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Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart; of its constant hungar for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts. -EDGAR ALLEN POE
What am I supposed to describe? If I am describing my life its bleak, boring. Depressing really. It could be worse that is what I've been told.
If I am describing myself...Well I am not that tall and not that short. I like my nails pointed and painted black. I like hoodies and my black lace up high top boots. I like my privacy. I am a loner mostly but I love my family. I don't have that many friends. The few I do have I hold onto them.
I am in a state of calm on the outside but utter kayos on the inside My senses are going wild. My sense of smell is nuts and so is my hearing. Though I don't think I am a vampire.....but Maybe that could be why when I eat a bloody steak I feel better. I have ragging anger since I was a small child. I don't know how to control it. Maybe I am just psycho.
I care........about many different things. People , animals, food........a little to much for food.
you wanna know just ask
ALSO an after thought....I wish I was a vampire for several reasons. My fascination with vampyerism has made me wonder........
I would want to be in love and be turned by my love but that is just living in a fantasy world.
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