please take the time to read my profile
Come with me to a place unknown
lead by a man with his face not shown
follow me into the dark
beware for its no "walk in the park"
love is lost...
i know this much
Thats why i show you
please...do not touch
the heart in a bottle upon the shelf
for it was once mine
now with suffering health
the love i lost was so untrue
and now you will see what i went through
Please let go of my hand you hold
because this feeling is much to old
to be born again brought back from blood
and suffer again like no one should
This love is lost
i send you back
praying that i will not crack
this love is much to old
much to torn to unfold
never again will it be felt
never again will this heart be held.
Hello and welcome to my page not every thing on this page is listed most of it I would be more than happy to tell you
I am suicidal and have tryed a few times but havent succeded yet(of course cause im typeing this now) I do cut and im not planning on stoping any time soon. I have just came out of a some what abusive relationship and need someone new to help me try to repair myself, though it may prove unlikely.
But any ways here is some more about me...i guess...
I listen to music most of the time. Black and blood red hair. 5'5" green/gray eyes. my name is kitty or E.k.(evil kitty, miss evil kitty kitty) my name actualy reflects me, I am like a cat i do have sharp claws and teeth. like to talk but not to much. my AIM is uncertainxdark or myxbloodysuicide if you would like to contact me. i like to write poetry as well as read it. I don't lable people acording to what their particular dress style is.
I like to lick shiny things and im not quite sure why. So if you ever meet me keep in mind that i will lick any thing silver and shiny....i don't care where it is i will as long as i can see it. I am very strange so keep that in mind, though i may not show it here i am.
I like Bondage alot. I don't exactly care what you think when i give to much information such as helplessness to me is a turn on along with biteing and blood. I don't care what most people think about me unless they won't shut up about it
don't click this link...
Please leave me a comment, i thank you greatly if you already have and you may add me if you like me enough and come back soon to see if i have done any more to my profile. And feel free to bite me i might just bite you back *wink* and I don't mind stalkers so also feel free.
Angry Goth
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My IM names are as shown above so feel free to im or e-mail me i don't care infact i would like to talk to some new people. I am looking for a relationship and don't care where they are from as long as they can accept me for me and enjoy my personality.
I will occasionaly have some wild mood swings and I am liable to accedently take them out on innocent people.I don't take litely to liers.
I do Bite in real life, I have sharpened nails and i don't care who you are if you do some thing to piss me off i WILL use them.
Every profile i look at has a list of their fav. music and some songs so here it goes
A Perfect Circle-Judith( NIN re-mix)
Nine Inch Nails-Sun Spots
HIM- sweet 666
The Sounds- Rock n' roll
turbonegro-All my friends are dead
Kill Hannahh- Kinnedy
death cab for cutie-Paper cup
Alkaline Trio- Mercy me
Children of Bodom- needled 24/7
The 69 eyes- Lost boys and Devils
AFI- the boy who distroyed the world
Atreyu- no fave. song
Rancid- " " "
System of a down- Tericata Pie
boys night out- Medicated
Megadeath- no fave.
gravity kills- Blame
rob zombie- no fave
Kittie- Paper doll
As I lay dieing- n/a
Bright eyes-n/a
Avenged 7 Fold- Burn it down
Lacuna Coil- heavens a lie
here are some randome bands i like as well (small list of who i like)
nofx
mxpx
modest mouse
after forever
heaven shall burn
in flames
borknagar
mnemic
icp
mindless self indulgence/msi
cradle of filth
nightwish
rotting christ
angel corpse
old mans child
bile
muse
killers
manson
deicide
malevolent creation
stutterfly
it dies today
bleeding through
lamb of god
muse
killers
manson
deicide
malevolent creation
stutterfly
it dies today
bleeding through
bleed the dream
armor for sleep
her space holiday
bright eyes
bleed the sky
bullet for my valentine
cky
otep
nile
poison the well
the bled
Whatever you do, DON'T CLICK ON THIS!!!
I wear alot of black to piss people in my family off.And because its a very suiting color for my person. My family hates me because of my great likeing for blood.I am Bi. If you have any dark books or poetry you think i owuld like tell me so i can go and check it out to see if i like it.
Your dark side is centered around Destructive
Power. A strong powerful castel built above
broken fragile glass, behind this setteled
confident look there is a beautiful, innocent
child waiting for someone to play with. All you
want is an independent caring soul, completes
you, no more lies or worries, just a strong
connection bonded by trust so you can feel
special and confident, find a new meaning for
everything, life will be almost perfect like
you want. You will find what you want when know
that life is not always like we want it to be.
The Jackal
The vampire is entranced by you and he just met
you! Now thats power! Keep it up!(I'm running
low on pictures of vampires, dark angels and
angels... if you ahve any could you please give
'em to me? Much apperciated!)
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I am very easy to get along with and very loyal durring a relationship. I don't cheat or play with feelings at all. I am wiccan...but only to an extent. I like to use my scrying mirror for many different things. I like to bite people it is a fettish, i have fangs and need to sharpen them a little. I have my lip peirced 2 times (snake bites).
I love to read, draw dark anime and write poetry. Though it may all sound depressing im not depressed all the time i have my happy moments. I am also very loyal to people even if I have just met them. I spend most of my time in my room doing some of the above and listning to music.
You connect with pain emotionally, you don't like
someone to lie at you, or cheat on you, cuz
your wounds are the deepest between all the
other kinds, your family has a big influence on
you, whether in a good or a bad way, if your
relationship with your parents was good, then
you will grow up a happy, understanding person,
but if it was bad you will become more
introvert and don't trust people easily, every
thing you believe in right now is connected
some how with your childhood, don't convince
yourself that there is no cure for your pain,
cuz there is, all you need is to take care of
yourself and love it deeply, don't wait for
someone else to do so, every thing is in your
hands now, so do the right thing.
Angel of Sin.
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Don't ask me stupid questions or you will get a stupid answer or no answer at all. Do not take my kindness as weakness because you will be sadly misstaken.I do enjoy pain to a very high extent
I have alot of different likes and disslikes to many infact that i won't list them all. I might seem like i know every thing but i know as well as you might that i don't, im not afraid to tell you i don't know what some thing is. I do get some what depressed and its very easy to get me that way.
I:
Your Beauty lies
in Sadness. Lonely, depressed and feeling broken.
For whatever reason, you see
this world only for the bad that it holds carrying
the burdens of yourself and
others. Some people like to be with you and your
unique vantage point when they
are down, you are someone who can sympathize with
them. But you find yourself
alone again when they seem to find a solution and
are happy again, yet you still
are stuck in this rut. Do not worry, you will make
it out at some time. Everyone
does, if you try. When you are seen all others want
to do is make your pain go
away, but that is something only you can do. You
probably keep to yourself a lot
and don't like to let people in, afraid to be hurt
again. You feel empty and
helpless and your looks reflect that, often seen
with tears in your eyes.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Dark, Earth Animal: Robin Color:
Grays, Blacks, Dark
Colors Song: Tourniquet by Evanescence
Expression:
Tearful Frown
Gemstone:
Aquamarine Mythological Creature: Spirit,
Gargoyle Planet: Mercury Hair
Color: Blue-Black Eye Color:
Gray
Quote:
"Am I too lost to be saved?"
If I snap at you for any reason don't take it personaly its not meant to be a bad thing I might just be haveing a bad day and need to talk about it. If I don't tell you whats wrong don't give up on me. I like it when guys are nice to me. If your just going to be mean and say rude things or make annoying or stupid comments, again I won't spend time on it.
If you must know more about me then IM me on AOL or e mail me on yahoo. some of this is done durring my 7th period class everyother day of the week.
Ok...so now that i am home i can type freely without the teacher breathing down my neck. I am Ignorant but of course its some what of a normal thing to be for everyone even if they do not know it. I do drink and smoke even though its bad for me i don't exactly care. I am a cutter and i am not afraid to talk about it like most people.
Im a very open person and willing to learn more about any thing that intrests me. I am schizophrenic and some what insaine, but lets face it everyone is at one point and time in their pathetic life.I don't see every thing as everyone else does, i find other ways to portray or express it. Some times i don't know what im talking about.
I slowly rot from this internal decay
Dying piece by piece day after day
The days are long but my life was short
This endless misery I'd just soon abort
This hellish pain that lives inside of my head
My body withered blistered and dead
My life before seems like a dream
I can't escape from the hellish scene
20 years in a blood soaked coffin
My skin has died and my teeth are rotten
My hair comes out in patches of lockets
And my eyes have suck-en into the sockets
(For 20 years)
For 20 years I've been dying alone
For 20 years my flesh falls from the bone
For 20 years I thought that death was the end
But my soul has remained in this blood soaked
coffin
In this blood soaked coffin!
this is by one of my dearest friends and requested i put it on the profile so here it is. If you want some of my poetry then go to my journal. And please do comment on those as well.
Likes:
music
blood
select friends
my family
pain
whips
chains
handcuffs
loud music
NIN
ICP
Streetlight manifesto
meshuga
Gravity kills
Shiny things
any thing that is sharp or cuts
cutting
my g/f
moon lit nights
walks in the rain
cold days
cloudy days
many more
You Are A Succubus
You drain your victims energy slowly, night by
night. You're never tired of sex and you never
quit. Too bad for your victim...
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Disslikes:
Annoying people
sunlight
light of any sort
pink
dumb people
people who ask stupid things
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About me and still adding on
what is your name? Kitty
what is your fave. color(s)? black and purple
food? sushi
Band? the 69 eyes
store? Hot topic and anamilies
Have you ever...
tryed to kill yourself?yes
fell in love? no
cut yourself?yes
Over dosed?yes
been to the hospital? yes
Drank until you threw up? yes
gave someone a boxer/thong wedgie? unfortunatly yes
been the victem of wedgie? lol yes many a time
do you...
cut? yes
drink? yes
smoke? occasionaly
cuss? hell fuckin' yes
drive? yes, but licens is suspended
like pain? yes its a turn on
like someone? yes
Randome...
Are ou a virgen? no
do you like blood? yes
like answering all these questions? not really
are you bored? yes
is anyone online now? no
are you going to go to sleep tonight? depends
Thong, boxers or granny/grampa undies? Thong
Fishenet or stocking? fishnet
corset, t-shirt, v-neck or work shirt? corset
bondage or no? bondage
headboard or no headboard? doesent matter
Collers? yes
chains? yes
whips? yes
peircings? yes
where? lip(both sides) ears and belly button
tatoos? soon
whiped cream and fruit or something hot? doesent matter
pain or no pain? PAIN
turn ons?pain(duh) blood and biteing
