xneedyoux's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I know its random, but I appreciate and thank you for being the good person you are. It gives me hope that the world is redeemable.------SLEEPPERFECT thank you for these kind words.:)

Vampire

I BELIEVE IN

The name is Kaela. Ive been breathing the poullted air of this earth for a little over 20 years now. Ill be 21 in December. My patience is almost non-existent at times. i dont like liars. I HATE cheaters. I dont play games. If you are dying to start drama, start it elsewhere cuz i dont tolerate that. I love my friends more than imagianble. Me and my group of closest friends are called the Juices. All of our nicknames sound like Juice names:p Im very honest. Im not judgemental. But as a fair warning if you piss me off you will regret it. A lot. I dont have the time for backstabbers or petty bitches. Im bisexual. i have little faith in the world. I dont trust easily unless you are someone special. I have walls. Heavy, thick, solid walls. I have so many questions that will probably remain unanswered. My life has been twisted and shattered in so many ways that it will probably be impossible to break me more than has already been accomplished. I dont have the patience for stupidity. Im very "smart" but i dont like being that way. I hate most ppl. I can be very distant, especially if you get to close. Dont tempt me to hate you cause it can happen easily. So good luck and such... probably add more later.... yepp...... My current Favorite band--- Mayday Parade

RIP Alex... You will be missed dearly. Thank you for being there for me. You were an amazing person. I will carry you with me in my heart forever.

RIP Punkie, may your soul be satisfied with where you are.

RIP Jade Jones miss you so much

RIP Dino Hernandez. missed as well

RIP Chirs McCully you were an amzing person and i love you and miss you every single day.

The nights have turned cold; your touch is gone
even in my words, your memory lives on
if there were words to describe my pain
maybe all the efforts would not have been in vain
i pushed and tried
thousands of tears i cried
its not like you cared
all the things i shared
i wasted my breath
now i have nothing left
but to write this all down......
it makes ur fucking pathetic memories drown

I was deemed cynical. Working on that one. Dunno how its going. Guess fine. Ha.

*likes*
-music
-books
-psychology
-italian
-vampires
-history
-writing
-poetry
-cigarettes
-occasional alcohol

*dislikes*
-cheaters
-liars
-racism
-discrimination
-mind games
-pussy-footing
-chocolate
-ballons
-the sperm donor
-drugs
-starting something you cant finish
-drama

The words that flow from your mouth may be endless
but when i stop listening you could be clueless

If you are here to tell me im hot or something along those lines... i dont have time for pick up lines. Im happy with where i am and dont need or want anything else. but i either wont respond, will respond kindly and tell you not to do it or respond and snap out on you. either way, if you didnt take the time to read the profile to figure out the consequences of your actions, the blame lies solely on you. your words will more than likely disgust me.

and along those lines, DO NOT say i love you to me. only a few ppl are allowed to say that and I WILL tell you off for that one. ESPECIALLY if i dont know wh the fuck you are and you say it. you were warned:)

I dont believe in God. And i dont honestly care about anyones opinion. The governement has deemed us worthy of freedom of speech.. lucky us.... so speak your mind if you would like... but as a stated, i dont care. i will not change for anyone. i am who i am and will always be. and if you dont approve then maybe you shouldnt be visting my page or associating with me. i may not always agree with someones opinon but if you are respectful about it, i will return the courtesy.

if you lie, i lose all respect for you. my trust is not earned easily and once you have it, it is even harder to keep. I have a bigger problem with guys than i do girls. girls can be petty bitches but guys are most likely the ones to play heart break games. ive been with both and out of it all only one girl has fucked with my head... but almost all of the guys have. i try not to combine ppl into a sterotype. but being bitter can sometimes twist ur thoughts and beliefs. i am working on that because i know its best for me. holding so much hatred becomes exhausting.

a warning--- i will fuck with your head to make you leave if i feel it is necessary. but thats only when i feel like there is a risk of being damaged. so you should be safe if you dont push ur limits... but when i fuck with your head, i cause damage... and pain.... i tend to give what ive gotten... that is also something i am working on