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Limbus Patrum (Coven)

Vampire Rave member for 18 years.

Status:  Monstrosity (34.63)
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Affiliation:  Limbus Patrum (Coven)
Account Type:  Regular
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  ?
Age:  ANCIENT
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Hell on Earth




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Websites


Quote:

He who makes a beast out of himself...Gets rid of the pain of being a man.





Currently feeling: Broken.
Music of choice: Damien Rice.
Wishing: Someone was here to hold me.



My former boyfriend, Josh.
October 26th 1988 - May 20th 2006
~rest in peace~

Roads - Roadrunner United

The voice of loss is sighing through the rain
And as I turn around
Nothing is to be found
For hours now upon this endless road
Is it taking me
Where I long to be?

Alone

A soaring hope is reeling in my head
I can’t remember this
But it must be what I miss
Suddenly I find I’m standing still
Staring at the ground
Waiting for your sound

Again



My bestfriend Ali. I love her more than anyone.
She's the most lovely person I know. She's been my friend when nobody else was, and she truly understands me. She is incredible, and although she drives me crazy, I love her to death.



Nelson is truly amazing. He is a philosopher and a support system for me. Through everything, he has been there to hold my hand. Even when I hurt him, he still could look me in the eyes and tell me everything was alright. I love you.



This is Duncan. He is the "Heartless Romantic" and such a lovely poet. He's a smashing guy, and although sometimes I'm needed to help him to his feet, I still love him. Write on.



Nemmy

By the pain I see in others...
I'm here if you need me.
I pushed you away, but I just need time I guess. I love you, and I hope you'll forgive me.




I'm a quiet person. Anti-social, introverted. I like spontaneity, I like taking risks and I love change. I'm the type of person that has a new hair color every week.

I generally seek peace in places that are desolate and far away from people. I found that place 3 years ago, on my first visit to Mexico. I met Lady Ocean and fell in love. I belong by the ocean. It gives me power to think, rest easy, be free and simply let go. You can forget anything by the ocean.

Soon I'll be relocating in New Zealand. I hope it's as beautiful as I dream it to be.

I'm quite calm normally, and rarely get angry. My most common emotion is frustration or sadness. But rarely anger. I only get truly angry if someone moves in my direction in a threatening manner. When people try to provoke fear in me, or hurt me/the ones I love, it upsets me. I'm very loyal, so I don't suggest messing with my loved ones, or I'll curb stomp you.

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||| 34%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Independence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Tension ||||||||||||||| 50%
Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
personality tests by similarminds.com





My favorite things to do would be:

Downloading/listening to music
Being on the internet
Reading
Writing stories or poetry
Photography
Painting
Travelling
Getting lost in deep thought
Having intellectual conversations
Dreaming
Getting pierced
Being alone

I consider myself an intellectual person. I enjoy conversations with people who actually know what they are talking about and are able to hold my attention. Normally I prefer talking about politics, philosophy, music, history, humanity etc...



Some pictures of my beloved aminals.


Aries.


Bear.


Mojo.



I am agnostic. I don't believe in anything other than what I see around me. Thats great if you feel drawn to a higher power, but that doesn't mean I have to be. It's appreciated if you don't preach to me. I'm really not interested. Take care :)



Aminals


My Friends/Lovers


Human emotion


Intelligent people


Long intellectual conversations


Learning new things


Hyper-sensitivity


Honesty


Unconditional love


Enigma's


Things that also make sense


Philosophy


Politics


Humanity


History


Society


Travelling


Knowledge


Reading


Painting


Writing


Photography


Video games


Movies


Guitar


Music


Singing all the time


Robots


Ninja's


HUGS ^_^


The night sky


Black, Red && Purple


Piercings


Tattoo's


Dying my hair


Spikes


Changing





Religion


Superiority


Authority


Narrow-minds


Prejudism


Racism


Sexism


Liars


Players


Hypocrites


Back stabbing individuals


Gossip/Rumors


Avarice


Advertising


TV


Generic's


Unintelligence


Bad spelling/grammar


Too many people in one place


People without a cause


Pointless objectives


Pointless arguments


Having nothing to do


"Beating around the bush"


Unhygenic people/places


Rudeness


Sarcasm


Pessimism


Apathy


Drugs & most alcohol


My Father


Heart Breakers


Being used


Being abandoned


Being rejected & unwanted


Loneliness





Music = Life

10 Years
30 Seconds To Mars
Across Five Aprils
AFI
Aiden
Alkaline Trio
(The) All-American Rejects
Anti-Flag
A Perfect Circle
Apocalyptica
Arcade Fire
Arch Enemy
Armor For Sleep
As I Lay Dying
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
Bad Brains
Bayside
Ben Folds
Between The Buried And Me
Billy Talent
Black Flag
Bleeding Through
Blindside
Blood Brothers
Bouncing Souls
Boy Sets Fire
Breaking Benjamin
(The) Butterfly Effect
Chevelle
Children Of Bodom
Chimaira
Coheed And Cambria
Cold
Converge
Damage Plan
Damien Rice
Darkest Hour
The Darkness
Dave Navarro
Dead To Fall
Death Cab For Cutie
Deftones
DevilDriver
Dimmu Borgir
The Distillers
Disturbed
Dope
Dropkick Murphys
Drowning Pool
Dry Kill Logic
Emery
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Fear Factory
Finch
Finger Eleven
Flogging Molly
From Autumn To Ashes
Funeral For A Friend
Glassjaw
Godsmack
Goo Goo Dolls
HIM
Hawthorne Heights
He Is Legend
Hellogoodbye
Hot Hot Heat
Hurt
Ill Nino
IN Flames
Incubus
Interpol
It Dies Today
Jack's Mannequin
Jet
Joy Division
Kasabian
(The) Killers
Killswitch Engage
Kittie
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Le Tigre
Linkin Park
Live
Lostprophets
Machine Head
Marilyn Manson
Mastodon
Matchbook Romance
Matthew Good
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
Moist
Motion City Soundtrack
Motograter
Mudvayne
Murderdolls
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Nine Inch Nails
No Use For A Name
Nonpoint
Norma Jean
Nothingface
Opeth
Otep
Out Of Your Mouth
Panic! At The Disco
Papa Roach
Pennywise
Phantom Planet
(The) Pillows
Plain White T's
Powerman 5000
Project Wyze
Ra
Rage Against The Machine
Rammstein
Rascal Flatts
Refused
Relient K
Rise Against
Rufio
Saliva
Saves The Day
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Scissor Sisters
Seether
Sense Field
Senses Fail
(The) Sex Pistols
Silverstein
Slipknot
Smile Empty Soul
Soil
Soulfly
(The) Sounds
Spill Canvas
Spineshank
Spitalfield
Spoon
Staind
(The) Starting Line
Static-X
Stone Sour
Story Of The Year
Straylight Run
Streetlight Manifesto
Sugarcult
(The) Suicide Machines
Switchfoot
System Of A Down
Taking Back Sunday
(The) Tea Party
Tenacious D
Thornley
Three Days Grace
Thrice
Thursday
Tiger Army
Tool
Trapt
Treble Charger
Trivium
Type O Negative
Underoath
(The) Used
(The) Vandals
(The) Veronicas
White Zombie




Roadrunner United DVD
Metal=Life DVD
CKY 1 - 5
Viva La Bam
Half Baked
Sin City
Donnie Darko
The Jacket
Rivers Edge
SLC Punk
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
Trainspotting
Final Fantasy: Advent Children
Edward Sissor Hands
Corpse Bride
Nightmare Before Christmas
Beetle Juice
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory
Willie Wonka And The Chocolate Factory
James And The Giant Peach
Vincent
Stigmata
White Oleander
Silent Hill
House On Haunted Hill
Hostel
Darkness
Saw 1 - 2
Seven
The Interview Of The Vampire
Land Of The Dead
Day Of The Dead
Dawn Of The Dead
Night Of The Living Dead
Return Of The Living Dead
(ANY ZOMBIE FLICK)
Devils Rejects
House Of 1000 Corpses




I have: 1 industrial, 5 random ear piercings, 1 belly piercing & 1 lip ring.

I plan on getting: 2 trigus piercings, another industrial, more random ear piercings and my nose.

I also plan on getting tattoo's as soon as I can afford it.





PS: I don't want to hear your opinion of my physical appearance. I want to hear what you think about my profile. I want to have conversations with depth. I'll rate you low if you want otherwise.


Member Since: Dec 24, 2005
Last Login: Jan 09, 2007
Times Viewed: 6,768



Times Rated:533
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NikkiAidyn
NikkiAidyn
08:27
Oct 13, 2024


As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul…

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You have been visited & rated by Royal Sire NikkiAidyn....
Ylvax
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03:48
Feb 27, 2024


Ylvax has stalked by and rated you fairly.



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Enjoy the darkness..
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Cadrewolf2
03:41
Jan 03, 2024
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