shoulder, watching her enter the hallway, going upstairs. No answer.

Mark closed the door and turned the ignition, trying to remember were the shops where that he’d passed getting here.

While Nancy opened the door to Amanda, Mark steered the car into the traffic, to head for the all-night shop he’d recalled just two blocks away.

He could have walked, but it’d started to rain: ‘and anyway’ he thought, ‘it’ll give ‘em a chance to gas about me,’

He turned his windscreen wipers on.

‘After all, I’ve heard a lot about Nancy and how cute she is.’

And Amanda smiled at her young friend, as the redhead ushered her into the flat, smiling warmly.

“Do make yourself at home,” she said, gesturing to the sofa; and abruptly recalled, ‘it is hers, you fool.’

Nancy blushed and Amanda laughed.

So, they embraced, each pleased to see the other, as less than half a mile away, Mark argued that milk cost far less in Wallasey.

“Well mate,” the girl serving him reminded, “You’re not in Wallasey now.”

He wanted to reply, “Yes I know; people are nice there’ – when the young assistant added, “Well, do you want the milk, or not?”

Mark blushed. He did that often nowadays; it was becoming a habit.

But, he felt intimidated.

He felt..

“Well, do you want the milk, or not?” The assistant snapped at him, drawing Mark from his reverie.

“Yeah, er.. yes.” He muttered, thrusting a pound into the startled girls hand.

“Keep the change!” He told her over his shoulder, as he opened the door and left.

Mark couldn’t help but wonder whether they were talking about him.

He was right, they were.

“And you know Nancy, he’s been a marvel, just being there for me, when I needed him.” Amanda was extolling Marks virtues; yet she was still delightfully pleased when the young woman said to her, “Like you did, for me.”

But, at the moment Mark left the shop, a hand appeared, as if from nowhere.

The hand was formed into a claw – and strong fingers clutched at his throat, as the young man was thrust against the wall.

Mark choked, staring into malevolent eyes, set within the pale face of a tall bald man, dressed in a black suit.

“We’ve been looking for you – and the box, a long time,” he intoned in a deep gravely voice.

Marks feet were off the floor, as his eyes widened, the rain falling on his face.

“Can’t breathe..” he choked.

The big man looked over his shoulder, toward a large black vehicle parked at the kerbside.

“He’s having trouble breathing,” the man shouted toward the open window and the occupant, who looked and dressed very like him.

“You could try mouth to mouth?” The man in the drivers seat called back, laughing.

And Mark thought, ‘Oh God, no,’ as the giant of a man began patting him down.

‘Oh God, no,’ he screamed inwardly, ‘the box, he’ll find the box!”

Mark was aware he would soon lose consciousness: He could feel it.

He stared into the dark eyes, knowing he had to act now, while there was still time.

‘What can I do though,’ Mark thought, panicking.

All he had to fight though was what was in his hands; the milk in his left hand, his car keys in his right: ‘The car keys!’

Instinct kicked in.

As in a desperate act, of self-preservation: Mark slashed his keys upward in an arc toward his adversaries face, as he swung the bottle of milk on top of his skull.

And Mark ran to his own car, as the big man fell to his knees, his hands holding his face as blood poured freely through his fingers.

He opened the door, got in, locked the door and looked in the rear-view mirror, all in one action.

“They’re coming,” he muttered, watching, as bright light filled the mirror, as the driver of the large black SUV started its engine.

“They’re coming..” he said again turning the ignition on and pulling out from his parking space and into the traffic.

Mark was panic struck.

Amanda and he had been talking of what would happen if they got to him.

“Protect the box,” she’d said.

“Sure miss, that I can do. But, who’ll tell me how to do it?”

Again Mark looked in the mirror: the SUV was directly behind him.

It’s lights, bright and getting brighter as it neared, the ominous nature of his fate loomed large in his minds eye.

Mark put his foot down, harder; and his old seemed to protest, as he shunted the clutch home.

“Come on baby, come on,” he entreated.

Mark couldn’t head for the flat, he knew that: he couldn’t lead them to Amanda.

As the vehicle neared further still his terror grew.

And, Amanda stood back from Nancy, as she felt his emotion, with her eyes closed, lids flickering, her arms outstretched, as if she were clutching a steering wheel.

Abruptly she opened her eyes – focussed not on Nancy, standing in front of her, but at light, blinding her, as they closed in, toward her/Mark.

She called calmed her heart and mind, so touching his heart, his mind.

And briefly she smiled – pleased that Mark could still feel her, Now.

“How do you get rid of a tail?” Mark mused with unexpected humour, as he approached the brakes, hard, as he turned right: and, he grinned, as he pushed his car to the limit.

There was purpose to his madness, so the theory went.

“How do you get rid of a tail?” He laughed, weaving madly between car after car.

“You could.. turn right.. and carry on straight.”

And, he swung the car in another right turn – a tight one, taking him into a side-street he suddenly knew of, Canal Street.

And, still the SUV drew nearer.. and the rain fell.. As, just for a moment time began to slow down, as Mark took his foot off the accelerator; and applied a handbrake stop, swinging the car the car to the left.

And, still the SUV drove on, its driver unable to match the manoeuvrability of the smaller, lighter vehicle.

And Mark didn’t look in his rear-view mirror. He didn’t need to.

Somehow he’s known the canal was there.

And, with a light smile on his face, Amanda embraced Nancy tightly.

As she drew away, she held the redheads hand, leading her to the sofa.

It was only ten minutes later that the doorbell rang; and both women went downstairs to greet Mark.

“You’re wet,” Nancy said, quite unnecessarily.

“Yes,” he responded, grinning toward Amanda, as he said, “but there are those who won’t get dry as quickly as I will!”

In his right hand he held his car keys, in his left the milk, which he’d obtained on his way back from the chase.

“So you’re back for your change?” The assistant had challenged, then looked dumbfounded, as he’d bought another pint.

“We’ve guests over,” he’d retorted, prior to leaving the shop once again.

And, as Mark sat facing the two women, the gas-fire on full, and his clothes out to dry, he smiled.

“He do you get rid of a tail?” He asked Nancy, adjusting the towel round his waist.

And Amanda just smiled: she knew this one.

“It’s easy,” he teased.

“I don’t know,” Nancy assured him, “How do you get rid of a tail?”

“Evolve!” Mark exclaimed, laughing.

And he laughed for awhile, until Amanda leant forward, with hands clasped, and said to him; “It wasn’t that funny!”

It wasn’t: he knew that. But the anxiety he’d felt earlier had dissipated and he needed to lighten his mood somewhat..

“And,” she added, “that was the nearest they’ve come to acquiring the box, since Arizona.”

Nancy felt the tension in the air after her comment – it was almost palpable.

“Box? Arizona? Please, tell me what’s going on?” She pleaded.

Mark looked to Amanda, feeling he should say something, yet couldn’t find the words, any words.

And then Amanda began to talk of their meeting; the box he’d been given to guard; and those who sought it – and why.

Her features abruptly contorted by a frown of pained anguish, Nancy froze, as her brain tried to rationalize all that she’d heard:

Nancy felt compromised: and once more she fell into a fugue state, similar to that she’d been in when Amanda had found her at the canals edge.

“Nancy?” Mark called to her anxiously, his words hardly heard.

“My friend,” Amanda began, taking Nancy’s hands in her own: “You’re safe.”

“Trust me,” she continued gently, her words soothing, “you’re safe.”

‘You’re safe.’ Nancy needed to hear that. She needed to know it was true; she had to feel safe.

And once more, Mark blushed, watching the two women hug, each resting their head on the others shoulder.

Mark felt very alone in their presence: ‘Safe,’ he mused, ‘will I ever feel safe again?’





*





Pandora’s Players ~ Jason and James: ‘...the search for Hope’





Having satisfied a need, Jason had slept soundly, to awaken feeling quite refreshed and at peace with himself and the world.

It was only then did he realise that he was alone in his bed. Amanda was gone.

He looked at the indent in the pillow and the creases in the linen where she’d lain. Both were cold.

Evidently he had slept on his own for awhile.

It was then that he saw the folded piece of paper on his locker.

Jason picked it up, unfurled it and read a note, to him:

‘Jason, I need you. I need your help.’

That was it. There it was, all of it – except for the address in the top right corner.

Jason stood and began to dress. He liked the idea of being needed – and wanted to help her.

He looked at the address once more – it wasn’t far to travel: ‘not to help someone who needed you,’ he thought.

Yet, even as Jason decided to act, he was entirely unaware that the temporal agent, James Lancaster, was thinking along similar lines; as he entered the grey edifice, where he’d find his boss.

James had returned to his time with too much to think about and a brain that hardly functioned.

“Too much booze,” he murmured in the elevator that took him down, level after level.

James couldn’t tell Delaney what he knew, as he didn’t know whether he was one of Them.

Simply put, he didn’t know whom he could trust any longer.

And, at the very moment a bleary-eyed James Lancaster shuffled into his superior’s office, Jason rang the bell to the flat.

Neither Amanda, nor Nancy heard its shrill alarm – but Mark had.

The early morning birdsong had woken him first, the sunlight shafting through the gap between the pair of curtains, falling on his face and keeping him awake.

And then the doorbell rang.

He threw the sheets off himself and then stood.

Mark was just wearing his jeans – but that was enough to answer the door.

He padded downstairs and peered through the spy-hole in the door: a man.

‘One of Them?” Mark wondered briefly, as he stared at Jason.

The was of an average height, with broad shoulders and looked as though he’d slept in the clothes he wore – light blue cotton zip-up jacket; a green polo-neck; brown cords and brown loafers on his feet.

Recalling how the agents he’d encountered dressed; Mark doubted that the next to come for him would dress as a reject from the seventies.

He watched as the man looked at a piece of paper, prior to ringing the bell again.

And Mark decided to risk it – he opened the door.

Yet, in another time and another place, another door had opened and James stood before his boss: a little man in a big office, Delaney sat with his hands resting on the desk before him, the fingers interlaced.

It was apparent to him that Lancaster was still suffering from the previous night.

And, as James finished talking, Delaney told him: “I’d said to lay off the booze, hadn’t I?”

Lancaster was sweating and he blamed the bright light.

“Yes, I know. Sorry.”

What else was there to say: according to his version of a reality – he’d traced a temporal anomaly to its source. He’d then encountered a second signal, which he’d decided to trace – which was when a man had accosted him, demanding that he tell him what he knew of ‘Amanda.’

James had watched Delaney long and hard for any sign of recognition at his use of Her name. There had been none, which had pleased him.



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Mark and Nancy: ‘…work in progress’



Mark felt the phone ringing in his pocket – he patted the bulge in his other pocket. It was still there. He still had the box.

He listened to the women talking, aware only of the ringing – vibration in his pocket.

Amanda held the redhead in her arms, cradling her head and upper body as if she were a child, as she comforted the overwrought young woman.

And, in his pocket the phone was ringing.

“I thought you said I was safe?” She wailed plaintively, “Just look what happened to you friend!”

Amanda stroked the redhead’s hair and gently caressed her uppermost shoulder.

“Don’t worry,” she soothed, “it’s all in order.”

She said as a statement, still caressing her friend’s hair.

And, Amanda meant it to, the pieces were coming together and her players would soon be in place, as a line of defence, as she made the next move.

Mark reached into his pocket and pulled out the phone.

He looked at the screen display – ‘anonymous.’

But, curiosity took over, as he knew that it would and Mark pressed ‘receive.’

“We know where you are,” a hard sounding man intoned, with a southern accent; “You were lucky before. But, we’ll be there soon. Don’t run again. We will find you and it’ll just be all the worse then when we do...”

He ended the call.

Mark stood and threw the phone to the floor, drawing both women’s eyes toward him. He was suddenly very frightened.

The last time that Mark had received a call like that was just prior to his leaving Wallasey.

“Amanda!” He exclaimed, with wide eyes, panic evident in his voice.

“They’re coming for me, like they did you…”

Two were dead, drowned in the canal – ‘But,’ there are others.’ He thought: ‘of course there was. And, they’re coming for me.”

Amanda helped Nancy to sit upright and said to her; “I think we could do with that cup of tea now, if you don’t mind?”

Then she added, “After all, we do have the milk now, don’t we?”

And she winked.

Nancy smiled wanly, stood and smoothed the creases from her skirt and sniffed meekly, before replying, “Sure, I’ll see to that.”

As Amanda rose, she paused in the doorway a moment, before saying, “Will you both be staying the night? ‘Coz if you are, I’ll make up the spare room and…”

She was interrupted by Mark, “How can it be called Paranoia, you know there’s after you?” He questioned with sardonic wit.

Whilst he appeared almost near hysteria, Amanda seemed calm; almost as if she were in control, Nancy mused.

“Yes,” Amanda answered, as she walked toward Mark; as if in answer to the question asked; and, the question unasked.

Abruptly, Nancy felt much calmer and she left the room, to go make the tea: leaving as Amanda took the young man in her arms and held him tight.

Mark shook uncontrollably and cradled his head to her shoulder.

“It will work out. Amanda assured him.

He closed his eyes, just listening to her voice; and the thump of his heart, as he shook a little less.

“It will work out,” she continued, “Just don’t worry my young friend – everything is progressing well…”

“How?” He asked softly.

“We’ll just sleep on it…” she said in a faraway voice, as they parted from their embrace: “Events are moving in a way you don’t yet understand.”

He stared at her blankly.

“So,” Amanda suddenly chirped brightly: “Who gets the couch?”

And, momentarily thrown by the change in topic, Mark paused a second, then said, “I’ll take it!”

Amanda smiled at him, saying to him: “As ever, my young Knight!”



*



Pandora’s Players ~ Jason and Mark: ‘Finding Hope’



“Is Amanda there?” James asked stiffly. He hadn’t expected a half-naked young man to answer the door: Certainly not one as young as this one anyway.

Marks hair was tousled from his night sleep – and he couldn’t help but yawn.

‘A real bad move if this mans a killer,’ he considered for a millisecond, as he appraised the man before him.

Mark was wary about what to say; but even so he answered, “Yes.”

Then the man sighed and said, “Good. Can I come in?”

Mark hesitated, before answering.

“I am expected,” Jason assured him.

“Yeah, okay then…” Mark muttered, standing aside a little, so Jason could pass him, to walk up the stairwell to the flat.

“She been here long?” Jason asked, as he trod the worn carpet.

Thinking he was talking of the flat, Mark answered, “Awhile, I guess.”

Oblique as his answer was, it was sufficient for Jason, who oh-so looked forward to seeing Amanda again.

On the landing were four doors: two straight ahead and one to the left and right.

“Door on your left mate,” Mark told him, following quickly behind.

Jason entered the living-room, turning the light on – even though he didn’t need, the light that entered the gloom was enough to tell him the young man had slept alone.

Mark pulled the sheets off the couch and folded them.

Then having set them down a nearby occasional table, Mark turned and offered his hand and said: “I’m Mark Knight, Amanda’s friend.”

“I’m Jason,” he was told as his hand was taken and they shook hands firmly.

“And I’d guess I’d say I was her friend as well.”

Mark was puzzled: “She didn’t tell me about you…” He said, frowning.

“Well, she didn’t say anything about you either…” Jason responded, a light smile on his face. He’d shaved, looking forward to seeing her again… looking forward to seeing Amanda. Jason liked her, really liked her.

“So,” he asked, “where is she?”

“Still sleeping I guess. I’ll go check in awhile. But, I need a coffee… do you want one?”

A coffee.

Jason had endured a train journey in the company of far too many early morning commuters.

He would have preferred something stronger, but told the young man, “Yeah, I’d like that. Thanks.”

Mark turned to walk out of the room, then back again to ask, “How do you like it?”

“One milk, one sugar.”

He went to the kitchen, his mind going triple-time.

“What to do?”

There was a man here who did seem to know Amanda, who lay asleep, two doors away, Nancy at her side.

And, they had seemed to hit it off…

Abruptly, he decided to wait awhile before waking his Lady.

So he finished making two mugs of coffee, which he placed on a tray with a plate of biscuits.

And, he breathed deeply, before picking the tray up and re-entering the living-room:

“Okay coffee,” he announced unnecessarily, as he set the tray down on the low coffee-table between his armchair and the sofa.

It was at that very moment James shimmered into existence, near the curtains: a coalescence of small lights unifying into human form.

Mark looked on, mouth wide, while Jason watched with interest.

“Matter transportation?” He mused thoughtfully, idly picking up his mug with left hand and downing its contents.

Jason knew there were companies who dreamt of such technology: which was why an industrial spy like him existed.

“Well fella, at least I rang the doorbell. Although his way has some real style.”

“Yeah, doesn’t it!” Mark responded still in open-eyed wonderment, as James Lancaster took form.

He looked at Mark, then Jason.

And, his first words were, “Is Amanda here?”



*

Pandora’s Players ~ ‘Giving Hope’



James stared at the slightly built young man, staring at him with him with wide eyes and then to the heavier set man sitting opposite him

“So, is Amanda here?” He repeated.

Jason looked from him, to Mark, and then said; “I guess you’d better wake her up now feller!”

Mark rose, his eyes on James, as he walked round Jason and past James, muttering, “Yeah, okay.”

And, he walked down the short hallway, to stand outside the bedroom door, where he knocked, firmly.

“Okay Mark,” he heard Amanda call, “We’re coming!”

So, having done as he’d been requested to do, mark returned to the living-room and his armchair by the window, to watch the two men, staring at one another.

Finally, after an uncomfortable silence, he said, “I’m Mark, this is Jason…” whom he indicated with a small wave of his hand: “And you are?”

“James,” their guest informed him: “I’m here to see Amanda.”

Jason smiled, mumbling, “Isn’t everyone?”

He was quite unconcerned by the killing stares he received for saying as much.

And, silence filled the room, until the door opened again.

Nancy entered the room first – a sheet pulled tightly round her curves.

“Morning,” she said, surprised to see that Mark had company.

Marks head whirled round at the sound of her voice.

Behind her, stood Amanda, dressed all in black shirt; skin-tight jeans and knee-high boots, with practical low heels.

Amanda stared round the room at her guests and pronounced, “Coffee perhaps?”

Frowning slightly, Mark glanced toward Jason: “I know…” he felt like saying.

“I’ll get it going,” he assured Amanda.

James looked at Amanda, dressed so ordinarily, in contrast to the punk he’d last met.

And Jason stared, recalling her body, as he had last seen it, naked, inviting.

Both mean were at a loss for words.

Nancy eased into armchair Mark where had sat moments earlier, drawing her legs beneath her, tightening her grip on the sheet, as Amanda walked to the curtains which she drew apart with a theatrical flourish.

“We don’t need the lights on anymore… I’m here.”

She turned from the window, a grin on her face.

Her grin broadened, as she glanced at first Jason, then James and back again.

“Mark will be back in a minute with the coffee… and we do have the time to enjoy, before we intervene in the unfolding events.”

Both men now sat, James in the armchair to the left of the settee.

There was a vacant seat next to Jason, yet Amanda chose not to sit; aware that Nancy’s eyes followed every step she made, as she paced back and forth, hands clasped behind her.

She was also cognisant of James, standing at the young redhead, eyes drawn to her bare, lightly freckled shoulders.

“We have time for a coffee James, nothing more…”

Suitably chastened at the inferred admonishment, James crossed his legs, face pale.

“Get dressed,” Amanda expressed, as an order.

Blushing, Nancy stood and left the room.

Moments later, Mark entered, tray in hand, on which five mugs stood, a bowl of sugar and a plate of biscuits.

“I passed Nancy,” he said: “She didn’t look good.”

Grinning Jason muttered, “Well, James here don’t agree…”

Tension had filled the room while Mark made the coffee; tension which was almost palpable.

“Coffee anyone?” He asked brightly, as he set the tray down.

“Thank you Mark,” Amanda said, tight-lipped.

Each of them took a drink, leaving one on the tray, for Nancy; with Jason levelling sugar into his.

James too took sugar and heaped three spoonfuls into his – like cigarettes; sugar was banned in his time. But, he liked sugar: it was sweet, like he found life here, in the past.

“So, tell me Amanda, why are we all here?” Jason asked.

“Not one for long hand, are you?” James retorted, to which Amanda smirked, noting Jason’s expression.

Abruptly the smile left her face, as he pulled his right arm from his jacket – metal glinting as he did so.

Amanda could sense his mood – but powerless to prevent the ramifications of human will, she watched transfixed as he stood and turned toward James Lancaster.

A look of thunder on his face Jason snarled, “Funny man, you want me to squash your face?”

And James gulped, staring at the small pistons driving the fingers, opening and closing.

“I didn’t know…I didn’t know….” He said hurriedly.

Finally the fist was closed, and then brought down, hard on the arm of James chair.

Wood shattered and material tore, as the chair broke inward with the blow: “I didn’t know…I didn’t know….” He repeated, “I’m sorry.”

“Jason!” Amanda shouted, “Sit down, now.”

Glaring at James, Jason stood back slowly: “Okay Amanda I will. But, another funny from smart arse here and I won’t be responsible for what I do!”

He sat, clasping his bionic hand in his right, between his knees, as Mark looked from him to Amanda; then to James, ashen-faced.

“Okay boys,” Amanda said with a smile, “play nice, the real enemy will be here, soon.”

Mark stood, trembling and looked to Amanda: “Are they coming, for me?”

He was sweating, with fear.

And Amanda walked across to the young man and held him, stroking the back of his head.

“Not you my friend,” she assured him, “they’ll be coming for the box.”

The reason didn’t matter to Mark – they were coming: and he was scared.

“Shush, my young Knight,” she said softly, “don’t worry, it’ll be over soon. Okay?”

“Yes, okay,” he sniffed, as Amanda continued to stroke his hair, offering reassurance with her touch, her presence.

“Enough already,” James snapped tersely, “Maybe you’ll explain why I’m here. What’s my part in all of this?”

Amanda stood away from Mark and turned to James, eyes green, a reflection of her anger.

“You are a little man, inside, aren’t you?” She spat out.

“I… I…” he stuttered in reply.

At that very moment Nancy re-entered the room, wearing blue-jeans, tee-shirt and trainers.

“Is everything alright?” She asked anxiously.

“It will be,” Amanda answered, ushering Mark by the shoulders toward Nancy.

“Join her in the box-room, then wait, to you’re called. Okay?”

“Okay,” the young man mumbled, walking toward Nancy in the doorway.

“And Mark,” Amanda said, “Thank you.”

He paused, looking toward her and frowned.

“That sounds like a goodbye,” he said to Amanda.

She smiled in response and assured Mark: “It’s not a goodbye my friend my friend. It’s a thank you, a simple thank you.”

Mark smiled wanly, not noticing the look exchanged between Jason and James.

Both men felt otherwise – yet refused to say so, in front of him.

But, once he and Nancy had left the room, Jason asserted his belief with a statement:

“He was right, it did sound like a goodbye.”

Amanda turned away, before retorting automatically, “Hope never leaves you – but you can lose hope.”

James stood, “This is all too much mystic mumbo jumbo. I deal with what I know…”

Jason smiled, as he looked at him and said sardonically, “And then you met her?”

Following his comment, silence reigned once more, as for a very long minute, Amanda looked out the window.

“Jason – they’re here, now.” She told him, looking over her right shoulder.

He stood and asked, “So what do you want me to do?”

“Be my strong arm, please?”

Jason raised an eyebrow.

“Okay Miss,” he told her lightly, “it’s done.”

And, as he left the room, Jason looked back a second, at the woman who’d offered him something different from the life he’d become accustomed to.

“Mark had been right,” He said quickly, leaving James and Amanda alone together.

“So that now?” James asked pensively, knuckles white as he gripped his knees.

“What now?” Amanda teased; “Now we wait until it’s your turn to help.”

This wasn’t like any mission he’d been on previously and Jason felt very ill at ease.

So, he began to talk: and Amanda listened, as James told her about Delaney.

As he told her about the last meeting he’d had with his boss, they heard a loud crashing sound, as downstairs the front door burst inward.

And Jason smiled: Here was something he understood.

The door had burst inward, shattering wood and bursting the door lock from its mount.

He still smiled. And, as he stared at the two bald strong-looking men, in black suits, the smile became a laugh.

This was his first time feeling useful, in so many years – and, a chance to help Amanda, as she helped others.

Yet all these were but fleeting thoughts, as he thrust forward his right arm and ripped at the throat of the man nearest him.

Blood erupted from the gaping maw in the man’s neck – as he pulled his hand: and the man fell to his knees, mouth open.

As the man gargled on the blood spewing outward, his comrade stepped over his body – toward Jason, a gun in his hand.

Adrenaline pumped hard, activating many neural networks in his right hand as the remaining adversary advanced, levelling the weapon toward him.

“You’re dead,” he snarled.

“No fella, you are” Jason calmly informed the man in black as he clasped the leading hand and the weapon he held.

He exerted a lot of pressure and crushed the gun and the large weapon holding it, slowly, taking pleasure in the act.

Jason was doing this for himself he realized – staring into the other mans pain-filled eyes. He was what They had made: and this was his payback.

He had taken control – instead of being controlled.

Jason liked that and his smile became cold as he let go of the crushed hand, watching intently as the man went for the fallen weapon.

As he did, Jason arced his right hand upward to gain momentum for the killing blow, which snapped the man’s neck, as if it were a dry twig.

Jason continued to smile – as he stepped back from the bodies, his handiwork.

Abruptly he paused and grasped each man by the neck with his right hand.

He turned, feeling satisfied, to go back upstairs and Amanda.

Still smiling, Jason walked up the stairs, dragging both men with him, their bodies thumping heavily on each step as he did so.

Finally he deposited the two corpses on the landing, and then returned to the living-room panting, a little.

“And?” James asked, noting the blood splatters on Jason’s jacket.

He had heard everything, but wanted confirmation.

He did.

“They’re gone,” Jason told Amanda resuming his place on the settee.

She smiled, walking toward him.

“Thank you,” the blonde told Jason, stroking his face.

“And now what?” James blurted out, “More of them will come. You know that!”

“They won’t,” she told him lightly, “not if you play your part.”

“Huh?” He questioned, “What do you mean?”

Amanda sat, holding Jason’s left hand in her right hand as she told James patiently, “You’re taking our unwanted guests back to their makers. Then you’ll explain who they are and what they were after…”

“You?” Lancaster queried.

“No,” she responded lightly, “the box.”

James Lancaster was confused.

Slowly, patiently, Amanda began to explain.

“Their trips back in time, its what they searching for.” She paused a brief moment, so he could follow what she was telling him: “And, you say you trust Delaney. So do as I ask.”

Lancaster ran his right hand through his thin hair as he contemplated all he’d heard.

Finally he responded, “I don’t want to appear churlish, but what about Jason and you?”

Amanda crossed her arms and glowered: “Once you’ve removed those two, Jason will look after Nancy and Mark…”

Jason was surprised: ‘was that she wanted him for, a baby-sitter?’

“…you see,” she added, as if reading his thoughts, “I trust him to do that for me.”

He liked that: Jason liked to feel needed, useful.

Burning with curiosity, James asked, “And you Amanda, what will you be doing?”

She smiled.

“I’m taking the box to the future. After all, The End Of day’s need Hope. Don’t you agree?”





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[A re-post: originally in 'Stories']


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Fish Savoury

01:27 Jun 08 2012
Times Read: 795


tin of fish, [mackeral]; chopped onion; third of a packet of mash; mixed herbs, an egg and, two table-spoons of flour [approx]



mix, shape into flattened rounds... and cook in microwave, a minute either side, then leave to cool...



then lightly grill, till golden brown.



made 'em the other day. nice scran.



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moonkissed
moonkissed
13:45 Jun 08 2012

Sounds nice





 

Gabriel Towers

01:21 Jun 04 2012
Times Read: 805


Gabriel Towers



Few people visited the maintenance floors and so, as it was hardly required, the only lighting was provided by occasional lamps every ten metres.

Gabriel enjoyed the silence.

Walking briskly, his gaze scanning back and forth, he listened intently for any indication that there was anyone else around, who might try to prevent him going up top, or worse, perhaps decry him as a leveller.

The corridor was quiet though, except for the sounds of his footsteps.

Approaching the rarely used express lift he ran his long fingers over it's tarnished surface.

'Up here,' he considered, 'the decay seems to be growing.'

'But, few people would notice,' Gabriel reminded himself.

He had to run his hand across the palm-scan twice before it recognised him, as a block-dweller, only then would it work.

The doors opened, momentarily hesitant, as if cognisant itself, that this was a place not too visit: after all that had been the instruction.

That was what he had learnt.

Block-dwellers had a good life, so what need was there to explore?

Gabriel looked toward the sky, musing at what he saw: the day looked almost as fine as any he’d seen in his father's book collection, found in that city all those years ago.

He marvelled at the clarity of the sky this morning, staring up at the towers, on the top of the green, rocky islands floating above.

The sun had reached the highpoint of the sky and a few droplets of moisture appeared on Gabriel's forehead.

He felt uncomfortable, far warmer than usual.

He had grown too accustomed to the hermetically sealed comfort of the controlled environment within the tower.

Yet this day had made him sweat and Gabriel was not used to that.



*



Gabriel pressed the button marked with a red triangle, pointing down, and then looked to the retina-ident, focussing on the white dot at its centre for the required ten clicks.

"I-dee complete. Croft, Gabriel. Age thirty-five, apartment thirteen, level twenty-two, nine-nine."

Feminine, yet mechanical, Gabriel didn't like the lift voice.

It was the voice he had grown with - the voice of the lower levels, which he disliked so much. He found it crowded, always crowded, with myriad individuals, each vying for their own bit of space.

But, the allocation was certain, the criteria simple: a dweller died, with no relative, then the draw began. The winner would have the apartment and all the associate privileges that came from living on the upper levels.

It had been just two years ago when Gabriel had drawn his winning numbers and still he ... remembers how he had felt.

It had been as if he'd been told that the riches of the past, which he had learnt of as a boy, had become his overnight.

He would no longer live in squalor with the many, but instead enjoy the clean spacious surroundings of life on the upper levels.

There were not many who could read, after all there was no need.

So, there were few who knew of green fields, animals called cows; or even knew that once, those same animals had been herded on verdant pasture, beneath a yellow sun.

But, before the noxious black clouds had moved toward them, many people like his father, had moved away from The Tower, away from the protection offered by block living, which they found inhospitable and dehumansing.

Dayton Croft had found a city beneath their feet, and their way of life, from the time before; a city that was crumbling slowly into dust.

Amongst empty streets he'd walked, his feet treading earth that had not been touched for over a thousand years, aware that he knew more of the past and what had formed who they were than any man alive. That had been his heritage to Gabriel, an awareness of that which came before: and, incredible curiosity.



*



As Gabriel keyed in his personal ident the lights and heating switched on.

The door opened and a light musical voice greeted him:

“Good evening Gabriel, how are you?”

Two years ago he hadn't had a problem naming her, Bevlee.

He'd named the synth after the woman he'd grown to call mother.

“Fine Bevlee,” he'd responded, “I'm fine.”

Gabriel lied, of course; he was tired, very tired.

His explorations to the roof had exhausted him.

Oh, not physically, as it hadn't been an arduous trip.

But, the whole adventure had caused him to him to feel charged, briefly, as if energised with a pure shot of adrenalin.

Now, he had wound down from that rush and was back to the everyday.

He breathed slowly, remembering the time before...



The beginning:



Debris thrown up by The Apocalypse had covered the world, enshrouding it and darkening the skies.

The light that did penetrate this veil warmed the Earth slowly.

Eventually the Earth lay beneath a crimson sky, scattered with clouds rich in the poisonous residue from mans pollution of the Earth.

The tower blocks of mans new world were hermetically sealed against the harsh environment and they became his refuge.

Gradually each block became self-sufficient and isolated from others within the cities as trace minerals in the atmosphere dampened all radio signals.

The feudal system that had developed among the survivors continued to exist in block life, with those of power or prestige living in the upper levels.

On the lower floors though life was hard, with many people living in shanty dwellings, were the law of man had simply one rule, survival.

The few rooms that were available became schools for the young; or often, homes for the burgeoning gang lords; whilst the black guard maintained the status quo.

Then, the rains fell, acid rain that had driven the last people living outside into the world of block living.

As buildings crumbled beneath the onslaught, shields went up on all doors and windows and the outside world was forgotten, as the need for survival became paramount.

Remembering all that he had been taught and he had learnt since, he wrote...

He had gone to the trouble of finding an old wordpro that suited his needs.

There was much to say and he knew this: all that Gabriel had seen and learnt since the discovery of the door, at the end of a passageway, unseen by anyone, or service droid, for many years - hence the thick dust he'd encountered.

He poured all that he knew into his fingertips and they told of the city beneath their feet, which was as grand in its design as theirs had been in its heyday.

Gabriel sat for hours before the wordpro screen with his fingers dancing over the keys. He had a message to impart, in the hope that the apathetic might take notice, although he doubted that they would.

Since his discovery of the door to the outside Gabriel had talked to a lot of the tower’s dwellers. But, no-one wanted to know his news; they didn't want to know about the green hills, blue skies above, or even of the islands floating in the sky, on which sat city towers, much like this.

'They seem,' Gabriel thought, 'quite happy in their ignorance.'

One man had called him a fool.

Another man had asked him if he was happy living where he did - whilst a woman had screamed abuse at Gabriel for threatening her luxurious world with a glimpse of his.

Yet, he had to accept that what was known as real and what was imagined as so, was not always the same thing.



*



Gabriel watched his fingers dancing over the keys as he wrote.

He noticed that he couldn't feel his fingers.

There was a definite problem, he knew it, because, as he wrote, the hand began to shimmer as the words image smeared across the white paper; yet the pen that had moved did so with an utter solidity, that he found quite irksome, to say the least.

Then, his eyes widened, as both his hands began to fade away before him.

This was more than his mind could assimilate.

"It isn't possible," Gabriel screamed as he lost consciousness, only to awaken still screaming, in total darkness, curled up on the floor.

"He is awake."

"We know."

"We can hear."

Hearing voices Gabriel stopped shouting abruptly.

He listened to the darkness, trying to ascertain whether he was alone with the voices, or where they alone, inside his head.

Gabriel was confused.

First he had been in his room, working on the piece; and then he was here.

It didn't make sense.

"Was this needed?"

"You know it was, he knows too much!"

"He will upset the balance, the status quo and then, where will we be?"

They were talking about him, he knew it.

"We cannot kill him."

"But, he knows."

"He is not aware of what he knows."

Curled up into a foetal ball Gabriel listened to the voices with his curiosity piqued somewhat.

"Then do we tell him?"

"Why should we?"

"Why not?"

A dim light issued forth from high above.

Gabriel blinked several times, to adjust his eyes to this half-light.

When he heard the voices again Gabriel stared into the gloom, to ascertain just who his captors were.

"He saw the green..."

"... of the hill?"

"Do we know his name?"

High above, on a balcony looking down on him, stood three figures; all wearing cloaks and hooded cowls that obscured their faces.

In the centre of the three stood the tallest, who apparel was red, whilst those who stood at his sides were in grey.

“Dayton Croft.”

“I know of the name.”

“His father...”

‘His father?’ Gabriel was suddenly interested and wanted to know more.

“He too wanted to understand...”

“He discovered the old city.”

“He learnt of the old ways...”

The voices droned on, but he listened, learning what he could.

“Have you noticed?”

“He is awake, you mean?”

“So, I wonder what did he hear?”

Gabriel smiled to himself briefly: so, he knew something, he'd learnt that.

But, he wasn't aware of what it was he knew - and, they knew of his father.

“I heard you talk of my father,” he told the three, high above.

“Ah, he has voice.”

“Yes, we knew of him.”

“Your father, Dayton.”

“Tell me about him?” Gabriel called.

“Should we?”

“Does it matter?”

“No, it doesn't.”

They knew his father's name: and, they seemed to know him.

“We knew him.'

“We knew much.”

“He knew of the time before.”

Gabriel listened - to all they said, carefully: this was illuminating.

“Your father...”

“Dayton Croft...”

“...was a good father to you.”

Puzzled, Gabriel asked, “What do you mean?”

“He saved you.”

“The boy...”

"...who became a man."

Bemused, Gabriel asked, "Saved me from what?"

"From the rain..."

"That cleansed..."

"...and purified the Earth."

He remembered the rain that had fallen; stripping the flesh from his father's bones, as Bevlee held him; and, the towers doors closed, for the last time.

Gabriel listened in silence:

"While the rain fell, we built this place."

"To live in peace, away from warring people..."

"...while the Earth's healing took place."

There is silence, awhile.

Then, they began to converse anew.

"Once we had completed our first task..."

"We began to work on the land..."

"... to terraform what man had destroyed."

Thoroughly confused, Gabriel heard words he could not understand.

But, he tried to comprehend; wanted to know.

So, Gabriel stayed silent and continued to listen.

"We brought the green back...” Announced the figure in the middle, in a deep resonant tone.

"And those block dwellers down below do not know what we have done... Safe in a hermetically sealed prison, of their own making..." said the figure on the left, in a far gentler tone of voice.

"Yet, you do," the figure in the middle finished.

Then, their voices as one, the spoke again and Gabriel listened, scared.

"We were the first... We will be the last... And then, the circle will be complete."

'Sensory overload,' Gabriel thought, as all he had heard, combined with the blackness, began to overload his brain and he faded into unconsciousness.

Blackness swept through his vision and their voices, still speaking in that cyclic manner, albeit blurred and indistinct.

"we were... the first... and will be the last."

'They were three, but they're now speaking as one.'

These were his last lucid thoughts before, there was, no more.



*



He awoke to a screaming pain in his skull, which seemed to cut it in two.

Gabriel brought himself to his knees, hands to his ears, eye's bulging with pain: "Okay, I'm awake."

Once more the dim light illuminated what Gabriel imagined was a room of immense proportions.

"We have Gabriel Croft... and we want... to talk to you..."

Hearing his name spoken for the first time he calmed a little.

"About what?"

"Mankind why does he... think he can take it away... again?"

The last word spoken was said by the figure in the centre of the three.

It was said in a very deep sonorous tone.

Quickly Gabriel wondered whether he had been asked to justify man's existence on this world they were re-building.

Then... the one voice asked, "Do they deserve to know of the green?"

What Gabriel heard shocked him.

He knew who the 'they' was that had been referred to.

The tower dwellers, the people he had grown with.

‘All he had grown with.' He considered.

'All that was ugly.' He thought smiling, as he thought, 'Man had a choice.'

It sounded a simple question, didn't it?

Then, as he opened his mouth to say 'yes of course,' no words came out...

After all, how could he, in all conscience, espouse the values of a community who dwellers had developed the feudal system he had grown to understand - where the strongest, richest, or more high-up you were, the better.

Deliberating quickly, Gabriel panicked: what would be the right answer?

‘I know that we’ve been here before,’ he mused, ‘my Father showed me that.’

He sensed that much depended on his decision and for him, time began to slow very slowly.

“Man has taken from the Earth,” Gabriel called out; “I acknowledge that...”

The silence of the space where he stood echoed, as he said firmly: “But, like you, man has always sought to begin again...”

In the pause that followed, Gabriel became aware of thought entering his mind–the voice of many.

“That is not the answer we wanted.” He heard alone, from the central figure of the three, high above.

“What more can I say?” Gabriel responded flatly, his hands held limply at his sides. He lowered his head, mumbling- “It’s hard to justify us, I know.”

Suddenly, as before, the before, the voice spoke as the three, yet as one:

“It is good... that there is this one... who has a conscience.”

Puzzled, Gabriel asked, “What do you mean?”

“You are not stupid... not at all...you appreciate what we asked.”

Once more his mind was clear; and the three were as one, as the central figure in red robes told him, “Nor are we. We are aware of the implications of what we have asked you.”

Gabriel considered what he’d just been told.

“With that in mind we will ask the question differently.”

Now Gabriel felt totally out of his depth, sensing that he might have been right in his what he’d considered earlier?

“We want to know, if you would like, to find someone you like and respect, and then, introduce them to the green?”

‘No,’ Gabriel thought, ‘I hadn’t expected that.’





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Part 2



Gabriel Towers – ‘Another Level.’



Gabriel had found an old wordpro and written of all he had learnt, since the discovery of the door, at the end of the passageway; air that they could breathe; and the islands in the sky. But, his writings had not pleased the many – and now, there was a multitude speaking within the three.

Though they wished it were their voices predominant, the others held sway.

There had been discord at the knowledge of Gabriel’s writing.

‘Does he want everyone to know of they’re presence?’ They asked of the three, each of whom held their skulls in torment at he voice, shouting for anonymity.

They had maintained order in the blocks, with the feudal system.

With its use and the manipulation of the social hierarchy that built within each, they soon found use for the three – as agents of social control, to ensure the status quo.

So it was that they ensured no-one sought to enquire why the doors to the outside had not been opened, since the rains fell.

By ensuring no outside contact, no block-dweller, other than of their choice, had knowledge of other Towers like this one.

Besides which, curiosity wasn’t encouraged amongst the block-dwellers, in any of the Towers. Instead, curiosity was discouraged.

And Gabriel had let it be known that this was a character trait that he possessed; and further, he had imparted all that he had knew, to as many as he could, instead of just one he could trust.

As the three had fallen to their knees, hands to their ears; the multitude had listened to a plea of clemency for the fool, who had learnt there was so much to know,

Thought had come from deep inside the many: an enquiring voice that had sought to be heard since the beginning of the conflict with their emissaries all three of whom now lay writhing in pain, as they suffered, in slow recovery, from their mental assault.

Theirs had been an intervention that they had paid for dearly.

The voice was one of the few old-ones left, whose inception this world was.

It was a quiet voice, but very persuasive.

‘There are ways and means,’ it told the younger.

‘He may just know what he is doing; I suggest one full solar day, to learn what we may. If the result is not favourable – we terraform once more and start anew.’

Meanwhile, Gabriel ran his fingers through his long dark hair, that was longer and showing flecks of grey, since the encounter he’d had, with who, or whatever it had been, whether it be God? God’s? or, possibly even the fabled Technomage of legend?

Time had passed since he had left dozens of his hardcopy manuscript on peoples doorsteps and all he had learnt since then was that the public were apathetic, being concerned solely with their own comfort, their own little mundane lives.

Gabriel was dumbfounded – no-one wanted to know.

He had a positive message to impart and all those he had chosen to tell just did not want to hear it.

Gabriel sat down, sighed, then asked himself loudly, “Why bother?”

So it was, that as the many considered a decision, on advisement from the elder within – Gabriel pulled on his long coat. He wanted to see the green hills once more.

So, Gabriel left his apartment, unaware of the shadow of a man, shortening, as he neared him. Then he heard, “You!”

Gabriel turned, fast.

“You’re the writer, the story-teller.”

The man was big and equipped.

But, Gabriel wanted to get to the roof; he wanted to see the green hills.

He looked at the guard, wondering who would move next - and flexed his fingers, over a gun that wasn’t in his right hand pocket.

Behind mirrored lenses, the guard saw the movement, stating: “Don’t move again leveller. I’m armed and was told, look after you!”

Curiously, Gabriel cocked his head, considering what he’d heard, before saying, “So, who tells you what to do?”

Now the guard was truly perplexed, seldom did those he was assigned to look after argue when confronted.

“Look after me?” Gabriel considered, aloud, staring at his own distorted reflection in the guard’s glasses: “Just, what do you do, to look after me?”

‘This was definitely not what was expected,’ the heavy-set guard thought, his fingers making ready to fold over the grip of his blaster – ‘pre-times,’ he’d been assured: it fired bullets he liked that.

It was his weapon of choice, unlike the majority of the security staff, who carried stun pistols.

The guard looked at the impudent young man, long dark hair flowing to the shoulders of a long, flowing black coat.

He stared into Gabriel’s eyes – a vivid green he noticed, staring; unblinking and acting like he no other he had encountered.

‘No fear,’ the guard mused, “I see no fear in the dweller, that is interesting.”

He knew of the young man, who he had been told to shadow; knew that he had been labelled ‘a leveller,’ a dissident, because of his views; and that he’d lived on the lower levels much of his life; that generally he kept himself to himself.

The guard didn’t know of Bevlee though – how she had taught him to be wary of the blackguard, as he had grown to manhood in her care.

She taught him well, as had her brother, who later disappeared; but not before he’d taught the teen the ways of the fist.

Gabriel knew how to fight, he just didn’t like to.

Yet, this man stood in his way.

“Are you coming to the roof?” He asked abruptly, surprising the guard further still.

“No, I’m not.” he replied, “and neither are you.”

‘Yes, I am…’ he mused, eyeing the guard, still watching for movement.

Inside the coat his body tensed, his stance firm, his chi centred.

Gabriel remembered his lessons well – he knew the man would fall – aware of what would happen, as he began to turn on his right foot, right arm drawn back, to gain thrust, readying his fist.

The guard drew his pistol, levelling straight at Gabriel, who suddenly wasn’t where expected, as he turned his body sideward to him. A shot fired, over Gabriel’s left shoulder, as he powered his arm and fist forward, making contact with the guards jaw.

A second rapid blow from his left fist hit the same target within the blink of an eye – and this opponent fell to his knees, as expected.

The gun slithered from the big man, as he put his hands out to protect his face – albeit far too late, as he was unconscious before his unprotected face hit the floor.

A little of his anger toward the apathetic assuaged through this act of violence, Gabriel stepped lightly over the body and continued walking towards the lift: he was the writer and he was on the way to see what he’d written of – it was as simple as that.

Yet, his life would not be that simple he found, running his hand over the palm scan and discovering that the lift no longer recognized him as a block-dweller.

He looked at the doors, closed tightly and sighing, muttered to himself: “This is tiring.”

He had an objective and not even a recalcitrant lift would stop him from reaching it.

Gabriel knew there was a stairwell, behind a door to the left, but it was locked, it was always locked: ‘after all,’ he mused, ‘who walks when you can use a lift?’

Yet, he found that was he had thought would be, wasn’t on this occasion. The door was open - The Fates seemed to be on his side.

To his left was a handrail.

Above the lights were dim – which didn’t surprise Gabriel one iota, as he had encountered a similar thing already on the maintenance floors up above.

This time he was prepared though and from the coats inside left pocket he extricated a small flashlight, which illuminated the poorly lit stairwell; and Gabriel began to run up the stairs, taking the steps two at a time.

Soon his thighs began to ache; yet he continued running – gasping for breath.

Gabriel knew he could not stop, had to carry on – ‘After all,’ he reminded himself, ‘back there is a black-guard I knocked down.’

Running hard, he smiled, recalling the man’s face when he had realised he’d an opponent who would fight back: the man just hadn’t expected that.

Now he had the man’s pistol in his right hand coat pocket – and it felt heavy.

‘But,’ he considered, ‘I’d rather it be in my pocket than his.’

His footfalls sounded to his ears, as did his heartbeat – loud and fast; as Gabriel ran hard aware that already he was considered a non-citizen on the upper-levels. He was seen as a threat, hence the blackguard, he assumed. Yet, after a couple of years of comfortable living Gabriel had become unused to such rigorous activity and so became quickly breathless. But, he continued running, although his chest ached and his lungs felt as though they might burst.

At the head of each flight of steps there was a stairwell and a door leading out onto and the apartments on that level.

At each stairwell Gabriel paused, holding the rail, panting hard, desperate for air, then he ran on with his legs now leaden, aching, burning.

But, he was not going to stop, was not ready to give up: he’d not allowed himself to become like the average upper-dweller.

There was more to it all than just mere comfort – he knew.

Then, thigh’s aching Gabriel powered his legs, the last few steps, until he could run as far as he could, as his way was barred, by two worker ‘droids, busy with fuse-guns and a couple of sheets of steel.

The nearest mechanoid turned its head toward him, halting grating words issuing from it: “You were expected.”

His face reddened with rage, Gabriel snarled, “Some days it doesn’t pay to get out of your bed. It just seems like everyone’s out to get me!”

As one, the two ‘droids abandoned their work, already half-completed – barrier across the corridor, stopping passage to the uppermost level and the roof above it.

Speaking in unison, they both raised their fuse-guns, “It has been ordered that no more citizens will be allowed up top…”

“Haven’t you heard,” Gabriel began, his back against the wall, “I’m not a citizen anymore!”

The black-guards weapon felt heavy in his hands, as he brought it from his pocket and aimed his hand and it toward the nearest ‘droid.

A rad-blast discharge scorched the air, just missing Gabriel’s head as he dropped to his knees and pulled the trigger twice, in rapid succession.

In the confines of the stairwell the pistols retort was deafening, literally; yet he moved quickly, a little to the right; so that the other ‘droids shot missed him as well.

His shots hit their targets, though he was inexperienced with such an old weapon – almost as though his aim had been guided.

Sparks flew, as electrics were destroyed and both ‘droids fell to the floor, their heads shot from their bodies.

His wrist and right shoulder in pain from the weapons recoil, Gabriel stepped over his fallen foes and placing a hand on the half-completed blockade, he vaulted over it.

Gabriel felt invigorated, his strength renewed.

‘It wasn’t far now,’ he reminded himself.

In his right hand he still held the blackguards pistol, in his right coat pocket sat a fuse-gun, acquired from one of the fallen ‘droids.

He strode down the long, dimly lit corridor, grateful for the torch and its powerful beam of light, aware that something felt different, although he Gabriel dismissed the thought, as just that.

He was alone; and hunted, for what he considered, ‘writing a truth?’

And knowing what they did, ‘The Many’ were pleased at what they saw: their emissary had planted a seed – now his words were heard with closed ears.

As yet though, Gabriel was oblivious to their machinations: al he desired was the way out, ahead of him, at the end of the corridor – which suddenly seemed far longer than he recalled.

Gabriel paused and transferring the torch to his gun hand, placed his left hand against the wall to steady himself, as he fought for breathe, yet the air was thin and it was difficult for him to do so.

“Either exhaustion’s got me, at last…” he said, between panted breaths, “or…?”

Pulling himself erect, Gabriel continued to walk, realization starting to dawn on him.

He neared an air-vent, halted and then raised his free hand to the grill in front of it – only to find there was no air being re-circulated on this level.

After all, he’d accomplished so far, getting where he had, Gabriel was very tired: he needed fresh air soon, or soon he would die.

Gabriel no longer solely sought the truth that he knew of; he needed more – his own survival.

One hand against the wall again, he continued to walk, each step laboured, as he approached the door leading out and onto the roof.

“Just a little further,” he told himself, beads of sweat dripping down his forehead and into his eyes, stinging them.

Gabriel reached the door and turned its handle – and wasn’t surprised to find the door locked: “What next?” he mused.

Placing the torch in his mouth and directing the heavy pistol toward the door lock, his left hand supporting his wrist, Gabriel pulled the trigger. CLICK – There was no retort.

The chamber was empty – he had used all its remaining bullets and his air was running out.

‘Certainly there was air, coming from the stairwell, but dependant on whether or not the air was being circulated, is it any use to me?’ He mused, feeling frustrated.

Inspiration flashed, albeit briefly, as Gabriel remembered the fuse-gun in his pocket.

He tucked the blackguards weapon in the waistband of his trousers’ - certain he didn’t want the big man to have it back, to threaten anyone else.

He drew the fuse-gun out of his pocket, directed his gaze and the torches beam toward the lock once more and levelled his arm.

The rad-blast was blinding and Gabriel found himself shielding his eyes in its glare, as the lock melted.

He switched off the beam, pocketed the torch and gun, then pressed both his hand palms on the door and pushed, lightly.

As the door opens light shafts inward and Gabriel squinted against the bright yellow sun, which for years he believed could be seen.

He looked upward, staring up at the towers, fronted by the top of the green bushes, covering much of the rocky islands floating above.

Gabriel pushed the door open a little further and stepped out from the tower and the confines of its insular life – to the cool air and comparative freedom provided up on the roof.

Gabriel turned a slow circle, the breeze blowing at his coattails, feeling exultant – feeling the wind on his face, an open sky above.

He had made it – “and if nothing else…”

His next words were cut short, because as he turned, Gabriel noticed a figure on the far side of the flat roof, dressed in bright colours, the material swirling in the wind.

This was a surprise to him, as he thought that no-one wanted to know what he did; that there was a world outside of theirs; and that during they’re lifetime they had grown with the lie that the outside world held nothing for them.

Yet, here was a block-dweller, looking downward and the door had been locked.

Puzzled, Gabriel walked across the roof interested to learn the identity of the other individual with him.

The first thing that struck him was the colours’, the turquoise and green of a diaphanous material enfolding the well-curved body of a young woman.

As he neared her Gabriel noticed the raggle-taggle of hair, drawn over the ears, the colour of cornfields, with mud-on; full cheeks and a wide smile within a pale complexion.

Her wide-eyes studied him intently as he walked toward her and the smile broadened at his approach.





“I know who you are,” she told Gabriel, “you’re the story-teller. My Father told me all about you.”

“And what did your Father say about me?” asked Gabriel, near enough to see the young woman’s clothes were all of the finest cut.

“He said you spread dissent with what you wrote.”

“How can that be, Miss?”

“Stephnee Rawlins, Mister Storyteller,” she told Gabriel, turning to look once more over the small wall that bordered the roof top, “he said, we should be satisfied with all we’ve got. He says we have a good life here, with all we could possibly want: that those on the lower levels should appreciate their ways. Because with their ways, he says, everyone has a chance of living in luxury.”

He walks to her right and looks down to the clouds below, as she does.

Then Gabriel asks, “Do you know of life on the lower levels?”

“No,” she replies, her voice almost distant.

“Life is hard down there, from day today. Upper levellers can’t say the same. In fact, I think that most upper levellers have forgotten how to live. I know I started to…”

His voice drifts, as recalls how little he’d accomplished since attaining the high life,

“But, I was telling you about life down there. Wasn’t I?”

“Yes…”

“Everyday we lived in fear; a fear instilled into us by the blackguard and their unremitting violence.”

“You’ve got to be wrong. They’re always helpful, if they’re needed.”

“Look Miss Rawlins, that’s what you were taught, that’s what you believe. Down there people disappear and that’s down to the guard. To say otherwise would be a lie. That’s just like all levellers believing you can’t breathe outside air, without it being recycled.”

Stephnee Rawlins looked to Gabriel and she asked, “Do you really think they’re bad.”

“Look Stephnee, it’s a matter of perspective, I guess. You never learnt to fear them, as we did down there. You never saw your foster mother beaten, because she wouldn’t give her brother up to the guards. You only saw helpful men guiding rich old ladies to their apartments, prior to beating up a leveller, for voicing his disapproval of it all.”

“You are as bad as he said. You’d destroy it all, wouldn’t you?”

“Me?” Gabriel asked, “I wouldn’t destroy anything. I want our people to listen to the truth and know that there’s more than they’re aware of.”

“Why?”

“Because they should know that they’ve been lied to – that there is more to their world; more than concrete grey; more than the brutality they’ve grown with.”

Turning toward him, Stephnee Rawlins places her hands on his shoulders, as she asks of him, “Do you think that most of them could appreciate what I’ve been staring at?”

“I don’t know,” Gabriel replied, “but, I think they should get the chance to know about it. Talking of which – how come you’re here?”

She looks to her feet, as she tells him, “My father told me of you and your writing. He had a copy, which I read. Then I learnt my Father made you a non-citizen…”

“Whoa, Stephnee… Who is your Father?”

“Daddy? He sits behind a desk, at the top level, making decisions.”

Gabriel thought of the voices, of the men in cloaks and cowl and thoughtfully asked, “On his own?”

“Of course. He’s the leader… the chairperson.” She told Gabriel assuredly.

“Tell me, have you ever seen a man in robes, say grey, or red?”

He asked, curiously.

“Well yes, now you mention it. I have seen a man in grey robes, a few days ago, talking to Daddy.”

“And…?”

“Well,” she began, slowly, “the next day I’d mentioned I wanted to see if it were true. You know, what you’d written about?”

“And?” Gabriel prompts, again.

“So, I came up here and when I went to go back down…”

“The door was locked.” He finished for her.

“I suppose they’re protecting their investment,” Gabriel muttered.

“Pardon?” She asks, gripping his arm.

“Sorry, I was thinking,” he told her. “Seems to me if you’ve got something good nowadays, you don’t share it, unless you have to…”

“But we do,” she asserted, “we share the tower with the levellers.”

“Aye,” he agreed, “but no dwellers know of the outside, do they?

Why don’t they know of the islands floating in the sky? Why don’t any of them know that they could live out here?”

She considered his questions, then said, “But, they’re happy.”

“Content with their lot, maybe. But happy… with such a small world offered to them on a plate! How could they be?”

Stephnee held onto Gabriel’s arm and turned to look into his eyes,

“Well, if that’s all they know of, then they’ll be happy if they’ve got all they can get… Won’t they?”

“Yes, I suppose you’re right,” he told her, then added, “But you and I both know there’s more to it all, don’t we?





* * *



Part 3

Gabriel Towers – ‘New Eden.’



The sun slowly turned from yellow to orange as it set on the far distant horizon, as they held hands, tentatively at first, sharing shy glances as the hills were illuminated by the fiery orb.

Gabriel and Stephnee had toured the roof, looking from each side to the vista below.

Being a good head and shoulders taller, Gabriel looked down toward her and noticing a tear slowly roll down her right cheek, reached out gently with his left forefinger crooked and halted the tears flow, scooping it onto the side of his second knuckle joint.

Then bringing it to his lips he tasted her tear and asked, “Why cry?”

“Because this moments so perfect…” she’d said softly.

“It’s almost…” Stephnee paused, searching for the right words, “too perfect though. After this moment, then what? You’re not a citizen anymore… and my Father locked me up here, just because I read your book.”

“It must have been a little bit more than that,” Gabriel queried.

“No,” Stephnee retorted, “That was it. I told him, ‘there’s got to be more than this’ and your words proved it, proved what I believe.”

She took his hands in her own, as she added firmly, “You inspired me Gabriel Croft.”

Lowering his head, he began to speak, “Thank you,” Gabriel managed, as the blonde looked up, blue eyes twinkling.

“That’s a fine… thing…” he’d said, captivated her eye’s, “…to say… to someone.”

He finished speaking still looking into her twinkling blue eyes.

Then, as one, both Stephnee and Gabriel embraced, their lips melding together.

Parting from their embrace Stephnee clutched at his upper arms wailing, “So, what do we do now then?”

Gabriel smiled before he replied, “That is a good question.”

It was, he knew it was.

“Is that it?” Stephnee exclaimed, “you write about something we should know about, prompting me to follow up on what you wrote. You’re ostracised – I’m locked out. Then, I ask ‘what do we do now then?’ and that’s all you can say!”

Her grip tightens on his arms as Stephnee pauses for breath, “Didn’t you stop to think what might come from your actions?”

He lowered his head and responded, “No, I didn’t.”

Angrily she shook Gabriel vigorously, exclaiming angrily, “Well, you should of!”

Gabriel doesn’t know what to say to her – he knows she’s right.

‘I was told to find one person I could trust,’ he recalled, ‘and what did I do? I tried to tell everyone what I knew.’

“I’m sorry,” he tells Stephnee quietly…

“Well, ‘sorry’ isn’t very helpful, now is it?” She snapped at him, releasing his arms.

Gabriel tried to say something, anything – to assuage her anger.

‘But, what was there to say?’

Stephnee turned from him and stormed off, angry, with her arms crossed – on heels the sheer impracticality of which proved them to be a status symbol.

She walked slowly, hoping that Gabriel would follow.

Hearing light footfalls behind her, Stephnee smiled – he was behind her, as she wanted.

The entity, ‘The Many,’ had listened to the persistent one.

That voice rarely spoke: yet, when it did – the others within the whole listened.

His had proven to be a voice worth listening to – It’d been that one that had assisted with the unification, after the end; the voice that had guided ‘The Many’ to the last of the technomage, who had been guided to terraform a portion of the land, left barren.

It was one of these wizards of science who’d spoken to Stephnee’s father, the towers Signeur – informing him that if he wanted further assistance, he must take action against his own daughter – for her disobedience, towards their system.

A gestalt entity, ‘The Many’ had been so named by Nadeem, of the last three of the once great Techno-mage, as that is what it was, a vast conglomeration of many of the minds given freedom from their corporeal form, by the weapons of mass destruction, finally used.

Yet, after all the years that he had known ‘The Many,’ he still hadn’t ascertained what their relationship was with it – whether it be symbiotic, parasitic, or a mixture of the two.

Certainly, ‘The Many’ needed their hands, whilst they needed its creativity, which they had lost sight of during the conflict, during which their kind had become tools of the Hawks of both sides.

Without form, ‘The Many’ was omnipresent, although even after decades in this state, there was still dissent within it – this was it’s drive: striving to rectify the mistakes of those who had brought about The End.

Through their connivance, there had been advancement toward their final goal, a second chance for humanity - that would enable mankind to finally live in harmony with his planet.

But, Stephnee and Gabriel were unaware of their place in the plans of The Many, whose machinations had thus far brought them to one another, with one commonality, a shared knowledge of something more than they’d known, the green existed. There was life outside The Tower.

They were also unaware of the machinations of The Many, which had led to their meeting.

Gabriel and Stephnee were also oblivious to the ‘droid, sealing the stairwell; or the blackguard, faced earlier, wakening slowly and determined to wreak his own vengeance on the story-teller, as the young man had become known.

They were though aware of this moment - their ‘now.’

‘He has found the one,’ the voice told the others within the whole.

‘With our help,’ it’d been reminded – at which point the small persuasive voice became silent once more.

They held hands, her grip tight on his – as they talked of what they had seen and how this meant their future in The Tower was now quite uncertain, to say the least.

Finally, Gabriel sat with his back, against the low wall surrounding the roof-top and Stephnee lay with her head on his chest.

A night chill caused the couple to shiver; so, Gabriel pulled his coat over them both.

The young man held Stephnee, his long dark hair flowing across the shoulder of his long, flowing black coat, looking up at the stars, as they came out one by one.

There were no clouds of chemical waste in the Earth’s atmosphere any longer he realised, staring upward – aware that somewhere above him, in the blackness were the islands he had seen.

He held Stephnee, wanting to protect her, to help himself: ‘perhaps even have a future together?’ he thought, a smile on his face, mere moments before exhaustion took his body, then his mind.

Gabriel slept.

As she lay curled against him Stephnee tightened her hold, as with her eyes closed, she listened to him breathe, curious as to whether they’d face the next day together, or not.

‘I’ve learnt so much,’ she thought, ‘yet now I’m more unsure than I was. It seems, the more learn, the less I know.’

Soon, their problems receded, as tiredness, and then sleep finally overcame them both.



*



The terraforming of the hills had taken many years of patient nurturing, of both the land; and the feudal systems, developed within the few tower blocks on Earth.

The islands had been the testing ground for the knowledge of the Techno-mage and the desire of The Many: to improve on what had been.

To people the new world that they were building they had already selected a hardy-breed – wrought from the lower levels of the tower blocks, by the blackguard.

Those listed for removal from the tower were named as dissidents and their ejection the sentence, as no one was expected to live outside the tower, which is what they had been assured by Nadeen, as representative of The Many.

In actuality, those ousted had been selected for their strength and cunning, qualities that they would need in the new Eden, so named humourlessly, by Miwa, an atheist.

She and Nadeen were students of Abraham Cox, their mentor – and in turn, they were worked for ‘The Many’ toward a common goal.

Those ejected ere brought to the one of the two islands where they were taught the rudimentary skills needed for survival, skills that man had forgotten; like how to make fire, gather fruit and nuts; and how to build shelters.

Yet they lacked leaders, to govern the settlers of the New Eden –

men of vision, who would assist the re-colonisation of land thought dead for several generations: which is where Gabriel played a part in their plans.

Either Miwa, or Nadeen had engineered everything that’d happened since he had obtained an apartment on the upper levels, as agents of ‘The Many.’

Gabriel was to be the new avatar of these human colonists, it had been decided: that was, if he were able to prove himself.

He had been guided to learn what he had, then given the choice to keep what he knew to himself or not.

And although it was recognized by The Many that he chose poorly at first, by trying to tell all the upper- level dwellers about the little he knew– with a little more manipulation, they’d been pleased.

Gabriel would have a partner, in his tenure as leader.

This pleased The Many.

It was this quiet pleasure that kept the voice of the entity quiet, as it waited for him to waken.



*



Gabriel woke, bathed in a pool of bright white light. He’d been here before – yet that knowledge did little to assuage the onset of fear.

He was on his back, Stephnee’s head still on his chest, her left hand on his shoulder.

Gabriel blinked once, twice.

“This can’t be,” Gabriel said aloud in his frustration, “not again?”

A circle of light surrounded Stephnee and himself – other than that, all was blackness.

He surmised that the three were standing above him on the balcony in the darkness, as before; and the mind the tall figure, in red robes spoke with, would also be present, as before.

Gabriel blinked against the light, trying to stare into the darkness.

‘Gabriel…’ he heard, inside his head, ‘Gabriel croft…’

He sat, supporting himself with his right hand, as the voice inside his head became the voice of the three, spoken in the sonorous voice of Abraham Cox.

“Gabriel Croft, son of Dayton Croft, welcome.”

“’Welcome,’ the man says,” Gabriel muttered, “it’s not like I’ve a choice when you do this, do I?”

“We had wanted to know, if you could find someone you like and respect, and then introduce them to the green…” Cox carried on speaking, as if Gabriel hadn’t spoken at all.

“You did as The Many wanted… eventually.”

“’The Many?’” Gabriel queried.

From within the three, Nadeen spoke, “It is a mind made up of those who have died since the great-war, the war to end all wars.”

“My father told me of what led to the destruction of the old cities,” Gabriel said softly.

“Ah yes, your Father…” Cox seemed to be deep in thought at the mention of Dayton Croft, who lived outside the Tower; yet sought it’s sanctuary for his son, when the rains had fallen and stripped the flesh from his bones.

“He knew of the times before and when he died, he too became one of the many, their bodies dead, while their essence lived on. It’d been that one that had assisted with the unification, after the end; the voice that had guided The Many to myself, Abraham Cox and my students Miwa and Nadeen. We are the last of the technomage, and we have terraformed a portion of the land, left barren.”

“Do mean my Fathers alive?” Gabriel enquired eagerly.

“His body is dead. You know that.”

“But…?”

“His mind though, his essence…” Miwa spoke, teasing, “that is alive, if you can call an existence as a part, within a greater whole, alive?”

She laughed mirthlessly, as many of her comrades were also part of that vast conglomeration of minds – a thought she despised – for somehow, she thought that made them less than they had been.

“Terraformed, what does that mean?” Gabriel asked, ignoring much of what he had heard, so much that was confusing.

Gabriel looked up toward the direction the voices had come from.

“It means The Many want the death of the Earth to end.”

Abraham Cox spoke for the three, with the voice of one, “It means that we have created life were there was none and that soon you will lead people, to live again in the green and not in hermetically sealed Towers.”

He wanted to scream ‘why me?’

When he did ask, it was quietly, calmly.

“You are the story-teller Gabriel. You were chosen because once you knew; you wanted to share this knowledge – but more than that Gabriel Croft. Through your Father’s teaching, you know of the past and what led to the wasteland below us. The Many feel sure that if you found a mate, then you would succeed in the settlement of our New Eden, if just for her.”

Again, he asked, albeit a little louder, “Why me?”

Stephnee began to wake.

“We needed a leader for the new colony and Gabriel, it is you.”

She was aware of voices high above; and knew that they weren’t on the roof any longer.

Slowly Stephnee opened her eyes.

“Gabriel,” she began, more than a little frightened, “where am I?”

Looking down at Stephnee, Gabriel smiled, “It’s strange, I don’t remember asking that the last time I ended up here…”

“Please, don’t make jokes… please, tell me, where are we?”

The smile eased from Gabriel’s face at the sound of panic in her voice and he tightened his hold on her a little.

“Sorry Stephnee, you’re right, I shouldn’t of, I know.”

She looked into his face, seeking reassurance and he smiled down at his love, as he thought of her; and answered,

“We’re on one of those floating islands I showed you.”

In the bright light, he watched her blanch visibly at what she’d just heard from Gabriel.

“Are you alright?” He asked her, feeling concerned, as he recalled how frightened he had been at his own first meeting Abraham Cox, his followers; and The Many.

“Yes, I am,” Stephnee assured him, “just a little scared, that’s all.”

“We’re in blackness and you’re frightened. I don’t blame you.”

The darkness diminished and light where the couple sat expanded to fill the room – which, as it transpired, was a warehouse, stocked with piles of boxes and barrels and several banks of consoles, full of switches, dials and lights, many flashing.

Gabriel looked up, to where he’d heard Miwa and Abraham speak.

There they where, looking down on the couple, the three robed figures, cowls drawn over their heads, standing on a railed balcony.

“So was I right?” He asked: “Are we on one of the islands?”

Abraham Cox turned to look at Miwa, his student, saying to her,

“Astute, isn’t he?”

In ire with their agent and his use of sarcasm The Many entered his mind, screaming – ‘He is the one. You know this, Answer him.’

‘He is the one. You know this. Answer him!’

‘The Many’ screamed the last words into and through his skull.

Abraham had known it would happen though – and he did not mind.

He fell to his knees, hands to his head, laughing.

Nadeen, who had stood to his right, looked to Miwa, who’d stood at his left – his eyebrow’s raised.

But, Miwa understood – Abraham was tired of being their puppet; it was as simple as that.

What they had with ‘The many’ was not the symbiotic relationship that had been originally envisaged by Abraham Cox.

Cox, who knelt screaming, through the sheer weight of the voices, was pleased – pleased that he could still reach deep inside and was able to irritate it, just a little.

Slowly, the voices faded and he stood, equally slowly.

“We have two test centres. This one is not populated.”

He spoke each word as if it were dragged from within.

The first stage of their project, ‘New Eden’ was approaching its completion and Abraham was tired – tired of the meetings with the feudal barons; tired of running errands, for non-corporeal entity; moreover, he was tired, of creating, for it and not himself.

Yet, he realised, that to do what they had and planned, they had needed – and would still need – the vision that it provided.

A quiet voice intruded on his thoughts, as Gabriel asked, again,

“Why me… why us?”



* * *



Part 4

Gabriel Towers – ‘New Eden Explored.’



As he sat on a small boulder in the middle of the fast flowing stream running from the mountain range, through down to the green valley where he lived, Gabriel was in a retrospective mood. His coattails were swept before him, sitting with his hands clasped round his knees drawn up to his chest, but he didn’t notice.

He didn’t know why he felt so dissatisfied, but he was.

It didn’t make sense to him ~ he had everything he could want and he didn’t want too much, at all.

He had a roof over his head, food in his belly and a lovely partner.

What else could he need?

With the help of ‘The Entity’ Gabriel Croft had every material need satisfied yet even so, he was discontent.

That was why he was here, away from the other colonists, all of whom were former levellers, some of which had actually had children: the first generation of mankind borne in freedom from the towers feudal system.

All of the colonists had been tower dwellers, although not all were from the tower were Gabriel had been brought up.

There were several towers in the large area in which ‘The Entity’ had scoured for colonists for their New Eden, which had surprised Gabriel Croft.

He had believed that his tower had been the only one, housing the last remnants of humanity; whilst in reality it was one of several.



*



The past was deep underground, long forgotten by the survivors, whose forebears had built the towers.

Down there, in perpetual darkness, there was a memory of what had been, that had died beneath vast clouds of chemical waste.

Then the acid rain had fallen; and man had closed the hermetically sealed doors of the towers, effectively sealing himself away from the worlds ill’s, which legend had it, he had created.

Gabriel knew of their world, as it had been: his Father, Aaron had introduced him to it. He had shown him it. But many ignored what was before this time, which had shaped their present – or, they’d chosen to forget it.

He though had not.



*



Shortly after Gabriel and Stephnee had disappeared from the tower, Hannigan had sought permission from the chairperson to leave himself.

He wanted the story-teller Gabriel, to die. He had stolen from Hannigan and then escaped his retribution. It was just too much.

He wanted his gun back and would have it, at any cost.

He was a muscular man, in his late thirties – and had been section leader for just over a year.

It was a job he was good at ‘keeping order’ – whether it be his own men, the dwellers, or even the insurrectionists, the levellers.

He had warned the chairperson that he spread dissent.

Then there had been a man in grey robes, days ago, talking to their signeur, offering his advice.

It’d been after they’d been seen together that the chairperson had demanded the door to the roof be closed and sealed, leaving his own daughter out on the roof, with that anarchist Gabriel Croft.

Hannigan considered that they had become to dependent on the strangers in robes and far too amenable to their ‘requests.’

Few realised there were no clouds of chemical waste in the Earth’s atmosphere any longer, he’d thought, staring upward – aware that somewhere above him, in the blackness were the island’s he had seen.

He had left the tower, through the back-entrance, the one used to rid the tower of their undesirables.

Now he was sweating profusely.

He had even removed his helmet, as it was that hot.

The helmet was his link to control – but what need did he have of that link out here, where control could be of no assistance?

He was on his own – and felt so much the better for it, as it meant no-one could make mistakes on his behalf: much like that shown when they’d ignored the risk of allowing Gabriel Croft the freedom to talk as he had, of a mythical ‘something else,’ which no-one else knew of: and few wanted to know anything of.

“The green,” he mused, “why did he want to tell everyone about it?”

It hadn’t made sense to Hannigan, then or now.

He’d left the building and of that he was certain.

The man was a traitor, to all he knew: the antithesis of all that was good in his world, which his words sought to denigrate.

With the help of The Emissary, who he’d seen once, they’d had an outlet for troublemakers such as him.

That was how they had weeded out the miscreants; and the ingrates within their society.

Some of the lower levellers had fight in them, Hannigan recalled.

He remembered how one mother had tried to assist her son’s evasion of the black guard, by very overt means.

It’d shocked him: and Hannigan thought he’d seen it all.

Yet they had caught him ~ as they usually did.

They ran and Hannigan couldn’t understand why, they were always caught and removed, from the tower. After all, the black guard were armed well – a pulse weapon and billy club. Besides, the numbers of black guard outweighed those who did run, so it was not difficult to control their prey of those who sought flight.

But, Gabriel had been different; he was not an average malcontent.

Gabriel Croft had been visible and very vocal and would be missed.

So, they’d taken a risk and he had lost his weapon.

Control - that was the fabric of his world.

Everything and everyone had their role.

It was a system that he played a part in, which he understood.

Gabriel Croft had disturbed his world, really disturbed his world.

Such had been the self-imposed isolation of Tower Life, that Hannigan had thought that theirs had been the only tower.

Yet, since he had left there, traversing the wasteland he’d been warned of, Hannigan had seen, with his own eyes, three black towers, such as that he’d just left. That had surprised him.

As he’d passed each, the burly man did so very aware that quite probably there were people living inside, living as he had: ignorant of a world outside their own.

Unbeknown to Hannigan, amidst a valley, that boasted the green he had noticed from a distance, Gabriel sat.

He was musing on his lot; what he had; and what he didn’t.

His expectations had been small; yet Gabriel had so much, now.

‘Yet, so much had been a gift,’ he mused, as he swept the back of his hand across his forehead.

It was hot. He should remove his coat – it’d be cooler then.

Yet, he is reticent to do so.

He coat had been thrown over him, just prior to being flung into Bevlee’s protective arms; just before the tower’s main doors had hermetically sealed, for the last time.

The coat was almost his last link with his father: there were a few others; but, none that he could wear, every day, if he chose to.

Gabriel did wear the coat every day, which was something that had become something of a source of amusement amongst many of the valley’s colonists.

Right now it’s coat tails were getting wet.

To his left several men and women toiled the land, preparing it for seeding. They’d been assured that if they planted now, there would be a crop within three month’s.

Gabriel looked forward to that. It’d been their fifth planting within the month; and ideally the colony would be a little nearer self-sufficiency, before too long.

‘Yes,’ he mused, ‘the climate is ideal…’ – The entity, that he knew as The Many had ensured that.

‘We have food provided…’ – the emissaries saw to that.

He smiled, briefly.

At first The Many had wanted Gabriel as leader of the colony, a suggestion he had declined, saying that he had not contributed to its inception, so didn’t feel it was right.

There was another reason though.

‘What was that Stephnee had called him, ‘a free spirit?’

Gabriel considered it a compliment, as he listened to the water flow by him, slowly.

‘I’ve got a roof over my head; food in my belly; and Stephnee. I’ve got all I could want, haven’t I?’

Sunlight flickered on the surface of the water, as it rolled by.

Overhead the sky was blue ~ the skies had been cleansed prior to their colonization of the valley. It was the perfect day.

‘Yet, so much had been a gift,’ he mused once more, as he swept the back of his hand across his forehead.

Everything had been made perfect for them: the little voice, ~ deep inside The Many, had ensured that were so.

‘So, if everything’s so perfect,’ he pondered, ‘then why am I feeling so discontent?’

And in the distance, a dark speck formed, which became the figure of a man as it neared; and Gabriel squinted against the bright sunlight, to see detail.

“Aren’t you hot?” He called out as he approached.

“No hotter than you it seems,” Gabriel retorted, smiling as he recognized the man walking toward him.

Ryce was Bevlee’s eldest son; and had ‘disappeared’ from the tower several years before her death.

He was a good man, tall, with a big frame.

Ryce had been considered an insurrectionist amongst the towers dwellers. He was.

He had been declared a non-dweller and taken to the first of the floating islands that Gabriel had. Many black guards had sighed with relief at his departure. It had taken nine men to restrain him.

“Just finished planting the far field,” Ryce informed Gabriel, smiling broadly and sweating profusely.

He had a shock of red hair, freckles on his cheeks and across the bridge of his nose; and when Ryce smiled, whoever he smiled at wanted to return it. It was, infectious.

“So, what did you plant, Jared perhaps?”

“Nah,” Ryce grinned, the dimples in his cheeks deepening.

Jared was his competition for the hand of the fair Leta, a slim dark-haired young woman, in her early twenties.

She was Stephnee’s best friend: and Jared, young as he was, had been one of the valley’s first colonists, as was Ryce.

The community numbered a hundred; ’That would be a good number to provide a suitable gene-pool for this New Eden’ that small voice had suggested, in that persuasive manner it had.

The Many had listened; and reasoning it was sound logic, began the acquisition of their new breeding stock.

And it had been relatively easy for Nadeen and Miwa to obtain what they wanted. They had appeared from nowhere, as it had seemed, offering much in the way of food and technology; and in exchange certain individuals would be supplied.

The Many had wanted freethinking radicals to form the core of their new society: individuals who’d work together, for the common good.

In Gabriel Croft, the living son of the small voice, the gestalt entity known as The Many had found a prophet, for those who’d chosen to listen.

‘Few had listened though…’ Gabriel mused, ‘Is it that they were just too content with the status quo? Or, was it that they just weren’t concerned with something that was outside of their own limited experience?’

“So, you finished for the day?” He asked, squinting a little against the bright sun.

“How about you?” Ryce asked in return.

He thought carefully before answering.

Gabriel had been known to sit on that rock for hours, his coat-tails dragging in the water.

And over the years, it’d become as worn as he often felt.

Yet, he didn’t mind. Furthermore, he wouldn’t rid himself of the coat, as had been suggested, time after time.

“After all,” he’d told Stephnee defensively one morning, “It’s my last link with my Father. It’s… part of me.”





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Part 5



‘Reparation & Redemption.’



Hannigan ran the back of his right hand across his forehead, to try and prevent yet another trickle of sweat drip into his eyes.

He had reached the foothills by noon, when the sun was its hottest and since then, every move up the slope had become harder.

The heat alone was bad enough. Now he was really on his own.

The helmet, his last communication with the tower was long gone, dropped. The man was exhausted. Yet, as stone gave way to shale, as he climbed higher, Hannigan drove his legs, pushing down with his heels to find safe purchase.

But, as the loose stone had become finer still he had slipped, until he was reduced to crawling as the incline become far steeper than it had been.

As he neared the top of the range of hills, Hannigan came to coarse green bushes that ran the length of the ridge.

Briefly, he wondered whether this was the green of the distant hills that the story-teller had spoken of.

Even if it were, it would not detract him from his mission, he reminded himself, after all, the story-teller had stolen from him.

With this added impetus, Hannigan grasped hold of the helpful branches, using them to haul himself higher, until eventually he could drag himself to his feet.

Hannigan stood breathing heavily, as he slowly gazed ahead, at the valley which Gabriel and Stephnee called home.

He was incredulous at what he saw. There were several small farms on rich pasture land, bisected by a fast running stream: there was even a small township, comprising twenty, or so buildings.







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Down in the valley, Gabriel had sat on the rock for hours, coat tails dragging in the water, as he wondered what to do with the gun.

Gabriel was surprised that he had kept it so long.

It had no bullets, the last being used at the tower.

Now, it was just a lump of metal. Yet, he still possessed it.

‘It didn’t make sense,’ he reminded himself once more, as the figure of a man appeared from rising dust on the mountainside.

‘I didn’t think anyone was in the wastelands,’ Gabriel mused, watching as Hannigan traced the path to another that led him down to the valley floor.

Standing in the shade at the base of the range, he looked toward the stream, where Gabriel sat.

Recognition was instant.

“Well I’ll be…” He muttered, “It’s my lucky day. It’s the story-teller!”

Hannigan grinned.

Suddenly, it was all worth it – the journeying, the hardship, all of it.

Then as Hannigan left the shadows created by the mountains, he bellowed, “You’ve got something of mine, story-teller!”

Gabriel heard the man in black shout, approaching the stream.

The voice, the uniform; and the reference to the nickname, quickly brought awareness to Gabriel and with deep sorrow he realized who the man was and why he was here.

It was the gun.

This was the black-guard who had tried to stop his departure from the tower with Stephnee.

Suddenly the weapon felt heavier still in his hand.

Here was the past, in his present: the black-guard, here to enforce his own version of justice and destroy their tranquillity.

As Hannigan walked slowly, careful not to slip, he stepped down to the embankment, his eyes fixed on those of his adversary.

“Finding you wasn’t easy,” he shouted.

Hannigan held a fuse-pistol, Gabriel noticed, as he approached the waters edge.

“But, you give me what I want and I don’t burn this place down.”

As he spoke Hannigan gestured around himself to the surrounding valley. “And I’m sure a few of those houses I saw belong to people you know,” he said to Gabriel, smiling mirthlessly.

Aware of the threat toward his life, yet concerned more with the decision he had to make, Gabriel looked down, at the moving water, feeling the weapon, held in a loose grip.

There were few options, except logically, conflict, or flight.

Flight though was not an option ~ his friends were nearby and he didn’t want their involvement.

‘It’s simple,’ Gabriel concluded, ‘it’s a matter of whether I decide to acquiesce, or fight.’

He didn’t relish either, yet knew only some form of conflict could bring a resolution that would satisfy Hannigan.

So, Gabriel drew back his arm. A decision had to be made.

Besides, there was a fuse-pistol pointed toward his head, acting as incentive. A decision had to be made.

Abruptly he made his choice, throwing the pistol underarm, in a low arc toward Hannigan, who caught it with his free right hand.

“Sensible,” he muttered.

Both hands resting in his lap, Gabriel enquired gently, “Why is it sensible?” Then he added, “You’ll shoot me either way, won’t you?”

Hannigan didn’t answer.

Having pocketed the fuse-pistol, Hannigan stepped backward slowly until he stood on the riverbank once more, flicking open the middle of the antique weapon. Then, hefting the weight of the pistol in his right hand Hannigan smiled as he held the fuse-pistol directed toward Gabriel.

‘It’s a Remington .44 calibre,’ he recalled, as he twirled the weapon on the middle of his middle finger.

“You could run,” Hannigan coldly informed the storyteller, pocketing the fuse-pistol, so removing it as an immediate threat.

“I could,” Gabriel responded, “but I wouldn’t get very far, would I?”

“No,” Hannigan replied, absently sliding open the cylinder of the single-action revolver.

Then holding the weapon loosely in the open palm of right hand, Hannigan slid home his last bullets, carried since he had left the tower, snarling, “You stole from me. You are going to die.”

Gabriel listened to the pronouncement with acceptance: after all,

it was no more than he had expected.

‘But,’ he reasoned, ‘I’ve made my mark!’

He knew that the storyteller would be remembered, as would his story of the green, which some had discovered was true.

And Gabriel recalled those he’d known; whose lives his knowledge had touched. There were more than a few ~ some whom he already missed.

Gabriel thought of them all, as Hannigan thumbed the Remington’s hammer back, pronouncing, “You’re dead.”

Time seemed to freeze, for long seconds: and Gabriel didn’t hear the click as the trigger was pulled, nor the sound of the bullet being fired, until he felt its impact and he heard the gun’s retort.

And images flowed through his mind, as Gabriel registered the pain in his gut, as blood poured from the wound.

He knew was dying, but felt satisfied: with his death Hannigan had no reason to stay, so those he loved were safe, from this former agent of authority.

Then, as his blood poured through his fingers, with dimming vision, Gabriel stared at the green.

He viewed around him, at the small farms on the rich pastureland, either side of the fast running stream; at the small township in the distance; where he imagined his friends, relaxing in Harmony’s Bar.

He thought of his princess, from the tower, who had quickly grown to mean as much to him as his own life ~ more, as it transpired.

He saw her image ~ the raggle-taggle of hair, drawn over the ears, the colour of cornfields; full cheeks and a wide smile within a pale complexion, that complimented her wide-eyes.

“Stephnee…” he muttered, as his brain ceased to function and the blackness became all there was.

Gabriel fell forward, into the fast flowing water, his coat spreading around him.

Hannigan smiled.

And deep within The Many, a small voice screamed with the agony of grief, as he saw and felt the death of his son.



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~ Years passed ~



Gabriel’s last thoughts had been of the green; of all those who had grown to know what he had learnt; and then Stephnee.

‘Beautiful Stephnee…’

Then he had died.

Now… It was cold. It was dark.

A blanket covered his nakedness.

“But,” he wondered, “where is my coat?”

Abruptly realization dawned: he was alive.

Gabriel felt his chest, surprised to find no gaping wound.

Gabriel opened his eyes, blinking several times, so they could adjust, as the dark gave way to light.

Slowly he found himself bathed in a pool of bright white light.

He’d been here before, yet he couldn’t recall when.

But, he remembered seeing the three figures stood high above, on a balcony looking down on him; all wearing cloaks and hooded cowls that obscured their faces.

In the centre of the three stood the tallest, whose apparel was red, whilst those at his sides were in grey.

Gabriel thought hard. He knew their names. Miwa, Nadeen and Abraham Cox. They were the technomage who had brought forth New Eden with the guidance of The Many.

“Welcome back Cabriel Croft…” said the voice of the male in grey,

“It has been years.”

“We apologise it has taken so long to bring you back. But…”

“Until recently we didn’t know how to do it safely…” finished Cox.

Gabriel’s mind swirled with a myriad questions, yet only one escaped his lips, “How long?”

“The Many drove us to learn the skills we needed…” Nadeen told him; and then Miwa finished his sentence, “as it seemed driven itself.”

Unbeknown to them all, it had.

Dayton Croft had become adept at persuasion over time.

It was this that had enabled him to influence The Many to do what he felt needed done: the rebirth of Gabriel, his son and the prophet of the green.

“How long?” Gabriel asked again.

“It has been years.”

“Many years…”

Then in a voice that was far gentler than was usual for him, Abraham Cox spoke lastly, “It has been nearly a hundred years since you died Gabriel. As we said, we apologise… but as you were, we had to learn the skills we needed…”

“But now,” Miwa told him, “you are as you were.”

And the three looked down, faces serene, as Nadeem added, “You are young once again.”

Gabriel nodded ~ he felt strong.

Yet, a question still burned within, needing answer.

Finally he asked, “So what happened to the man who shot me?”

“Hannigan…” Miwa began.

“He was found…” Nadeen continued.

“Lost and lonely,” she finished.

“New Eden gave him succor,” Abraham added in a deep sonorous tone, “until he grew strong!”

“But he shot me!” Gabriel insisted in a rising voice, indignant at what he’d just heard.

“Yet you live…” Abraham intoned, as if to finish all discussion.

Then Miwa began to speak once again, “He was without bullets…”

“Without them the gun was useless,” Nadeen added.

“Gabriel, you must understand, Hannigan was merely a product of the system he lived within. The gun gave him power; to impose The Towers’ laws; and his own will,” Abraham opined.

As if in distant echo, Gabriel heard voices from within The Many speak:



“Without his weapon, he was a lost soul.”

“Without his weapon, Hannigan was nothing.”

“He was just a lost soul, to be pitied.”



Gabriel, The Avatar, reborn once more, felt The Many fill his mind, with sights more wondrous than his imaginings.

He saw images coalesce, to show New Eden evolve into a thriving community; a bearded Hannigan tilling the soil; of the man sitting with his friends, enjoying a drink, at the end of a working day; and, holding a child.

And finally, Gabriel saw Hannigan; an old man, wearing handmade clothes, smiling as the sun set: at peace before death.

Then as rapidly as The Many had filled his mind, it became his once more.

Gabriel looked upward, at the last triumvirate of the technomage, pleading, “Please, do you know what happened to my lady, Stepnee?”

“Do you not comprehend what The Many showed you?” Abraham asked him softly. “The child was yours Gabriel Croft. You should know that Hannigan found peace by giving back to those he had taken from. That had included Stephnee, so many years ago.”

Whether by accident, or design, Gabriel had heard something that intrigued him beyond all else: and he thought carefully, before asking, “Exactly how long ago?”

“Years ago…” Miwa answered.

“Many years ago…” Nadeen paraphrased.

“You could say Gabriel,” Abraham added, “It was a lifetime ago.”

Still reeling from all that he’d heard, Gabriel sighed and said,

“This is all too much…”

Then, as realization dawned upon him, he exclaimed,

“Whoa… you said it was my child.”

As he spoke Gabriel’s words slurred one into the other, such was his excitement.

He asked, “Was it a boy, or girl?”

There was silence, as the three considered their response.

Then Miwa smiled briefly, wryly musing on who should tell him.





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[A re-post: originally in 'Stories']


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I gettit.

23:44 Jun 02 2012
Times Read: 809


That last few minutes of Dark Shadows illustrate that romance in vampire movies isn't a thing of the past. It can still be done. If done well.



Sorry, I did like that film: an it still surprises me that it had... yet, it was like... they'd done to Dark Shadows, what they did to Doctor Who and, recently... Sherlock Holmes. Modernised it, "for another generation"... I gettit.


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One Night at The Club

11:57 Jun 02 2012
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Introduction:



One’s memory is fragmented at the best of times and when you think back to certain events, it is rarely in a linear fashion.

So it was, when he thought back to the past and a time when they had little, but one another and that’d been enough, for him.

It wasn't as though he didn't think of the good times: he just found the bad much easier to recall, because of the emotional impact that they’d had upon him.

Yet societies conventions dictated that as a man he shouldn't feel as he did, but that was impossible. There had been a time when his had been the way of the macho-male, when he'd been cold and quite unfeeling...

But, that was before, whilst this was now... his heart had been torn from him and he felt bereft at its loss.





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Early in the evening Aaron had decided to go for a walk.

As he’d prepared to go out he pressed play on his tape deck: and Thin Lizzy blared, loud, 'as they should be heard,' he thought.

Then when the album had got to the track 'Don't believe a word' he'd thought of her.

When he’d heard the lines, "'Coz words can tell lies," he turned off the sounds, even though he wasn't ready to go out, yet.

What he'd heard was too near the mark - he didn't want to hear anymore.

Standing in the centre of the flats main room, wondering where his keys where, he turned slowly, thinking. She was everywhere. He had to get out.

Then, stepping onto the street, he’d mused, "this is probably as good as it gets."

There’d been a clear sky and the only star visible so far, the North Star.

He’d listened to the quiet walking toward town.

Looking up he’d seen dark clouds in the sky moving rapidly toward him.

Then feeling droplets fall on his forehead he’d looked upward, as it began to rain a fine drizzle that quickly soaked his clothes.

'Perfect,' he’d considered, 'just perfect. S'pose that sets the seal on the night?'

He had heard and disliked many of the various helpful platitudes that'd been heaped upon him. Things like, 'time heals and 'you can move on.'

But they irritated, because he’d wanted to know how could he move on and let time heal, when he didn't want to do that? He couldn't, it was as simple as that.

And, although Aaron felt the urge to cry, he could not, as he had cried the last of his tears away, such a long time ago.

People, he scorned them all, especially those who smiled, as they walked hand in hand together.

Although he’d left the flat, Aaron hadn't left the memories behind, which annoyed him, aware as he was of how he’d decided to live and the path he'd chosen: a social-pariah, the self-absorbed baggage carrier, Aaron allowed himself to smile at this self-analysis.

He was after all, his own worst critic, of everything that he did.

Beneath the lean young man’s feet the rain-slick cobblestones provided little purchase for his shoes, so he walked with slow measured steps.

He had taken a short cut, through an alley leading away from the cities bustling nightlife.

Then, from the corner of his right eye watched a couple approach.

They’d passed hand in hand and very much in love, so Aaron thought, feeling jealous as he watched them walk, aware how sad that made him seem.

The rain continued to fall as he’d walked streets that were now almost empty, which suited him. It began to make his coat sodden as time grew by and this also suited him and his current mood. Then, when night had fallen and dim yellow street lamps cast the only light, Aaron sighed, realizing the exercise might be good for him, but the damp was starting to chill his bones.

Yet although he’d sought solace in his own company, the four walls were sometimes just too much, hence the walk. But, her presence filled his mind.

Vengeance wasn't an issue, he'd told himself, walking back to his home.

How he had felt, during that time, way back when, was that the world had been his.

And now, he turned the key, to open the door to his world, where he felt safe and secure, away from all that he cannot trust.

He brewed a pot of fresh coffee and picking up a book, considered his past, once again, wondering whether it had been worth it: unable to vilify the actions of the other; who had left him feeling betrayed.

But it’d hurt so; after all the time and energy invested, he’d considered, as he sat in his worn, favourite armchair.

Setting his alarm clock, so as to be ready early for the next day... he turned on the boob-tube, to ignore all that was outside his front door... and soon, the charms of the flickering light lost their appeal and his tired eye-lids won their battle to close. He was asleep.





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The Day Before the Night



A lot of people had passed Aaron Mason since he left the house.

‘It's a busy day,’ he reminded himself, ‘my Giro Day and it’s half-day closing.’

And today, he was to claim the money, which the state said he needed to live, which wasn't very much he considered, walking to the post office.

His mind distracted with thoughts of how his benefit would be budgeted he had not noticed the passing young woman's green, brown eyes flash with a moment's recognition as they passed in the street.

In the post office he’d waited patiently in the queue to cash his Giro-cheque. Then with money in his pocket he’d left, to begin the day properly.

First he’d visited the nearest newsagents, to buy a newspaper, tobacco and papers.

Yet, focussed solely on the habit of ‘dole-day,’ his unemployment benefit payment day,

Aaron did not notice the penetrating gaze that tracked his movement down the high street.

Then he did his shopping, purchasing food from Sainsbury's, for the quality, as he appreciated good food; although didn’t cook as much as he used to...

And, as he had mused on his dislike of cooking for one, he did not notice that standing in a shop doorway the young woman who had recognized Aaron earlier.

His routine never changed.

She had smiled.

Next he’d bought his toiletries and cleaning products from the nearby SuperSaver store, as the prices weren't too bad.

She had smiled, as he had left the shop, still unaware of her presence, as she recalled that he still seemed ‘safe’ and reliable, his life structured.

‘Aaron’ ~ even his name sounded strong and noble, to her.

Then, as he’d passed where she stood once again, Beverly wondered fleetingly whether he would ever notice her.

Then after taking his shopping home Aaron had a quick coffee, putting every purchase away in it's in respective home; something he had learnt to do since he has been on his own, as it did make life a lot more convenient, he'd found. Then checking the change in his pocket, he’d said aloud, "Good, I've got enough. There's a drink to be had."

So, he’d boarded a bus, taking him out of town, to the coast, where he sometimes walked the promenade, to enjoy the fresh air.

On the front was a pub and still having some money left Aaron walked in for a whiskey, surveying the quiet bar for anything that could be interesting. There was little to see, or hear though, as it was lunch-time, mid-week and the few patrons in the bar sat quietly nursing their half-glasses, of mild, or bitter, for as long as possible.

He’d drank his scotch on the rocks slowly, his memory on the past, as it often was, when he looked up toward the clock to check the time, thinking, "I don't know why I bother... it's not as if I've got anywhere to go."

Looking around the bar at its customers, he’d wondered if they have lives to lead more interesting than his.

Then smiling he considered they must, "after all, I exist, that's all," he mused sadly.

"You got anything special to do tonight?" He’d heard a voice ask.

Looking up from his drink Aaron had stared balefully at the barman, asking him,

"You mean me?"

"Yeah course," the jovial sounding fellow responded, adding, "gloomy you may look... but, you're alive and this is Saturday night. C’mon. This is your life, not a book."

The barman’s smile had widened as he finished speaking, "Whoa, I'm rhyming... well, at least... half of the time..."

Aaron had grinned a little in response and said, "Yeah maybe, But, you had to work on that one."

"It doesn't matter, the points made, isn't it? You should go out, get out there: see what’s there, otherwise you’ll be wondering, what if, won’t you?"

"Yeah, I guess... well maybe..." the young man muttered, staring into his drink once again.

"Maybe Chris had been right?" he’d mused.

"Maybe I should get out more. What was he had said?"

"It's good! You'll enjoy it. There's loads of totty there."

"But it was a club,' he'd thought answering simply, "It's a club and I don't do clubs."

"Don't be silly," his friend had responded smiling, "you don’t know, you might just like it. You just don’t know"

Perhaps he might, but that’d entail being sociable and not only did he not "do" clubs, he also didn't "do" sociable.

That should have been the end of it, although it had been an evasive answer he realised. But, what else could he say?

The conversation had become irritating and what was worse was that he did want to go out, find company, perhaps even enjoy the odd drink, or two. But, he thought, it was hard to out with one’s guard down and possibly run the risk of being hurt once again.

So, he'd told his friend, "Okay, I'll think about it..."

And that should have been the end of it.

Aaron looked up at the smiling bartender, polishing a glass with a tee-towel, finished his drink and left the pub, to continue walking down the promenade, his mind on what he would do, if he had the money to spare.

A bright sun and an almost cloudless blue sky served to lift Aaron Mason from his usual grey mood.

He still looked around himself, as had become his custom, so distrustful had he become. But, this fine day, his actions owed more to established habit, rather than paranoia.

There was a sigh of a wind, which had caught at his hair, blowing a long dark fringe into his eyes. Aaron brushed his hair to the side, breathing deeply, walking slowly, casually, looking around cautiously, filled with an air of expectation.

Then, as if to break the spell of the moment, a gull, circling overhead, cried, as if in triumph, leaving a deposit...

Aaron had scowled for a moment, before saying aloud, "See, distract yourself, for a sec, with thoughts of how nice a day it is and..."

Looking upward, he’d grinned, pronouncing, "And it drops on you..."

Aaron had turned back to the rail and looked down to the river below, musing, "Where does it come from... ? Where does it go to?"

And removing a white linen handkerchief from the left rear pocket, in his coal-back straight leg jeans, wiped the white discharge trailing down the right side of his brown leather jacket, muttering, "Ah well, they say it's lucky."

Then, having cleaned the mess as best as possible, Aaron resumed his walk with the sun so bright overhead he’d lowered his gaze.

It was as he walked, head lowered and eyes downcast, that he’d caught a fleeting image his brain registered as interesting. So, Aaron retraced his path several paces, to see what he has missed. Incredibly, there just before his right boot tip was what looked like a note, purple and brown, partly embedded between a crack in the roads surface...

Reaching down, he’d picked up the paper and unfurled it carefully; both surprised and delighted, to find that it was what he'd hoped that it would be, a twenty-pound note.

“Hmm,” he mused aloud, “more lilac I think.”





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Then, after his find Aaron had continued walking, deliberating on his good fortune, suddenly aware of how fine a day it actually was.

His mood was far lighter than usual; so much so that he had smiled at the couple walking toward him, their heads inclined inwards, his right hand holding her left.

He considered the note sitting in his front right pocket and smiled.

"It isn't a lot to some people," he’d said wryly, saying it aloud so as to hear how the words sounded, with what could be approximated as a grin on anyone else, "but, it could mean at least a good night out for me. It's not as though I can't afford to spend it,” he told himself, adding, "all my bills are paid."

But, it had been so long since Aaron Mason had been out for the night that he'd forgotten why he had decided to stop doing so anymore.

For a moment he’d thought of the place that Chris had been trying to entice him to try out, sure that he'd said the club was open tonight.

"But I don't do clubs anymore," he’d muttered.

Aaron Mason was indecisive at the best of times, but this was a dilemma.

He couldn’t think of any justifiable reason for staying in tonight.

"I can't believe it," he’d mused, "things like this don't happen to me."

The smile had slipped from his face, as he’d thought, 'this is bad. I've got so used to my lack of a social life that just the idea of going out for the nights got me really worked up.'

Yet, that evening had found him at the biggest of three clubs on the front, nervous and sweating at the mere idea of being around a lot of people.

"I'm not sure about this, just not sure at all," he’d told himself, on joining the throng of people slowly forming a line outside the main doors.

The doorman, who’d been standing at the entrance to the club was a big fellow, dressed in a black zip-up puffa-jacket, coal black jeans and heavy boots. It was the uniform of his trade - an occupation that in less politically correct times would have labelled the man, 'bouncer.'

As Aaron had neared the front of the queue his gut tightened and his pulse quickened.

The doorman wore gold-framed John Lennon glasses, which he’d pulled to the tip of his squat nose. Then squinting, the big man peered at Aaron over his glasses.

He’d smiled and said, "Are you going in dressed like that?"

Aaron realized that he wasn't dressed in the height of fashion, whatever that was. He’d brushed his light fair hair, had a shave and used his Denim aftershave. He’d felt smart and when he'd looked in the mirror, prior to leaving, that's how he thought he looked.

"What do you mean?" He’d asked, a little embarrassed at being singled out like this.

"Well, put it this way granddad, you'll have... an interesting night!"

"But I can go in?" Aaron had asked, hesitantly.

"Sure whatever," the doorman replied, "go in. Have fun."

He’d smirked, as Aaron had blushed.

"Er, thank you, I think." He'd responded, quickly walking past the big man and through the heavy fire doors, into the club.

He’d walked through the foyer where he paid his entrance fee and had the back of his left hand stamped with a smudged, barely legible Chinese dragon, within a circle.

The sound of the dance music assailed his ears as he’d opened two swing doors and Aaron had walked quickly to the bar, with his mind bent solely on the acquisition of the necessary Dutch courage needed to stay in such an alien environment: albeit only for a short while.

Yet, it had been with concerted effort that he’d pushed through the surging mass of people, many much younger than himself.

Finally, much as an arrow finds his target, Aaron found the bar and the barman, who had smiled brightly at his approach.

He’d worn a tee-shirt with the club’s name and logo emblazoned across the chest.

As he’d poured the requested whiskey, Aaron glanced to either side of himself, feeling conscious of the youth of the people around him and reflected in the mirror, as he bellied up against the bar, grasping at the edging, his knuckles white.

He’d been nervous of being amongst so many people and wary of the eyes of others watching him.

Then, with drink in hand Aaron found a 'spec by the wall where he could watch and assume what he considered a cool stance: leaning with his upper back against the wall, feet crossed at the ankles.

As Aaron had watched he’d seen through the mask that each of them wore.

He observed the meat-market, as young women paraded themselves for the young bucks, vying with each other for their attention.

Aaron watched the young males strut and preen themselves, like male Peacocks, he thought; as they hoped that their look would be the one that caught the eyes of a possible mate, for the night, or perhaps longer; whilst the women in turn seemed to lap up their behaviour and encourage it.

He’d begun to watch one young man, slim built, with fair hair, whose posturing had paid dividends, it seemed.

The object of his attentions had been a young lady of Latin extraction, with long dark hair, worn with a red elasticised band drawing it loosely together at the nape of the neck.

Her eyes had danced with energy as she had sensed his interest.

She’d accepted a drink, turning away from her friends with a toss of her hair and Aaron smiled as she touched her admirers arm as she’d sought to make a point during their conversation. Her flirtatious manner amused him as he’d noted how readily the young man revelled in her attention.

She’d pointed to her empty glass and he’d taken the hint, leaving her to buy another.

"He might learn." Aaron had muttered, sipping at his whiskey.

Borne of his own experiences, his cynicism was not a trait he relished.

Aaron had wanted to be proven wrong, yet was not surprised when the young woman returned to her friends, drink in hand, completely ignoring the attentive young man, who’d stood alone feeling humiliated in front of his peers.

"He might learn." Aaron had muttered again, looking away from the scene and toward the dance-floor.

Most were female he noticed, aware they are being watched and enjoying it.

There was a lot of flesh on display from those dancing and Aaron turned to briefly glance in a mirror at how he was dressed, before seeking the sanctuary of the bar once more.

The scantily-clad young people have made him suddenly very aware of everyone of his thirty-five years and he'd smiled at his reflection, considering, 'Perhaps I am just a tad over-dressed for this place.'

It was the discovery of the twenty pound note and his friends suggestion that he 'get out' that had brought him to this club and since his entrance he'd avoided eye contact with anyone: he had found himself stood at the bar, drink in hand, occasionally looking around himself, still apprehensive at being there, whilst wanting to be there, for the distraction from the everyday, if nothing else.

Moments after he’d returned to the bar a young woman had taken her place at his left.

She’d heard him ordering his drink, a scotch and said to the young man serving their end of the bar, "I'll have the same... as him."

Then from the corner of his eye he’d become aware of the slim young woman to his left, whose gaze seemed to be fixed intently on him, which made him even more nervous. He’d found her interesting though, as she’d she surveyed her surroundings in the same way he did, scanning for any possible threat.

Continuing to glance surreptitiously to his left, between sips, he’d drunk his whiskey, noticing her eyes, the most striking blue green he'd ever seen, staring at him with an intensity he’d found difficult to comprehend and that had disturbed him.

‘She stares likes she knows me,’ he’d thought.

"Don't look over again," Aaron had muttered, half-hoping that she would.

"I'm your worst nightmare young lady, the bitter ex of a girl who'd told me that I could trust her and that she 'wasn't like all the others.'"

His was a happy world.

Then, she’d caught him staring at her and he knew it.

"I haven't seen you here before," she said aloud.

‘She's talking to me, I know she's talking to me,’ he’d thought in a flurry, panicking at the thought he had to respond to her statement, so didn't, choosing instead to remain stoic.

She’d found his disinterest quite alarming at first, but then this was quickly displaced by arousal.

She had expected more of a reaction to her approach than she found and considered his lack of a reaction to the attention shown him quite enticing and somewhat of a challenge.

She wanted him ‘and soon,’ the young woman had considered, ‘he'll realise that he wants me as well.’

She’d noticed the earring he wore in his left earlobe, a yin-yang design and had touched it surface gently with a curious finger, asking of him, "You know what it means?"

Aaron had turned at her touch, surprised to find this young woman still by his side, surprised to hear her tell him of a symbol that was important to him.

"Man in woman, Woman in Man. Bad in good, good in bad."

Aaron hadn’t been able to resist flinching at her touch: at her words.

Smiling gently, Beverly had asked, “Are you scared of me?"

"No," he had replied defensively, "me? Why should I be?" He’d asked hurriedly, words slurring one into the other.

"No reason."

"Good," he’d answered tersely, downing the rest of his drink and turning toward the bar to order another.

She’d taken his left elbow and turned him toward herself and in a mock Scouse accent asked of him, "So, are you dancing?"

"No," he’d told her sullenly.

"Why come here if you're not going to dance..." she’d expanded, still holding his elbow and guiding him to the dance-floor, where she took his other hand and led him in movement, to match the beat of the record.

He’d been stiff in his movement at first, until she’d taken both of his hands in hers and looked into his eyes, saying, "Just feel the music... move with it..."

Smiling, he’d looked at her as they had moved: and as one record flowed into another they’d stayed on the dance-floor, intent on being with one another, allowing the rhythm of the music to govern their motion.

"Okay, first time out in a while," he’d mouthed, close to her ear.

"Pardon?" She had replied.

"Tell me, is it always so...?" He’d begun, frowning.

"Noisy? Bright? Energetic?" She prompted, laughing.

Finally he’d said to her, "Crowded! Is it always so crowded?"

She’d looked at him and saw that he felt out of place: it hadn’t been hard to tell – as his blushing and the sidelong glances around, to see if he were being watched, had been a giveaway.

Scanning the crowd she looks around, before gaining his attention by glance.

"I see a free table," she’d told him, indicating a small circular table with a couple of chairs on the outskirts of the dance floor.

They both sit, facing one another.

He tells her, "You dance well."

"Why thank you kind sir," she’d responded.

"I haven't asked your name." He’s said, with his face close to hers, so he could be heard over the music.

"No you haven't, have you?" She’d countered, grinning.

"Okay then, what's your name please?"

"Beverly."

"Well Beverly, I'm Aaron, would you like another drink?"

"Yes, I would, thank you. But, no more shorts. Please?"

"Okay then, what would you like?"

"What are you having?"

"Bitter. The lager here's like a knat's been overhead."

She’d run a hand through her hair and smiled at his remark.

Then as Aaron stood, she’d said to him, "Okay, bitter it is."

"Pint, or half?" Aaron had enquired.

"Pint of course..."

"Okay," he replied, turning and walking across to the bar, which was heaving with people.

Finally Aaron had been served and he returned to their table, with a small tray with six pints of bitter on it.

"That's it," he’d announced, "I'm not getting up to that bar again."

"You don't come out that often, do you?" Beverly had asked him, as she watched him look anxiously around himself.

"Er, no I don't," he’d replied.

"Why?"

"Long story..." He had explained, trying to dismiss the story that he feels sure that he'll be telling, very shortly.

"Well, I've got till two a.m. or so..." she’d assured him, smiling broadly.

Slowly he’d begun to tell the young woman, over the first pint, how he had been quite unceremoniously dumped for a younger model; then, over his second pint, he’d found himself explaining that what had happened had left him wary of placing trust in another person again, so he didn't go out.

As he’d spoken, Beverly had placed her hands on his, to illustrate that she was listening, which pleased him. Then, once he had finished talking she’d told him of a relationship turned sour, hers, to reciprocate this intimate discourse.

Oblivious to the people around them, Aaron had smiled, touching the back of her right hand gently, as they had shared their past angst.

She’d matched him drink for drink as she talked. Then as she had finished telling her tale, Beverly placed her hands on the table, pushed herself erect and announced in a slightly slurred voice, "I'm going to the toilet."

“Okay,” he’d told her, watching her wobble a little as she’d walked to the Ladies toilets.

While his companion was absent Aaron looked around himself, at the dancers and their admirers; at the young bucks standing by the door, eyeing up 'the talent' that they're too drunk to approach, without looking completely idiotic. So, instead these bucks insult everyone who isn't them and isn't slowly drinking themselves to oblivion.

Aaron had been interested to note these young men also had their female counterparts, who sat at tables making comparably catty remarks out their fellow club revellers.

"Well, at least I'm with someone who seems to listen," he’d mused, watching Beverly walk across the dance-floor toward him, looking much brighter than she had and he’d asked, "You feeling better now?"

"Yes," she’d told him, sitting down again.

Once comfortable, she’d steepled her fingers together, with her elbows on the table and told him, "I had my break up 'bout a year ago. I stayed in, like you, for a couple of weeks. But, I'm glad I started getting out again. I feel as though I wasted so much time."

As she’d spoke, Aaron stared deep into her eyes, thinking how beautiful they were and finally he’d said what she had so wanted to hear from him, "Okay then, your place, or mine?"

Beverly had wanted him since she had seen him earlier and now they were promised lovers and that thought pleased the young woman.

"Mine," she’d told him, "I've a cat who'll kill me, when I get home, if he isn't fed soon."

"Well," he teased her, a finger’s light caress to her right cheek, "we can't have you eaten, now can we? So, I suppose it's your place then."

He had held her hands, as they stood apart, then, "So, where is your place?"

"Edge of town," she had replied, lifting his right hand to her lips with her left:

"I live in digs."

"You a student?' He had enquired.

"Sort of,” she answered, a smile on her face, "a student of life." Then, she kisses his fingers, with moist lips.

"Now," he started, "What, I might ask, is a 'sort of student?'"

She had blinked several times beneath the intensity of his gaze, as the man waited for her answer.

"Later..."is all she’d replied as a young woman collecting glasses tapped her on the shoulder, having said to them, "time to go."

The two had stood reluctantly, smiling at one another.

Other than the bar staff, Aaron and Beverly had been the last patrons to leave the club, neither had wanted their evening to end, equally apprehensive about what the rest of the night would bring.



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The doorway to the club was recessed several feet away from the pavement.

When the last employee had left the building he keyed the alarm and locks the door, before drawing down the heavy roller door and bolting it home either side.

Then quickly he’d run across the road to where his car was parked.

He’d opened the door, sat in quickly and as the car pulled away from the kerbside Aaron looked closely into Beverly's eyes.

It had been dark and raining and although there was a chill in the air, neither minded, this moment was theirs. They had each other.

"We're alone now," he stated simply.

A fingertip lifting her chin gently upward was all it took Aaron to bring her eyes to meet his, as her skin flushed and her pupils had widened.

Mouths came closer and then, their lips met, with arms wrapped round one another and eyes closed, their tongues searched. Then they parted, somewhat breathless.

Blushing a little, Beverly looked down, saying into his chest: "That sounds nice."

She’d lain with her head against his breast, smiling as he held her, as the minutes passed and the rain continued to fall.

"I can hear your heart..." She’d told Aaron in a quiet voice, her fingertips just inside his shirt, brushing his flesh.

"Er, I'm getting cold..." He had suddenly announced.

"I can tell..." She’d told him in response giggling a little.

Beverly had found his nipple, erect with the cold.

"Er... yes," he’d mumbled, then added, "So, where to then, yours, or mine?"

"I live not far from here," Beverly informed him, sliding her arms around his neck.

As their lips met, each of them had closed their eyes.

Then Aaron reached to his neck and unclasped her hands, before taking Beverly's right hand in his left and squeezing it gently, said to her, "Well, it looks like the rain's showing no signs of stopping. Shall we go now then?"

They’d left the clubs entrance and its relative sanctuary from the elements; and the rain had soaked the couple, as they ran laughing up the road, toward her home.

They had met, this was their now and the rest of the night was yet to come.



* * *



The Day After the Night



"Coffee?" Beverly asks.

She had noticed that he is awake and smiling, as he watches her sit with books on her lap and small half-frame reading glasses perched on the end of her nose.

It is now mid-morning.

"Wow," he exclaims, "and I actually do get a coffee."

"Sarky!" Beverly responds, swinging her slim legs around to the side of the bed and shuffling her feet into a pair of pink low heel fluffy mules.

Noticing Aaron stare at her footwear Beverly asks, "What's so interesting then?"

She bends at the waist, to pick up his shirt from where Aaron had dropped it the previous night. He smiles, admiring her taut, well-shaped buttocks and drawls, "Nice slippers, excellent view..."

In the doorway she turns her head to look at him from over her left shoulder.

There is a smile on her face.

"Tell me," she purred, "do you want to drink your coffee, or wear it?"

They both laugh, before she left the room.

Folding his hands behind his head Aaron closes his eyes, just a moment and within seconds he is asleep again.

He wakes bleary-eyed, as she calls, "Coffee? Toast? Or?"

Sitting, the duvet fell to his waist and momentarily he feels a little embarrassed at her seeing his body. Aaron smiles.

Rubbing at his eyes with the backs of his hands he looks to the bottom of the bed, where she stands tray in hand.

"Coffee, tea, or... me?" She asks this time, a little impatience in her voice.

He finds her manner and the question quite disarming and didn’t answer; instead he’d puzzled as how his shirt could look so good, acting to emphasise her shapely legs.

She set the tray down, saying, "How do you like it?"

He tried not to smirk and failed.

"Coffee." she emphasised, chastising his deliberate misunderstanding of a simple question with a frown.

"I didn't know whether you took milk, or sugar,” she says, adding, "So I brought both."

Beverly spoke hurriedly; surprised she should feel quite so self-conscious.

"Thank you," he responded "but I prefer it black and strong, with no sweeteners at all."

Then Aaron asks, "What time is it?"

"Er, it's..." she pauses, thinking she was being silly; then answers, "It was about ten past eleven, ten to fifteen minutes ago, when I was making this."

He finishes his coffee and sets the mug down on the floor by the side of the bed.

"Thanks for the coffee, it was really nice."

"Humph," Beverly snorts in reply.

Aaron says quickly, "Hey, I was telling the truth, I liked the coffee."

Momentarily very quiet, she says after a moment or two, "I brewed it fresh. I woke up before you."

She begins to walk toward the door, then to the window and back again, until finally Beverly stands before the small gap in the curtain.

"You don't remember do you?" she asks him, abruptly.

There is silence after she finishes speaking.

Then Aaron sighs, with resignation.

"Bev?"

"Beverly!" She snaps back.

"I do remember last night you know. We talked about a lot then."

"Yes that's true," she concedes. "But, maybe that was because you were trying to get into me?" She added.

"I did though, didn't I?" Aaron states, immediately regretting having said it.

"Men!" Beverly explodes, "That just proves what I'd thought, you're all the same!"

"Hey, that's not fair!" He protests, adding quickly, "Besides which, its inaccurate..."

"Why?" She asks, calmer and quite curious.

"I hadn't gone there last night to tap off..."

"Then why did you go?" Beverly queries.

"Because I had the money and the four walls were killing me..."

"Oh," She says quietly, struck by his honesty.

She looks at the world, through the gap in the curtains.

"But, that's not really important," she adds, a trace of annoyance in her voice, "I'd meant that you don't remember me, do you?"

"You mean before last night, don't you?" He enquires quizzically.

"Yes, that's right..." she replies, with enthusiasm; adding, "Well, do you?"

With furrowed brow, he brushes his long fringe back in place and stares at her face, intently. Aaron pauses, looking for what to say next, that wouldn't cause further offence, as he’d decided that he really liked her.

Finally, after several moments of silence he answers, "If I say 'no' does that mean I don't get breakfast?"

"That's not a straight answer."

"Er, do I have to be honest?"

"Yes."

"Then, no I don't."

"And I thought you might have, after getting to know me, again."

She sits on the end of the bed, her weight on her right hand as she leans forward, "I'd seen you during the day and when I saw you in the club I had to talk to you...

"Why?" He asks, intrigued.

"At school, I used to..." Beverly began, her head lowered, cheeks suffusing with blood.

"School?"

"Yes..." she says lifting her head a little, to look at him.

Looking down, he murmurs thoughtfully to himself, "School?"

He looks up again, saying to her, "That was awhile ago you know, a long while ago."

"You left in '76... I remember that," she declares, quietly.

"You remember that?" He responds, surprised.

"Yes," she admits, "I was a second year and..."

Beverly stands and walks to the table with the tray on. She pours coffee into a mug, which is handed to him, then one for herself, which she puts milk and one sugar in.

"Er, you were a second year...?" He asks, sipping at the hot drink.

"Yes," she answers, sitting once more on the end of the bed with her own drink in hand; "and I remember you, so well."

"Why?" He asks incredulously.

"I'm not too sure." She says quietly.

Then standing once more, Beverly walks toward the curtains and draws the drapes apart a little more.

As bright light shafts into the room, causing him to wince, she says slowly, in a faraway voice, "But, I do recall seeing you in the school-yard and thinking how much I wanted you to show interest in me. Huh, I even remember that I'd joined the school choir and the debating society, just because I'd wanted to be near you..."

She turns toward him and says quietly, "you were always so apart from the crowd. An individual. And, well I..."

Then she adds, "I thought you'd understand me."

"But I never noticed you, I'm sorry. And now this'll make things even worse, I know. But, I don't even know your surname. What is it?"

"It's Cox."

"Hang-on, I knew a Billy Cox. Not too well, but I knew him."

"He was my older brother..." She muttered.

"But, when we hung round his little sister was small and well... gawky with heavy glasses and..." she continues, as he sipped at the remains of his drink.

"Yes, okay, I don't need reminding," she snaps. "That was me. I've lost the weight. I grew and now I wear contacts..."

"Pardon?" He asks again, truly surprised now.

Still with her back toward him, she answers him, in a very soft voice, "Back then. That gawky little girl who followed you around was me and I loved you, with all my heart."

He swallows hard, then says again, "Pardon?"

"Once more, that's all..." she replied. He doesn't see the smile on her face.

"I loved you, with all my heart."

Crestfallen at this discovery and her admonishment, Aaron frowns in silence for nearly a full minute, before saying quietly, "I never knew."

"Yes, I know that, now," Beverly acknowledges, turning slowly toward him,

She takes his empty mug from him and walks over to the tray.

He watches Beverly pour two more mugs of steaming coffee, silently contemplating all that he has learnt.

"Look," he tells her finally, "You didn't want to be reminded how you used to look, did you?"

"No," she replies, handing him his drink.

"And I needed to be told that you'd been interested in me then..." he continues, "Well, now I'm the one who's interested in you. So please, bear with me, as I've got a question to ask."

"Go on?" she prompts, sipping her own coffee.

"Well, I want to know. Does the fact that I couldn't remember you from back then, preclude me from remembering you now?"

"Huh, what did you say? I'd like to think I'm pretty intelligent..." she begins, smiling a little. "But, I didn't understand a word you just said."

"Okay - fair comment, sorry. But, what I'm asking is whether yesterday could possibly be a pleasant memory, in years to come...?"

He pauses, allowing her to digest what he’s asked and then adds, "If you want, that is?"

"I don't know," Beverly tells him in a flat, matter-of-fact tone of voice, "I told you why you're here. But, that doesn't explain why I should want there to be a tomorrow, for us. I just wanted to know if you were what I thought you were, back then."

"And?" He asks, hesitant to hear the answer.

"I'd thought you were special," she says, her words drifting away, into the furthest recesses of her past, when she'd looked for something, or someone and found a young boy, who couldn't cope with the simple adoration she had shown him.

"That's why I'd trailed after you, like a lost puppy. Like I said, I'd just wanted to be noticed... like I noticed you, in the street and at then at the club."

Mortified by her statement, Aaron notices a wide smile on her face with puzzlement.

"Well that was then and this is now," she tells him, having poured their drinks and walking toward the bed.

Then she adds, "But I'm not who I was then..."

Beverly reaches forward with her right hand to caress the side of his face, saying to him, "It's almost a pity, but what interested me then doesn't now."

"Tell me, what you mean, please?"

"It's simple. I'd thought you were alone and understood how I felt."

"Yes, and?" He prompts.

"Well, since then I've learnt. We're all on our own, no matter who we are, where we are, or who we're with."

Her voice sounds cold. He hears this.

"You sound like my coffee," Aaron tells her, very seriously.

She looks at him puzzled and asks, "What do you mean?"

He looks straight at her, quiet.

Then Aaron smiles, answering, "Bitter."

In response, Beverly takes his right hand gently in hers and their eyes connect.

"I don't know what you mean," she tells him, in a sing-song voice.

"Oh you do,' he suggests, "I'm sure you do."

Their eyes meeting, the flesh of hand upon hand and his answer, all serve to make her smile, once again at a memory.

"Perhaps you are that boy and I'm that girl, but time has passed by and now we're grown up..." Beverly says wistfully, finishing her top-up.

"Yes, but..." he splutters, surprised again.

"But nothing: The past is what it is. Maybe you did understand then, but what is there to understand now?"

"You need company, someone who will listen?" He suggests.

"Yes," she snaps, pulling her hand from his, "but that's what we all want isn't it?'

"Yes it is," Aaron responds, reaching toward Beverly for her hand, adding, "it's what we all want."

She pulls her hand away from his, suddenly annoyed.

"You lot annoy me," she fumes. "You say that you'll be there and then when you're needed..."

"That's it," he thunders, "I've had enough."

He stands, holding the duvet over his body with one hand, reaching for his jeans with the other, as Beverly looks at him, mystified.

"You brought me here and we had a good night, I think. Then ever since I woke up you've given me nothing but stick."

He pulls on his jeans, beneath the duvet.

"Well, I've had enough, simple."

"You seem wound up," she states, smiling.

"Sheesh girl," he counters, "it's you who wound me up."

"All I wanted to do was talk, that's all!" Beverly exclaims defensively.

He stands, allowing the duvet to fall to the floor.

Then Aaron zips his jeans, saying, "You just haven't listened to me, at all..."

"But..."

"And, Ms: Cox, I'm not willing to argue the point anymore."

"It's Beverly... and I just wanted you to understand..."

"Lady," he interjects, "don't you think I've heard enough? Please, don't make me the scapegoat for something in your past."

"Aaron, don't be like that," she pleads.

"Like I said, I think that you've got issues in your past you still need to work out..."

"Pardon?" Beverly explodes.

"I just said..."

"I heard you..."

"Well, when we talked last night I thought..."

"You'd thought," Beverly retorts, "you'd thought... That'd mean that you had a brain-cell more than most men use... and... "

"Hey,” Aaron starts defensively, "I'd thought we were talking about you and I?"

"We were..." Beverly answers.

Then she pauses a moment, before saying, "So, about my past, where did you dig up that pearl of wisdom?"

Aaron stares at his hands, on the knees of his black jeans.

"I could say you were mixing your metaphors," he mumbles, annoyed at having been made to feel guilty for something he had no control over, her past and present.

His grip on his knees tightens and he grits his teeth.

"Hey, less of the sarcasm alright?" Aaron exclaims, standing to face her.

"Sorry," she tells him, in a tone that suggests she isn’t.

"Whoop-de-do, words that's all they are," he's on a roll, his anger having risen and finally he says, "You've talked and talked... almost like you didn't want to hear what anyone else might want to say."

"Like you, now," she counters, very quietly, turning away from him.

Compared to his raised voice, hers is quiet, as she says aloud,

"I think you're over-reacting!"

"I'm what?" he shouts, "I heard that! Me, over-react?"

Then Aaron adds quickly, "Lady, will you take my shirt off and I'll be gone."

"Why?"

Stumped, he looks at the young woman open mouthed, before saying, "Ms... er, Beverly, let me put it like this..."

Aaron pauses, to add emphasis to what he says, "I was a loner at school. Now, I feel bullied and I want to go. I want to be alone."

"You don't mean that really... really?" Beverly asks.

"In one syllable... yes."

"Oh,” she responds, looking to her feet.

He reaches for his shoes and socks.

"So okay, maybe yes, maybe not," he mutters as he ties his shoelaces.

Then Aaron looks to her and says, "I liked you, I really did. But, this... ?"

She hears the sadness in his voice and reaches toward his face.

Then Beverly finds herself both surprised and hurt when he visibly flinches.

"I'd only been looking for that connection," she tells him sadly.

"Yeah," Aaron mutters in response, "aren't we all..."

She hears his words and the tone in which he speaks.

"You did understand after all..." Beverly suddenly exclaims, smiling and adding "you did understand."

Suddenly her face darkens and Beverly began to pace the room once again, suddenly feeling extremely confined.

Aaron sat, aware that he wasn't going to get his shirt back, yet.

Then, in a soft, dreamlike voice, her quietly spoken words are easily heard, as she says,

"I remember that faraway look in your eyes. They said... "

She means to say 'so much.'

Beverly wants to tell him how good it had felt; knowing someone, 'out there' had seemed to understand. But instead, her words drift into silence.

It had all been so many years ago... so many years of 'if onlies.'

Suddenly Beverly steps toward the curtain, pulling them apart.

"It's not fair!" she exclaims, as sunlight fills the room.

"Easy, " he says to her in a gentle voice.

He repeats the word several times, to try and assuage her temper.

Aaron wants to placate her and ease her emotional crisis somehow, but he doesn't know how.

He stands slowly and walks behind her, as Beverly begins to weep silently.

"Hey, it's okay... y'know?" He says, unaware how lame this sounds.

"Words, just words," she murmurs, so quietly he can hardly hear.

Then, she stares unblinking, recalling the pain of the loneliness she'd felt.

He steps forward and very carefully Aaron holds her, holding her gently by the shoulders. She does not flinch at his touch.

"Let go... just let it go..." he whispers gently in her ear.

Beverly stands looking out, her mind elsewhere, still conscious of his hands on her shoulders and how gentle they felt and she recalls that the previous night he had been a considerate lover.

He tightens his embrace just a little, to assure her that he is here, now.

Aaron feels her breathing ease a little, until he asks,

"You could try, y'know? ..." He says softly, adding, "Have you tried?"

"Can't..." Beverly says quietly, then suddenly she turns in his arms, eyes blazing: "'Have I tried?' Of course I have," she spits out, annoyed he should ask, and after all that she'd said.

Now she cries.

And what begins as a tear soon becomes many, as a lot of frustration is suddenly released, all at once.

Her hands, held at her sides, clench into fists and with head looking down, Beverly sobs, from the heart.

"Hey, easy," he murmurs, softly, "I was just..."

"Just what?" Beverly bites.

"Aaron steps closer, carefully enfolding her in his a gentle hug.

It isn't sexual, although the embrace is intimate.

She senses his intent is honest, that he wishes to comfort her and she does not baulk at this display of familiarity.

Aaron feels the beating of her heart and hears the rapidity of her breathing.

Slowly the flow of tears ceases and Beverly relaxes a little in his arms.

"I told you... I wanted to understand..." He murmurs quietly, his chin on her head, which rests on his left shoulder.

"I know..." she sniffles, pulling away from away from his arms.

"I know..." she sniffles again, before adding softly, "I know... But... I was just so caught up in how I felt, I didn't hear you..."

"It happens," he tells her, brushing at her hair with gentle fingers.

Together they look out of the window.

He shivers a little, which Beverly feels.

"Do you want your shirt?" She asked.

"Well, I would say no," he began, "Because I figure it looks better on you..."

'There,' he thought, 'I've told her.'

"But," Aaron continued, "if I'd got my shirt back on and you were warm beneath the duvet, I could go downstairs and make us a coffee, or tea?"

He kisses her neck. Then, slowly Beverly turns, still in his arms.

She wraps her arms around his neck and their lips meet in a lingering kiss.

Then as they part from the embrace Beverly looks to Aaron and smiles.

Then with her head down, she looks up to him coyly, unbuttoning the shirt.

He watches her undo the top two buttons, before asking:

"So, I've forgotten, how do you like it?"

She lifts her face to watch his, as she undoes another button.

"Hot and sweet," she answers.

They both grin.

Then Beverly finishes undressing, before getting back into bed and pulling the duvet up to her neck.

"I'm ready," she announces, in a light almost girlish voice.

He picks up the breakfast tray smiling ruefully.

Then, Aaron leaves the bedroom muttering, "Yes, so am I. But, I'll get the coffee instead..."





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[A re-post: originally in 'Stories']


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SinginGhost88
SinginGhost88
02:28 Jun 04 2012

Heh this is familiar :P





 

Red River Searchers

11:52 Jun 02 2012
Times Read: 813


'I still remember how it was. That light-headedness, like a mild euphoria, as the blackness filled my vision. Then there'd been a stinging slap to the side of my face.

"Open your eyes an drink..." She had snapped at me, her light voice turning abrasive, as she drew me to alertness.

It had been her eyes that had drawn me back, not her command.

Her eyes, dancing with wildness, she'd told me in that light sing-song voice I'd heard from behind me in the alley-way, "Drink of the red river of Life..."

Abruptly, Mistress had put her hand to her bloody mouth as she suppressed laughter.

Then she'd bitten, and torn at her flesh...

And, supporting her left wrist, as she knelt to my left side, she offered me her blood, dripping from the wound she had rent open with sharp canine teeth.

"Drink... Drink of the red river of Life..." she had intoned.

I'd clutched at her hand and arm I'd brought the source of the red river to my lips and instead of sipping, I drank.

"He'll take too much," I'd heard another voice, a Londoner, "leave him Lover, we have to go before the Peelers come find us."

And, as she drew her wrist from my grasp I look to see a young woman in silken finery kneeling by me: "As the child was Sired, she sired a child."

Again, the sing-song voice.

At that was the night I'd been re-borne.

Oh yes, I'd had three nights of hell as the cramps turned my guts inside out. And then the journey's had begun, as the two of them had dragged me across Europe, then onto a ship, where we'd travelled en state as it were, our coffins in the hold, as Mistress had dragged us to America, to continue her search for Her Maker, Her Angel.'





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[A re-post: originally in 'Stories']


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