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At the moment I feel lost. So confused. I had my life sorted and its all up in the air now.

I had a decent job I liked. But now because of some things I don't think I can go back to being a care assistant.

I always thought about my job. Loved it.

But it was the only thing I loved.

I ignored my friends, love life, everything. And for what? For people I worked with to accuse me of abuse.

Now I find myself questioning everything.

Who I am?

Why am I alone?

Why dont I like anyone?

I always put my job first.

Now it feels like I really do have nothing.

People think I'm only good at care and everything that I should stick to it but how can I?

Maybe I'm caring but the thing is I just don't want to do it anymore.

I just cant. I'm not giving up but it just feels like a knife has ripped everything I knew, leaving me with nothing left.



Dont coment this if you dont know me please.

Thanx

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Angelus
16:24 Apr 01 2011

told you.. I know exactly how you feel...



one can only do as feels right, when one feels like this.

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