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Pain Is Life.



So i have been shot stabbed tied chained burned cut tortured raped and beaten. Should i not be a little pissy and a cold hearted bitch every now and then? Just because i shot my ex-fiance in the head doesn't make me a bad person. (yes he lived for all who are curious and the x-rays are awfull fun to look at its still there). Well everyone seems to think i am such a nice fluffy person who takes care of everyone elses problems and i am not allowed to get depressed. well lets just shut off the phone and make the happy normal people worry shall we?











About me:
I am 5'8" black and red hair brown eyes alabaster luster skin.
i am a 25 yr old Divorce. Currently residing in the ghost riddled mountains of North Carolina.
I was "goth" before goth really broke out in Charlotte. Didn't evem know what it was. it just felt right. Have been a witch since 3rd grade. My faith has been nebulous and i do not want to discuss it with most.


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I have been a psy vamp for about as long as i remember but didn't identify it as such untill recently. I am also a sang but didn't put two and two together untill a year or so ago.

Psy vampirism runs through my family on my mothers side. My mother and her mother were the black sheep of the family by become christian and ignoring there metaphysical selves. through heavy reseach into my family i dug up many skeletons that would have veiled my eyes forever.



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A Poem:

Yes....You are perfect.....

"I'm a Jill (jack) of all trades, a master of none. In that I am true save one I've not yet the honor to start. My callings are my own, the world for them to see. Ask me what you will, my findings are not for me alone. A different voice you will find in these words of my musings, but then I'm a dual sided person. If you've of mind to teach, I'm of mind to learn. The lesson is largely irrelevant it's the journey that teaches most. Tell me what you will, I will always listen." quote taken from Matsunome's profile as i feel it fits me also and agree with it.



Hmm If you are actually reading this an not skimmin trying to just rate or view to get your score up. Think of the worst things other than murder that you can do to a woman and it has probably happened to me often times more than once. I am Morose but have a reason for it. Life truely is pain for me. Waking up knowing that some of humanities hidious dark side has risen up and victimized my soul is a hard thing to cope with. I do and i shall. I don't want your pity. If you have been there i shall share with you my empathy but pity is worthless and i want none of it. Life is strife.




P.S. The kitten at the bottom's name is VooDoo he is about 8 months old and likes to bite nipples at 6am (yes i have a wierd cat but its either his way of saying he loves me or dammit momma get up and feed me)