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Another wonderful day in the world of 911... How is it that a job where you are immersed in trauma is comforting compared to the life away from work? All I can say is thank goodness for good friends, meditation, and.. oh yeah... vodka!



hehehe :-)

I just got back from the Dr.'s office with the most ridiculous diagnosis I have ever heard of.. I have cried so much lately that I have "clogged" my tear duct.. ?? What?? That's possible?? I have had some strange things happen to me, but this is the wierdest.. only me...

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dabbler
01:38 Feb 23 2008

It can cause infection as well.

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Its starts with a simple caress

and then a gentle hug

an embrace that lingers

a sigh that escapes

a sudden feeling of peace

a loss of time and space

a desire to not move

not breathe

not break the moment..



This is what it is to be held by you....

Just for today.. I will see myself through your eyes



Just for today.. I will hold my head up and be proud of the entire "me"



Just for today.. I will be secure in my skin

Promise to Silver..



Just for today... I will not anger



Just for today... I will not worry



Just for today... I will thank my parents, teachers, and friends for all that I have and all that I am



Just for today... I will live my life honestly



Just for today... I will thank my higher power for all that I have and all that I am

If I hear one more person say "hang in there" or "Your time will come" I feel I will lose the last little shred of sanity that I clutch.. Who cursed humanity with this joke called "love".. Love causes pain, it causes tears, it causes fear, uncertaintity, jealousy, heartache, turmoil, distrust.. Why is it every time I allow myself to feel it, it causes the recipient to flee? Why do I continue to slip back down into that pit, when I swear "Never again"...