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So, I've been working on taking pain away, and I also found a new way to expell that energy...

I made a jar that traps energy inside it, so as I burn a candle on top of the jar, I am filling the candle with the energy that I took away from the person with the pain.

And the candle burns it pushes the energy inside the jar, and it can't escape bc of the contents inside.

I can ground out the energy, but I'm not always in a situation where I can do that, so this is the next best thing.

As a witch I was taught to bubble, bubbling keeps you protected from unwanted energy. So I researched what each colored bubble protected you from.

So as a vampyre I was trying to control feeding off people, so I decided to bubble before bed so I won't keep feeding off my beloved.

I woke up feeling like I was chocking, desiccating, drained, dying, was sick. I cut myself off from ALL energy, the very thing that keeps me living and healthy. Bubbling never affected me before, but as my vampyre side awakens, my body runs differently.

And as a starseed vampyre in in a world and a environment that's not mine. I've adapted by feeding off of energy as a whole, I'm not suppose to cut myself off. I'm not your earthly vampyre.

I need energy from all energy sources, ppl, animals elements, trees , plants, etc. I need it all to survive.

Never again, that was the worse feeling ever. That was this morning, and I still have not recovered 100%

I have to retrain myself from my witch teachings...I'm not a witch.
I can teach other witches with my witch knowledge, but I myself can't practice those methods ...lord this is hard...but, now ik

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CorvusUmbra
23:43 Dec 03 2021

Have you tried rooting while bubbling so that way you can cut yourself from other people's energy but still gain it from the earth or shy, there is even the black cosmos you can gain energy from?

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CorvusUmbra
23:44 Dec 03 2021

*sky

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Ambyre
01:35 Dec 04 2021

🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯, black cosmos?!

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My beloved is in excruciating pain from having endometriosis in her uterus, every month she lays in bed, in tears of agony and misery.

A few days ago I thought, if I can feed off of energy, what if I can take pain away, but I'm alrdy think I belong in the looney bin so I quickly dismissed the thought.

But to see her in agony breaks my heart, to see her lose sleep breaks my heart. After watching some Netflix until I was tired enough to lay down...I lay down next to her.

She pulls my hand over her uterus, the pressure helps...I felt my hand pulsing pulling energy from her, I thought I was gonna hurt her but she kept my hand there as if she knew what I was capable of.

About 20 mins later, her pain was completely gone and she was able to sleep after hours of tossing and turning. Wow, I'm baffled
. The thought of transferring this energy into the earth came to me.

When I get off work, this is what I shall do. I'm sure holding onto painful energy for to long isn't good, I alrdy feel the affects of it.
As I went to sleep, something supernatural was happening but I can't explain, before I went to sleep fully I felt myself choking, gasping for air. I'm sure it's this painful energy taking affect.

Being a vampyre isn't the only thing the universe has thrown at me, I'm also a dark being, light was put inside me during creation, but I wasn't made with it...my creator was a very very dark source. I was created to be a biological weapon, destroyer of worlds. To keep evil and chaos circling around, but somewhere along the way, something changed. Don't ask me what because I do not know.

But somewhere along the way, I lost my sense of power, divinity, dignity, strength. I became depressed, suicidal, weak, a regular human being. Somewhere along the way, I lost who I was. And for aeons I struggled with doubt, karma, loneliness, hate, pain, agony, abandonment, guilt. Baggage.

But, somewhere along the way, I gained a conscious, goodness, heart, sovereignty. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a dark being, and it's a struggle to not just turn off my humanity and pluck off every annoying inconvenient prick on this planet. It took me a long time to control my temper, my mindset, my thirst for blood and revenge.

Being a dark being is a struggle, but everyday I remember exactly how strong I am to not fall into old habits. Somewhere along the way, the universe is finding me worthy and letting me know who I am, and letting me have my sense of power back, w/o my power I'm nothing
I will not lose it again.