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DJ Project feat Giulia - Prima noapte (Official Video)
07:42 May 26 2014
Times Read: 598

I absolutely love Giulia Anghelescu (The girl with the wavy hair) and Elena Baltagon (The girl with the straight hair, also known as Ellie White.) I make it a point to integrate myself with local artists, and, being Romanian, I would always go to their performances. :) They're such sweet ladies.

















E prima ora din prima zi

E greu fara tine nu pot minti

Tu ai fost totul si puteai fi

E prima vara din primul an

Azi numai ploaia imi bate la geam

Si imi aminteste cat te iubeam

Nu reusesc sa ma desprind

E un univers care vrea sa ma sting

Ma prinde teama si incep sa te strig



Ref:

E prima noapte cand imi e frig

Bratele tale nu ma pot incalzi

Un suflet rece eu nu pot iubi

E prima ora din prima zi

E greu fara tine nu pot minti

Tu ai fost totul si puteai fi

E prima vara din primul an

Azi numai ploaia imi bate la geam

Si imi aminteste cat te iubeam

Nu reusesc sa ma desprind

E un univers care vrea sa ma sting

Ma prinde teama si incep sa te strig



Ref:

E prima noapte cand imi e frig

Bratele tale nu ma pot incalzi

Lola Yuldasheva - Love me (Official music video)
07:35 May 26 2014
Times Read: 599

AMAZING song!!







Ko’zimga o’zga ko’rinmas,

Bir seni hayoling tinmas,

Go’yoki o’zim-o’zimmas,

Love me, love me, love me.



Yuragim shoshar sen tomon,

Lekin chegaralar yomon,

Bizni tushunmaslar har on,

Love me, love me, love me.



Axir bu o’nglarim tushmas,

Go’yo sevish mumkin emas,

Bizchalik hech kim sevolmas,

Love me, love me, love me.

Hech kim yo’lim to’solmas…



Hech kim tushunmaydi,

Bizni tushunmaydi,

Axir sevamiz bir-birimizni

Telbalarcha ikkimizni.



Hech kim tushunmaydi,

Hech kim tushunmaydi,

Hech kim tushunmaydi,

Hech kim tushunmaydi…



(Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me…)



Mayli bizni tushunmaslar,

Mayli sevgimiz bilmaslar,

Ayrishdan chekinmaslar,

Love me, love me, love me.



Chalinar yoqimli rington,

Seni ovozingla har tong,

Uygonib takrordir har on,

Love me, love me, love me.

Hech kim yo’lim to’solmas…



Hech kim yo’lim to’solmas…

Lola Yuldasheva - Qaytmaydi
07:29 May 26 2014
Times Read: 600






Endi uzundan uzun tunlarga,

Hamrohman tinmay qarab.

Balki, yetkazar deya so’zlarim,

Turarman seni so’rab.

Sen esa ketding, dilim anglamay,

Sevgim dilimda qoldi.

Senla bo’lgan bu orzularimda,

Endi mazmun yo’qoldi.



Endi ko’zlaringni sog’insam ham,

Tunlar osmonimda ko’rinmaydi.

Endi o’zga meni o’ylasa ham,

Yurak senla ketgan, u qaytmaydi.



Endi ko’zlaringni sog’insam ham,

Tunlar osmonimda ko’rinmaydi.

Endi o’zga meni yo’qlasa ham,

Yurak senla ketgan, u qaytmaydi.



Yana dilim to’lib armonlarga,

Bir seni sog’inaman.

Yurgan yo’limda bir seni o’ylab,

Sog’inchdan ovunaman!

Atrofimda namoyon visoling,

Go’yo, sen yonimdasan.

Senla yaralgan sevgim qasriga,

Bilgin tanho qolasan!



Endi ko’zlaringni sog’insam ham,

Tunlar osmonimda ko’rinmaydi.

Endi o’zga meni o’ylasa ham,

Yurak senla ketgan, u qaytmaydi.



Endi ko’zlaringni sog’insam ham,

Tunlar osmonimda ko’rinmaydi.

Endi o’zga meni o’ylasa ham,

Yurak senla ketgan, u qaytmaydi.



Endi ko’zlaringni sog’insam ham,

Tunlar osmonimda ko’rinmaydi.

Endi o’zga meni yo’qlasa ham,

Yurak senla ketgan, u qaytmaydi

Besa Kokedhima - Ederlezi
07:22 May 26 2014
Times Read: 602






This is a Balkan (?) Gypsy song regarding the holiday Ederlezi, also known as St. George's Day.

Regardless of my skin tone, my Roma blood is not of this group, sadly.



Sa me amala oro kelena

Oro kelena, dive kerena

Sa o Roma daje

Sa o Roma babo babo

Sa o Roma o daje

Sa o Roma babo babo Ederlezi, Ederlezi

Sa o Roma daje



Sa o Roma babo, e bakren chinen

A me chorro, dural vesava

Romano dive, amaro dive

Amaro dive, Ederlezi



Sa o Roma babo, e bakren chinen

Sa o Roma babo babo

Sa o Roma o daje

Sa o Roma babo babo

Ederlezi, Ederlezi

Sa o Roma daje





Translation:



All the Roma, Mother

Are sacrificing lambs

We are poor

I live far away..



All the Roma, Mother

Our holiday

Our holiday

Hederlezi



All the Roma, Mother

All the Roma are singing

All the Roma are dancing

They are sacrificing lambs.



All the Roma, Father

All the Roma, oh Mother

All the Roma, Father

Hederlezi, Hederlezi

All the Roma, Mother.

Regarding Blaze and Nikki and Vlad
05:23 May 26 2014
Times Read: 630

Edit: Dear Blaze/xDrakkar/Heyokha: Please stop abusing Nikki? You aren't Ike, and she sure as hell isn't Tina Turner. Yes, I know how delicious it would be to slap this bitch silly, And I, of all people, who finds violence towards women repulsive and utterly low, Ike is a man, not a boy, and Tina has class. Please don't emulate these two lives the way you both have tried to steal the images and identities of others. :) Thanks so much.





Edit: These three have run out of excuses for their abhorrent behavior. Yes, we are all entitled to bad days. Why, just recently, I allowed myself 5 glorious minutes of imagining crushing these racist bastards into a bloody pulp!! But those five minutes have passed, sadly, but it was such a delicious notion.



These three make it a habit to give others a bad day. Strangely, after realising and learning just how crazy they truly are, I am utterly calm.





Hello you three I know for damn-certain that you're reading this. The title alone must have brought you here.



Anyway, introduction to pathetic fucktards alone, this is for the rest of you, you know, the people who aren't lowlife scum like these three are. The ones with honor and integrity and make this website enjoyable.



It's obvious that these the first two are fake as all fuck. Come ON, everyone knows this. They accuse others of what they themselves are. You guys don't honesty think those pictures are them, do you? No, you most certainly do not. And while Vlad doesn't really do much other than give poor ratings, he is negligible for this portion of the entry, only included to show just how worthless he is.





These people will stoop to absolutely laughably-low standards, such as creating profiles just to use laughable racist terms that they so obviously have NOT looked at. I'm sorry, but how could a Russian man of Romanian, Romani and Turkish descent be considered a 'Nigger'. I've never been considered ignorant either. If I were, I'd be fooled by their elementary attacks. So they got that wrong too.



Am I pissed? No.

Do I know they will continue? Of course.

Do I know they will try to drive me away as they drove away my brother? Of course.

Will it fail? Miserably.





See, there are a lot of people like these three retards on this website. (Sorry to the people who actually are mentally retarded, you are worth your weight in gold compared to these three scumbags.) There always will be. Just to balance it out, I suppose.



Doesn't mean we have to acknowledge their existence. Blaze what? Nikki huh? Vlad who?? Exactly. Any room these three are in together should be considered empty.





My advice? Why let their negativity affect you? You only give them power. And I for one think they've had more than they were entitled to.



These people so obviously have mental problems.



Blaze is absolutely abusive in Person, a jerk, a crackpot, a little boy, and he sure as fuck isn't Native.



Nikki is just absolutely nuts. I don't even know what to say that could explain it better than that.



And Vlad, dear, detestable, despicable Vlad. I don't even know what to say about this fool that hasn't already been said.





So in closing: This website does not contain these three. Their actions and profiles are no longer here. At least not for us.



Who's with me?

Mandragora Scream
17:58 May 25 2014
Times Read: 657

I absolutely LOVE Morgan Lacroix. Not because she's fucking amazing, but because she's a good person. A great person. A beautiful person.



Luciferland





Medusa





Dark Lantern

Nevesta Nenevestnaya
08:17 May 24 2014
Times Read: 681






This is sung in Slavonic, a language used by the Russian Orthodox Church.

So in regards to Vlad...
07:20 May 22 2014
Times Read: 735

....And his mostly-likely intentionally suspended profile, it has come to my attention that he rates people 1's while he receives no ratings, no retribution, nothing.



What if we all of us simply block him? Surely with hundreds of people who block him will make his steady rise to 'Sire' turn to a screeching halt? A 'snails' pace' would be like lightening in comparison.



Who's with me?

Ayarkhaan - Dedication to Kudai Bakhsy
19:16 May 21 2014
Times Read: 745








Admittedly, I am unfamiliar with a lot of the Turkish deities, however, I am familiar with Kudai Bakshy.



This video is confusing, but it becomes significantly less-so if you think of a few things:



Kudaibakhsy is the name of the Underworld for Blacksmiths. Those you see hammering at the Earth are the souls of dead Blacksmiths.



The Man on the throne is Kudai Bakhshy, the Spirit of the Smiths, and an underworld Deity, also known as K'daai Malqit.



I am unfamiliar with what the Moon Goddess represents.



Ayarhaan have no significant role, they are the storytellers.

Ayarkhaan and Yuliyana Krivoshapkina
05:50 May 21 2014
Times Read: 766

My sacred friends singing Traditional Sakha Folk Music from Yakutia, Siberia, our home..I believe the language if Yakutian Turkish.









Yuliyana Krivoshapkina, a newer friend, but someone I have come to admire and even care deeply for. A beautiful Yakut Tengrist/Shaman, also from my home of Yakutsk/Yaukia.

I am pleased to return.
04:46 May 20 2014
Times Read: 800

So I did return to the Rave at the insistence of several friends of mine. I didn't intend to stay very long, what with a rocky start with an utter fucking wanker who I don't feel the need to name, he knows who he is, I believe I am slowly-but-surely getting back into the swing of things, and now that more of my time is my own, now that modeling and Military days are behind me, for the moment, I can focus on taking some time for myself.



VampireRave was a haven for me when I was a young man in his early-20's. I remember so many things about it, fewer levels, The Conservatory (Spent a lovely evening arguing with a sitebot.), so many of the old timers, falling in love mutual love with quite a few of the VR members of both genders as I am very much Pansexual, and finding my happiness when my life was utter hell.



Why did I give in and return to this website?



Kismet. Fate. Destiny? Perhaps.



However, I am very much interested in seeing what lies in store for me. New people to meet, new friends -- Family -- To join my growing circle.



I am happy. And I have forgotten that I loved this place for the past nearly-10 years...



I feel like any other man feels when he has come home. And I am extremely pleased that this place has lasted for so long.



We will thrive together, my friends.. Always.



Or at least as long as the Site Finances are paid. ;)

I am Home.
12:37 May 18 2014
Times Read: 822

The hour is late, the wind is howling, it is a perfect night. How fortunate I feel to live in the Winterlands of Siberia. When the cool, crisp air caresses my nude torso, I truly feel exhilarated. I have been so long away from my home. In truth, I was afraid to return. Would I be seen as an outsider? An imposter trying to reclaim the Ways of Tengri? Would I look like a fool trying to play the Khomus, or would I remember the old ways, and be embraced the way I was in my youth?

I have been away from my home far too long. Hong Kong, it was good to me, but this, nothing can compare to coming home. I've missed watching the Wolves run free, coming so near as if they desire to investigate me. I wish they would grant me their friendship as they did before. But there will be time. There will be all the time in the world. For now, I am home.

And the Spirit of Tengri shall once more find His home within my spirit.