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in light my eyes were burn for it is light that i shall seek as darkness is my own...

Music...

Rozz Williams-Flowers
Gitane Demone
Christian Death
Sopor Aeternus
Shadow Project
Eva O - Ride the madness
Cinema Strange
Deine Lakaien - Into my arms
Staind - 13 - Blow Away.
SMASHING PUMPKINS 15 - Blank Page.
Placebo & David Bowie - Without You I'm Nothing
Metallica - S&M - Nothing Else Matters.
Mozart - Moonlight sonata.
Muse - Bliss.
Nightwish - Wish i had an angel.
Nine Inch Nails - Hurt.
Noa - 09 - Now forget
Noa - 10 - Worry Doll.
Noir Desir - Des Armes
P.O.D. - Blurry.
Papa Roach9. Black Clouds.
Placebo - Black Eyed
Placebo - Centerfolds
Placebo - I Know.
Placebo - I'll be yours
Placebo - Protect me from what i want.
Placebo - The bitter end.
Red Hot Chili Peppers-Road Trippin.
Seether & Amy Lee - Broken.
The Rasmus - No fear
Tricky & Martina Topley Bird - BLACK COFFEE
Twin peaks soundtrack - into the night
U2-With or Without You.
Leonard cohen-here it is
Leonard cohen-in my secret life
Leonard cohen-by the rivers dark
Leonard cohen-boogy street
Leonard cohen-a thousand kisses deep
Leonard cohen-the letters
Staind-me
Staind-suffer
Jedi mind trick-i,who have nothing
Guano apes-open your eyes
Guano apes-u cant stop me
Iced earth-melancholy
Iced earth-blessed are you
Iced earth-birth of the wicked
Iced earth-stand alone
Tori Amos

Quote:"Hell is oneself; Hell is alone, the other figures in it merely projections. There is nothing to escape from and nothing to escape to. One is always alone."
Author:George Eliot

Jedi Mind Tricks-I who have nothing

I, I who have nothing...

Verse I: Ikon

Intersections in real time
The unbroken circles and dimensions of the mind
The tie that binds
The eternal tie that defines
The vanity of my insanity in due time
Will shine
Like the night seas under the moon
The haunted corners of familiar rooms
Yet i'm consumed
With vanishing into thin air
The realization that this shit is my cross to bare
So where
Did I think I could run away to see
The people that decided to leave without asking me
But we
Decide to wait for happier tomorrows
And find someone so they can be distractions from our sorrows
For my distractions the books of paper that i scrawl in
I'm eloquent as summer breeze and leaves just have fallen
I've crawl in a corner hoping all of this will end
With the knowledge that love is just another word for revenge
I who have nothing but the comfort of my sins
I who have nothing but the comfort of my friends

Chorus:

I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one

Verse II: Ikon

As I decay, demons prey above me like a vulture
Ability to endure contradiciton is a high sign of culture
Verbal sculptures, self defacing
It is not God or lunacy that I am facing
But the erasing of the purity and passion of my words
The herds of cattle babble on with talk of the absurd
But I preferred
To walk away from all the feuds
To find my life is more confusing than a rubic's cube
So i'm subdued
In all my words of verbal prods
To live alone one must be an animal or a God
But it's official
All of my pain is clear as crystal
The natural side of life has now been seeming artificial
But I can hit you
And rest assured that i'ma last words
I could give a fuck about ya secrets and ya past words
I can pass words with the ability to hurt you
Patience is a virtue and knowledge is a commercial
I who have nothing but the pain that I refer to
I who have nothing but the pain that I refer to

Chorus

Verse III: Ikon

Lost among the miracles, I stand alone
And i've grown into a being that's sitting on top a throne
I've known
For many years that I would turn to rust
I find a reason for another breath
Before my return to dust
I become one with science and mathematic and the rising of the sun
I'm numb
To all of those who blind and cannot see
The chastiser of the enemy
Perception requires duality
Inspect ya soul, the color of coal inside the body
I have hardly, come across them who's holy
Send them to the cerebem to control thee
Burning of the sun and frigidness of the cold
The battle field is new but the war is now old
You can never see the merest shadow of a halo
Above the head of evil djin who's deadly like tornado
The world has become an aquarium
Full of gaping fish with murderous smiles
I on the other hand stand on the outside looking in
Writing down murderous files
I who have nothing but the lack of variation
And I who have nothing but chains and suffocation

Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough"
Author: Joe Lewis

My name is Livia,born and raised in Romania,the country of the empty souls..
Went through higschool, i've come to much apriciate the quality of people it gathered there. You never apriciate a good thing until you forever lose it...
I'm a very open-minded person, and i deeply ecourage self discorvey and introspection, if you master your true self you cam master the world.
I find myself taken by the fascination of shadows and falling into darkest of desires, there is such a beauty about the fall, somptous and lavish embraces only beseech realms unknown to our puny little minds...
The land of rotten doves and long forgotten promises is my home. I dwell within the poison of your last smile, i'm the bitter ray of light that emerges from tortured moans. Have you seen me, lurking within your fears ? Have you ever felt me as i slowly, step by step, take control over you sanity ? My taste is never to be forgotten, but never to be experienced again.

Sopor Aeternus

"May I Kiss Your Wound?"

May I kiss your wound,
maybe that will heal
my soul. Free me from
this tomb, light my darkness
make me (whole)
let me take your hand
and together we shall fly
to a lonely place, where
as lovers we can die.
In a land so dark, seven
moons, eternal nights, wish
a sky of thousand stars,
yes for us there is no light...
There (waits) no lights.

Sopor Aeternus

Dead Souls

Hidden behind merciful shadows, beyond the cruel daylight,
living to hunt and kill, we are the... damned children of the night.
Dragging our immune existence through thousands of centuries
and from dusk to dawn we suffer from our immortality.

Hosts contaminate our tombs and crosses burn our skin,
you can kill us a thousand times, but we're the ones,
who will always remain ... - In Pain ... In Pain:
"I'm the resurrection-man, who steals his own corpse
and abducts himself to the beloved catacombs and vaults".

Death and decay, cadaverous smell,
for us there's neither heaven, nor is there a hell,
and only the stigmata could be able to betray
the sombre existence of the former days.

After the dead Lover's kiss you fall into a dream,
but with your second birth you're a prince in our mournful realm.
By day, when a million suns are killing with their shine,
the cold, dark crypts are saving me ... and mine.
Death and decay, cadaverous smell,
for us there's neither heaven, nor is there a hell,
and only the stigmata could be able to betray
the sombre existence of the former days ...

I deeply enjoy long talks on random topics, i love discovering what other people think and desire of life, as i do not know for myself... it's like a neverending row of thorns and rose petals pouring from a cloudy sky.
Mistery and dark delight i find fascinating, music i feed upon. Though i enjoy many gendres and delight with variaty depending on my mood, gothic music as well as gothic art are my first and truest of loves.
I find myself oftenly thinking of ways to elude time and all other matter-related notions, i find no pleasure in commonly high-rated artefacts. I could call myself as being in search of my sourse of pure delight...up until now, music and art are the only ones near it...

Sopor Aeternus

Beautiful Thorn

Ivy kissed the shadows,
As mo(u)rning lusts for dew,
She with lips of sweetest pain,
Lies in wait for you.
With the dawn she went away,
Before mist veiled the earth,
Nothing remained - except for the wounds -
The only gift of her.

"Oh, for themselves they should despair,
When our graves lie in silence, but we're not there.
When there are voices close to your ear,
But no reflection is haunting the mirror."
With the dawn we fade away,
Before mist veils the earth,
Nothing remains, except for the wounds ... -
The only gift of him, me ... or her.

I just luv this song...:) It's such a good way2express that undefined feelin...:)

Quote:"Great souls by instinct to each other turn,
Demand alliance, and in friendship burn."
Author: Joseph Addison

Friends chapter..well,quality over quantity..i can be a very good friend4many,but i only have a few close ones...I need not someone's presence, I just MIGHT enjoy it from time to time. I hate suffcating relationships, and for me, almost all of them become so. Guess what, you sacrifice, you do your best, you actually do give a hot damn about someone...then they just bail out on you; go away, move away, or better yet, just stop caring about you. Why goddamn bother anymore? You just play in your cute little world...and I will go on living in mine...

Incubus

Sick sad little world

No, You're not the first to fall apart
But always the first one to complain
You better get careful, or you'll compromise
Everything you are

This world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
"I'm making a choice to be out of touch.
Leave me be." He said, He said, He said

"Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world!"
"Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world!"

I've never had unpaid confidantes
It's more than I would care to explain
But I have an open door policy
When it comes to blame

This world is a joke when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
"I'm making a choice to be out of touch.
Leave me be." He said, He said, He said,

"Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world!"

"Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world!"

Religion..well,i am a christian,thou i am not a true beliver..sometimes,i'd like2think that there is one above us all that takes care of us and repays our good deeds,but i oftenly come2the conclusion that there is no one watching over us...its just us,hopin4a greater force that might help us when in need..its not fair2call urself a religious beliver just cause u have the selfish wish2be helped..is it?
Thou i am not a religious beliver,i do think that one is not entitled2take one's life..u simply cannot fuck'round with things that r not in ur power2create or give..

As i c it,ive done many stupid things along my way...ive hurt some of the ones that luved me just cause i refused2belive in the existence of feelings..u c,somewhere in the depth of my mind,rullz the idea that feelings make u weack,powerless and easy2be defetead..sometimes i do belive that runnin away from what u feel is more of cowardness than havin them feelings..but that would be just some times...:)
I'd like2appologise4many stupid things i've done,but im2much of a coward i guess..i just fade away with a sad look on my face whenever i do smtg wrong..i sortof slip away if u dont pay enough attention,i guess..

I luv wild creatures...i guess an animal would be one2...:D...4real now,luv cats and all other felines.smooth killers...:)

LEONARD COHEN LYRICS

Here It Is

Here is your crown
And your seal and rings;
And here is your love
For all things.

Here is your cart,
And your cardboard and piss;
And here is your love
For all of this.

May everyone live,
And may everyone die.
Hello, my love,
And my love, Goodbye.

Here is your wine,
And your drunken fall;
And here is your love.
Your love for it all.

Here is your sickness.
Your bed and your pan;
And here is your love
For the woman, the man.

May everyone live,
And may everyone die.
Hello, my love,
And, my love, Goodbye.

And here is the night,
The night has begun;
And here is your death
In the heart of your son.

And here is the dawn,
(Until death do us part);
And here is your death,
In your daughter’s heart.

May everyone live,
And may everyone die.
Hello, my love,
And, my love, Goodbye.

And here you are hurried,
And here you are gone;
And here is the love,
That it’s all built upon.

Here is your cross,
Your nails and your hill;
And here is your love,
That lists where it will

May everyone live,
And may everyone die.
Hello, my love,
And my love, Goodbye.

Countless sleepless nights i had..bad memories,nightmears..then came insomnia..used2stear at the sealin4houres,imagine what shadowes'd mean and replay moments of my amuzin life..torture is so tasty once u get the hang of it..

Quote:"Nothing begins, and nothing ends,
That is not paid with moan;
For we are born in others pain
And perish in our own."
Author:Francis Thompson

Chris Rea
And you my love

I do not sleep tonight
I may not ever
The sins of the past have come
See how they sit down together

Outside my window
Outside my door
And I know the reason what they’ve all come here for
You my love
My sweet, sweet love
Are what it’s all because of

Surrender is easy
I know you do me no harm
But your innocence haunts me
The most fatal of charms

Oh I must have done some wrong
On a dark and distant day
For I know full and well tonight
This is how that I must pay

And you my love
My sweet, sweet love
Are what it’s all because of
You my love
My sweet, sweet love
Are what it’s all because of

I do think that every one of us that is capable of makin some glourious thing should..i do not belive in sins,that is true,but2waste a capacity is such a shame..menkind bilt empires,great names echo through history,fame and glory made ppl legends..it is true,one's family,one's children,if ur lucky,one's children's children remember ur name..but when they r gone,u will just fade in a pile of dust,just like every other useless creature of this world..why not make the best of urself?...

Quote:"Sweet is true love that is given in vain, and sweet is death that takes away pain."
Author: Lord Alfred Tennyson

Love...that might be interesting2talk bout,but it aint...love,i belived in,i still do...sometimes i think that its the humanbeen's porpous in life,2love and be loved..its just that most of us lead their life porpousless..i might have loved,i might love right now..who knows?i dont think or talk about my feelings,my true friend knows that so well...maybe i just hope4'em feelings2go away,maybe im afraid that they'd become2real if i mention them...though i am petrified bout'em,i do feel a great deal...and its killin every bit of me that is still there...
For i do luv,and i do cry...i do not cry cause i don't have what i would desire,but i do cry cause i don't desire what i have got...

Destiny?..i dont know...i wouldnt like2know that my life was like pre-planed by god knows who..neah,random things at random times..all tied 2getter by one's will,the ultimate god and conscience...

Artist: Pete Murray
Song: So Beautiful

Found myself just the other day
In the backyard of a friends place,
Thinkin’ about you,
Thinkin’ of the crowd you’re in,
What you up too where you been?
(Just thinkin’)

And all the clothes that you wear,
And the colors in your hair
Shouldn’t change you
Now you tell me why it’s so
You bigger than mighty Joe,
(At least you think so)

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don’t know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

Throw my smoke down on the ground,
Turn my head and I heard the sound,
(That reminded me)
Of the days so young and sweet
Always so much fun to meet
(At least I thought so)

Now you think your so damn fine
You can rule the world no not mine,
I don’t think so

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don’t know,
If I can call you and tell you I care

Now the scene that you’re in,
And the people that you been with
Just get to me,
But you think I’m not as cool,
As you are so beautiful
Well who you fooling

Well I’m here to tell you babe
The game your in is just a game
So damn pretentious

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don’t know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

You think you’re so beautiful
(So beautiful).

The notable thing that makes mortales so much different,and their life so much tastier is death..the last sweet goodbye kiss that you will never4get, they that caressed the depth of your soul,the fact that no other's lips shall touch yours in that way,all of them are bliss,bliss given by the fact that you shall never again be in that place,with that person..no one will ever again love you as much, your heart won't ever again beat as fast, you will never again feel so much like burstin because every moment might be your last..mortal's life fades away and that makes it so much better..foolish mortals,not ignorance is bliss,but the fact that you shall die,that is what makes your life a thrill...don't be so stupid as2waste it, its the god's gift and an honour2hold...

Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."

Hedonism - Skunk Anasie

I hope you're feeling happy now
I see you feel no pain at all it seems
I wonder what you're doin' now
I wonder if you think of me at all
do you still play the same moves now
or are those special moods
for someone else
I hope you're feeling happy now

just because you feel good
doesn't make you right
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight

does laughter still discover you
I see through all the smiles
that look so right
do you still have the same friends now
to smoke away your problems and your life
oh how do you remeber
me the one that made
you laugh until you cried
I hope yo're feeling happy now

just because you feel good doesn't make you right
just because you feel good still want you here onight

I wonder what you're donig now
I hope you're feeling happy now
I hope you're feeling happy now

"Life is just like a box of chocholates"...it's up2u2make of it rotten chocholates or the sweetest of tastes...

Quote:"If we would build on a sure foundation in friendship, we must love friends for their sake rather than for our own."
Author: Charlotte Bronte

Some things dont turn out exacly how you thought they would,but some of them might just turn out fine...and some things that you thought you will never 4give you do 4give in some cases,cause you care bout one dear friend more than you care bout your morals or yourself.Some of the ones that you got2know so well and got2care bout will always be a part of your soul,whatever would they do and wherever would they be...so this goes out for the ones i will always care deeply about...

DEPECHE MODE - Only When I Lose Myself

It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

Something beautiful is happening inside for me
Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery
I feel hypnotised
I feel paralysed
I have found heaven

There's a thousand reasons
Why I shouldn't spend my time with you
For every reason not to be here
I can think of two
To keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing's wrong
Inside your heaven

It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

I can feel the emptiness inside me
Fade and disappear
There's a feeling of contentment
Now that you are here
I feel satisfied
I belong inside
Your velvet heaven

Did I need to sell my soul for pleasure like this
Did I have to lose control to treasure your kiss
Did I need to place my heart in the palm of your hand
Before I could even start to understand

It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

Metallica
Nothing else matters

So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters

When shall it all end?...

Taste me...and nothing shall ever be the same...

p.s. : be aware !!! Poison-holder guarding . . .

Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio

"In high heels throught broken glass"

I cleanse my skin in flames of hell

From blood and shame and lepers' smell

Flowers unnamed and forsaken by reason

Are growing like weeds in the garden of treason

As man is my victim it's he who I torture

Engaged in perversions with Judas's daughter

I salvage my soul in the essence of violence

My gospel is wisdom but censured and silenced

We dance in nights of broken glass

Where stars collide and dreams collapse

We dance in nights of broken glass

The past we disowned will awaken again

Our conscience of bloodshed bears witness to shame

The world we pursue is forsaken by man

The earth is my kingdom it is where I dance

I salvage myself in perversions and wine

Consumed and depraved by the bondage of time

In lust I redeem all my yearnings and needs

Let's murder in nightmares of pleasures besieged

We dance in nights of broken glass

Where stars collide and dreams collapse

We dance in nights of broken glass

Defiance of worship on thorns I decay

The twilight of conscience my salvage portrayed

The penance of forfeit your verdict received

In judgement we dream of confessions deceived

The killing of mankind won't ever desist

I'm God, I am Satan, I am all that there is

The sun is my kingdom it is where I dwell

In high heels we wander through heaven and hell

We dance in nights of broken glass

Where stars collide and dreams collapse

We dance in nights of broken glass

Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio

Serpent kisses and serpent smiles

I'm the serpent Messiah of your wakened dreams
With a serpent smile and a dagger of silver
I shall make you lust and make you bleed
With a knife and a smile I am evil for thee
I'm the angel of pleasure, infesting your sleep
As true as I am I'm the kindest of beasts
The equations unravel my numbers of truth
Completion is foursome and women are two

I'm the brother of silver I'm the twin made of two
I'm the sister of serpents who shall crucify truth
Your crimson lips are pleased by women
Your craving skin relieved by me
Forbid yourself nothing and be complete
As the boundaries perish we come as three
The circus of moonshine is coming to town
Where the clowns are bleeding and the harlots are bound

The kings are tortured the crucified crowned
A banquet of pleasure of desires unbound
Behold the equations unravel before you
As evil is evil and women are two
Drink the flames of the cocktail I gave you
Let madness be lucent let madness become you
Our brothers and sisters they will not comply
Wearing serpent kisses wearing serpent smiles

Do not fear me,i am the darkness that embraces the depth of your soul ... come with me,i shall offer you a new life,without pain,without moan,without torment...only pleasure,inner peace...come,my child,sweetest of souls...come...

(i asume no credit of the artwork present)

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