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Everything is falling apart

I thought I knew you

but you have changed

you're different now

more distant, removed



I never see you anymore

you're always gone

I wish I could talk to you

but there's always something going on

I miss you constantly



Where is the one I fell in love with

where is the horribly bored man

the one who had nothing better to do

than talk on the phone for hours on end

Have you left forever



Everythings busy now

I'm second maybe third on your list

I'm penciled in on a full schedule

I get a few minutes then you have to go

everything else is more important



it never used to be like this

you used to love me unconditionally

I came first or a very close second

but I always understood

Now you're gone



What should I do

I don't like this

I want to be with you

but it can't be like this

I miss you



Do you even know how much this hurts me?

When you bitch someone out

when you're in a bad mood

and you say something stupid

and a little bit rude

but you can't take it back

for pride sake

but it means a followthrough

that feels like a stake

that is pressed through your heart

and you know is through theirs

but you told them the truth

even though it was blunt

but you have to wonder what truth is worth

then you want to send a curse

to this stupid man that invented love

or to the man who choose who is your one

and you know it's a man

because it's a stupid idea

that might just work

if a women helped to plan

but back to the point

what can I do

with one decision

I have to pick

number 1 or 2

either way someones hurt

but I can't think of that

I have to think what's best for me

I picked one already

I hope that was right

I really do care for him

but I cared for the other

this is too confusing

I don't know why I bother

I'll stick with the one I've got

till he gives me a reason not

then I'll go back

to see if a patch will mend

the heart that I busted

this is the end.