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Death is a welcome thing

I usher Him in and the peace He brings

If I live to tomorrow

I will tell you how I feel

I stare Death in the face

I laugh at His smile

so out of place

I watch as He unveils His knife

I pray that He takes my life

I laugh as He pulls it across my arm

the blood trickles down

I feel the release and I beg for more

I hope He will make it slow

the pain feels good and helps releive stress

All the days events released into the night

never will they bother me again

the blade moves across my skin

and writes a name

the name of him

I didn't expect this to be my torture

He will not let me die

I beg Him to finish it then and there

He smiles and laughs

He doesn't care

He walks away leaving a painful reminder

A love that left

his name stays with me

My only way to remember him

remember him through the pain

the pain he caused

the love he did not share

I loved him once

he did not care

he threw me away

like a leaf in the wind

and to him I'll return

never again.