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My name is Dewey, It's not my birth name but it's the name I go by. I am 53, 5'9", light blonde hair with green eyes. I am the proud mother of two of the most amazing girls, they make my life worth living. My girls are 30 and 26; it's amazing how fast the years go by. But, no matter how old they get or how tall they grow, they are and will always be my babies..*Smiles*... I live on Long Island, about an hour outside of Manhattan. I love to take the train into the City with my daughters and walk around, It's always so alive and exciting... I am very shy when meeting new people, but once I get to know you I'm loud, crazy, and always laughing (I love to laugh). I don't do drugs and drink on occasion, so laughing is my high. I'm a very caring person and a trusting and loyal friend. At times I can be very stubborn and bitchy (but aren't we all sometimes?). I have very low self-esteem and can be extremely critical of myself. I am my own worst enemy... I don't like people that are fake or pretend to be something other than what they are. I am a very honest person and I hide nothing, I am who I am you either like me or you don't, and if you don't, oh well, life goes on.... My sister Bizzygurl introduced me to VampireRave. I'm not a vampire or gothic, I just enjoy dark and mystical things. I like that there is a diverse group of people here on VR and hope to make a few new friends.
 Spending time with my family (especially my daughters), Music music music!, Going to concerts, Singing, Reading, Camping, Walking on the beach, Kissing (nothing like a really good kiss), Long haired guys, Snuggling, Honesty, Laughter, Cruisin' in my car with the windows down and the music crankin', Walking in the snow catching snowflakes on my tongue, Sunsets, Thunderstorms, Candles, Old Muscle Cars, Chocolate I could OD on it, Angels and Faeries, Tattoos.
Favorite Colors: Pink and Purple.
I love music it evokes so many emotions and memories. I listen to many different genres of music. If it's good, I will listen to it. Although I am and have always been partial to rock..
Here is a sample of what I like to listen to.
-A-
AC/DC
Aerosmith
AFI
Alanis Morissette
Alice in Chains
Anthrax
-B-
Bad Company
Beastie Boys
Pat Benatar
Billy Joel
Black Crowes
Black Sabbath
Blind Melon
Blue October
Blues Travelers
Bon Jovi
Body Count
Buckcherry
Bush
-C-
Candlebox
Johnny Cash
Circle Jerks
-D-
Days of the New
Disturbed
3 Doors Down
-E-
Eagles
Elton John
Elvis Presley
Eminem
Evans Blue
Evanescence
-F-
Fleetwood Mac
Flyleaf
Foo Fighters
Foreigner
-G-
Godsmack
Green Day
Guns and Roses
Gwen Stefani
-H-
Hawthorne Heights
HIM
-I-
Incubus
Iron Maiden
-J-
Jane's Addiction
Jethro Tull
Jewel
Judas Priest
-K-
Kid Rock
Kiss
Korn
-L-
Led Zepplin
Linkin Park
Lit
Lynyrd Skynyrd
-M-
Matchbox Twenty
Megadeth
Metallica
Motley Crue
My Chemical Romance
-N-
Nickelback
NIN
No Doubt
NWA
-O-
Offspring
Ozzy Osbourne
-P-
Panic! At the Disco
Pantera
Papa Roach
Pearl Jam
Pink
Pink Floyd
Public Enemy
Puddle of Mudd
-Q-
Queen
-R-
Rage Against the Machine
Ratt
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
REM
Rush
-S-
Saliva
Sebastian Bach
Seether
Shinedown
Skid Row
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Soundgarden
Staind
Stevie Nicks
Stone Temple Pilots
Suicidal Tendencies
System of a Down
-T-
The Doors
Three Days Grace
Tool
Trapt
-V-
Van Halen
(w/David Lee Roth)
Music=Life
 I enjoy watching movies.. whether I go out to the theatre or rent a movie and stay home. I love that I can escape from reality for a while,
even if it is for only an hour or two.
I like all genres of movies.
Here's some of the movies I enjoy..
-A-
A Bronx Tale
A walk to remember
Animal House
Arthur
-B-
Bram Stoker's Dracula
-C-
Cheech & Chong
Constantine
-E-
Edward Scissorhands
-F-
Fast Times at Ridgemont High
Fight Club
Final Destination (1 & 2)
Finding Nemo
-G-
13 Ghosts
Goodfellas
-H-
Harry Potter
Hills have Eyes
House of Wax
-I-
Interview with a Vampire
-L-
Ladder 49
Leathal Weapon trilogy
Lord of the Rings trilogy
-M-
Meet Joe Black
My Big Fat Greek Wedding
My Cousin Vinny
-N-
Nightmare Before Christmas
Nothing to lose
-P-
Pirates of the Caribbean
Pretty Woman
Psycho
-R-
Rocky Horror Picture Show
-S-
Saving Private Ryan
Shawshank Redemption
Silence of the Lambs
Silent Hill, Singles
Sixteen Candles
Sixth Sense
-T-
The Breakfast Club
The Crow
The Green Mile
The Godfather trilogy
The Notebook
The Shining
There's something about Mary
-U-
Underworld
Underworld Evolution
-V-
Van Helsing
-W-
Wedding Crashers
What dreams may come
I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, that myth is more potent than history. I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts - that hope always triumphs over experience - that laughter is the only cure for grief. And I believe that love is stronger than death.
-The Crow
 I don't usually watch alot of tv because I'm either working, spending time with my girls, or playing on the computer.. but when I do these are a few of the shows I enjoy watching.
Grey's Anatomy
Las Vegas
Law and Order
(SVU & CI)
Criss Angel - Mind Freak
UFC
Family Guy
The Sopranos
American Choppers
Miami Ink
American Idol
(yeah, I know, I'm a geek!)
Charmed
That 70's Show
Will & Grace
Sex in the City
And I like to watch
Animal Planet
 I have always enjoyed reading. As a young child I would ride my bike to the library, take out a stack of books, and sit and read for hours. I always had my nose buried in a book. Lately though I haven't had the time to read as much as I would like..
A few Authors I like:
Anne Rice
Carol Goodman
Danielle Steel
Stephen King..
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Some of the Books I've Read:
The Vampire Chronicles
Lives of the Mayfair Witches
The Ghost Orchid
Lake of Dead Languages
Dream Catcher
The Green Mile
The 5 people you meet in heaven
Summer Sisters
Tara Road
All the Harry Potter books
*Note: I just finished reading The Drowning Tree, by Carol Goodman.. Great book!
I Am...
a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, an aunt, a niece, a cousin, a mother, and a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am sweet and a bitch, innocent and sexy. I am strong and I have weaknesses. I am light and dark. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you, but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to.. Love Me.
~Just a few of my favorite quotes~
(None of these quotes are my own)
"The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along."
-Maulana Jalalu'ddin Rumi
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"Choose your Love wisely. Love your choice always."
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"Pure Love is a willingness to give without a thought of receiving anything in return."
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""Life is like a dick, when it gets hard, f*ck it."
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"Save your breath.. You'll need it to blow up your date!"
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"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."
-Aristotle
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"Find the person who will love you because of your differences, not in spite of them and you have found a lover for life."
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"Love is blind. Sometimes it is also deaf and retarded."
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"He who laughs last, thinks slowest!"
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"Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile!"
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"For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it."
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"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is
the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides...
The Beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows."
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"The soul is like the surface of a lake...
when it is still, it mirrors the beauty all around it."
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"Yesterday is in the past, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift...that is why it is called the present"
I am a big fan of the extremely gorgeous and very sexy Masuimi Max...
Here's some of her pics...enjoy! =)
I'm also a fan of the gorgeous Aria Giovanni.
Here's a few of her pics
Masuimi Max and Aria Giovanni
Sexy...
I have been a fan of Sebastian Bach since 1989. I had the chance to meet him twice after his preformance in Jekyll & Hyde (which he rocked). He was the coolest person you ever want to meet. He talked with us for a while, signed autographs, and took pictures with us. The biggest highlight for me was.. before leaving he leaned over and gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek.. and wouldn't you know.. I cried! *rolls eyes*
What kind of Angel are you?
 You are a Dark Angel. You hate the light and want everything to be dark. You usally stay in the shadows and cause problems or you just watch problems pass you by. You might enter Heaven or Hell but that depends on you.
What is your connection with darkness?
 Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through; it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing to get emotional releases. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only enjoys spending time with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you it feels, and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're simply hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
Song currently playing on my profile
-One Less Reason-
When Doves Cry
(Prince Cover)
Dig if you will a picture
Of you and I engaged in a kiss
The sweat of your body covers me
Can you my darling,
Can you picture this?
Dream if you can a courtyard
An ocean of violets in bloom
Animals strike curious poses
They feel the heat,
The heat between me and you
(Chorus)
How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (A world so cold)
Maybe I'm just too demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father, too bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other?
This is what it sounds like when doves CRY!!!
Touch if you will my stomach
Feel how it trembles inside
You've got the butterflies all tied up
Don't make me chase you
(Chorus)
How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (A world so cold)
Maybe I'm just too demanding
Maybe I'm just like my father, too bold
Maybe you're just like my mother
She's never satisfied (She's never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other?
This is what it sounds like when doves CRY!!!
The beauty of your glowing body beckons me.. To touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse, from your forehead to toes, fingers to nose. How I hunger to know you so completely.
Your body I desire, your mind I envy. Your bed I want to be in,
while your soul I want to own...
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